ladelle

I had to give up the opportunity

You want me to share an appartement with you? Lol

I live in the countryside. The problem is that I can take the bus in the morning, but then I can't take it home because there aren't any buses at the time I finish work. I talked about it to that potential employer, they can’t do anything for me, I need to sort it out by myself or I will miss the opportunity

Bigger cities means higher rents than I can currently afford.

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What I am supposed to do then?

You think it will manifest? I’m tired to feel like I live more in my imagination than in the physical reality

I’m very nostalgic and I’m afraid to age.

But I don’t have a car so I can’t go further with my potential employer, I don’t know what to do honestly, what would you do if you were in my shoes, I wanted to rent a car but I will not be able to do it by the time they would hire me (next week)

I miss the person I was before I took the spiritual path. I didn’t even chose to take this path, it just happened to me. I want my old self back, I want her back, I miss her, where is she? Am I the only one to feel this way?

Probably 🤷🏻‍♀️

When I see God (it happens), I don’t need to manifest anything, I feel complete and at peace, there is no such think as wanting to manifest.

I don’t necessarily want to win the lottery, I just gave it as an example because most people want to manifest material things like fancy cars or beautiful houses, etc. I simply think they could obtain most of those things by working hard, starting a business, or similar efforts until they can afford them, instead of relying solely on so called manifestation techniques.

I want to manifest being forever young, it means I should be in denial about how old I am and any signs of aging, a lot of people are in denial about how old they are but are still aging

Some people teach that, you can manifest unexpected money without working, just sitting on a couch