Will2gain

@Elliott Thanks for reaching out. Yes, I believe I went through trauma, as so many others have. I also think my father did. As I became a parent myself, I realized how unable he was to relate to the emotional needs of small children, including my own when they were babies. That made me wonder what my own experience with him must have been like as an infant, especially when my mother wasn't around. She later lost custody of me and my siblings when we were about five or six years old. I don't remember much from that time, and I don't believe I was physically brutalized or exploited in any way. But the emotional disconnect and the way my father interacted with children make me question what I experienced. I honestly don't know. When my own children fell and cried, he would pick them up and play with them, laughing, seemingly unable to recognize or respond to their actual emotional needs. Watching this child in the video, I felt like I could see that he had already been through hell. You could see it in the way he tried to relate and seek empathy, even through an awkward smile. Jesus Christ, it was absolutely heartbreaking to witness. I corrected and revises my text with ai

There’s a video circulating that shows a baby smiling and laughing with caretakers at first. It then cuts to the same child with his two male foster parents. You can see the baby looking sleep-deprived, with very loud music playing. They startle him awake, and there’s a heartbreaking moment where the little boy tries to connect with one of the men by giving an awkward smile. Those same men later brutally raped and murdered this 13-month-old child. I can’t get the images out of my head. It’s breaking my heart, this was by far the worst shit i ever saw in my 40 years. Can someone help me process these overwhelming feelings of empathy and sadness?

@Adamq8 Its the lack of humility i see on this forum. I have a strong intuition, that all of you guys are talking from the point of a massive inflated and diluted ego, and feeding the puppetmasters complexes. Ofcourse i could be projecting.

@Adamq8 So you are awakened, and this is absolutely truth for you? You do not fear the hammer??

Tell that to your boss when your late to work next week

It isnt obvious at all for me? my body seems to be a part of my existence no?

So you have transcended the body also? You do not suffer anymore?

Would you experience fear if i came at you with a hammer in the night?

So you have transcended biology and exist in that state constantly?

But why then if i bash a hammer on your brain, you loose consciousness and shit yourself?

This thread is a trap for delusion

I met Leo once in a dream, he was like "what the hell are you doing outside my house? You need to leave" so i left feeling sad and disapointment, this was a lesson of idolism, if i had the chance to meet him back then, i would have traveled for days, not for learning or information, but only to meet and be with him in the present, can anyone comprehend? I suspect you can

If the navel chakra is so important,then what symptoms would a blockd navel chakra bring? My navel is extremely sensitiv and i get spasms if someone where to touch that area, its like i get electric shock in my genitals?

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