Clarence

I just learned that they no longer offer the testing service for the time being because they didn't receive funding to continue the project. I feel a lot more at peace knowing that. Thanks for your feedback on this.

Probably. I just learned that there's a place where you can get any substance tested for free in my country, but it's about three hours away and only open one evening a week (and even less than that in the summer). It's not practical at all for me to go, but now that I know this option exists, I feel like I should somehow try to make it happen. Before I knew about it, I wasn't as concerned since there wasn't anything more I could do.

Thanks a lot. The seller seems credible, but there aren't many reviews. I got it from here (if that's okay to share). It's a good thing though that it's not likely to be laced with anything else. I guess I'll try to vape a very small amount to make sure it's safe. I'm also a bit concerned about labeling mistakes and things like that.

Thanks for your response. I didn't think about that. Though I ordered it from the Netherlands, where it seems to be in a gray area.

Do you use test kits for your THC-A, or send a sample to a lab to confirm its purity?

There is guidance in many different ways, even if you're not conscious of it. It just becomes much clearer after you die. I'm not really talking about the transition between life and death. That part is rather quick. It happens in an instant. In most cases, you'll be prepared for it, just as you prepared yourself to come here. There's no fall, unless you imagine there is one. Whatever you imagine could take place, so be careful about what you imagine after you die. Death is much closer to going home than to some unknown territory. You'll recognize that state once you're in it, since that's what you were before you were born, and that's what you've been for eternity. You made the choice to forget when you came here, and you obviously also forgot that you made that choice. Personally, I have some concerns about the people I'd leave behind, and I don't feel it's time for me to leave yet. But I don't fear death. If I were to die tomorrow, I am ready to go. Life is the hard part, not death.

When we used the word forced earlier, we were speaking about what happens after death, not about the perspective of the limited human form. From that perspective, it might seem forced, but from our Higher Consciousness, it's a choice we've made.

That's not what I wanted to say. It can't be about loving humans or about human love, since the illusion of being human completely ceases to exist after death. It's about the love between two Higher Consciousnesses. It doesn't have to be related to a human life. I'm not trapped in the illusion of being a human surrounded by other humans. The kind of love I'm talking about goes far beyond that. It would be closer to deeply connecting with another infinite being whose vibrations are so close to yours. That connection would give rise to an extremely profound expression of love. By "The love I feel for certain people", I meant the love I feel for their essence, their Higher Consciousness, or their divine nature. It isn't about loving their human expression or about wanting to reconnect with their human self. – That's not all that I care about after death, but it's not as shallow as you believe it is, either.

I'm not talking about human love. I've accessed that kind of love while on psychedelics and through deep intuition. It's metaphysical, not human. Obviously, you don't have to believe me. How can death be forced if incarnation itself is a choice? The one that incarnates knows that a finite life won't last forever. It's part of game and the illusion. Forgetting about it doesn't mean it isn't chosen.

I don't think it will be. From everything I've read on the topic, nothing is forced, but guidance is given. You're a really rare case, Leo. I understand it can feel right for you. Maybe you don't value that kind of connection as much as I do. The love I feel for certain people is so deep and profound that reuniting with them after death will be an extremely profound experience. All limits will have disappeared, we'll be able to fully see through each other, and we'll know who we truly are. Experiencing profound metaphysical love with an "other" qualifies, to me, as an extremely profound experience. I don't think there's any need to talk down on it, even if it doesn't appeal to you.

I don't think all of it can be understood or experienced to the same extent. Reuniting with specific beings or consciousnesses you've known forever, or that played the role of your father or your best friend in this life, is a major aspect of NDEs. You might never truly experience it through high mystical states.

Okay, that can make sense. The thing is that some consciousnesses physically die but still don't reach Infinity. They get stuck. Yet they're still considered dead in the ordinary sense. However, I believe that most people who have an NDE experience Infinity, with a strong emphasis on Love. I also think that one's essence or consciousness, basically referred to as the soul, continues, and remembers its past life, all the ones before that, all the while being fully conscious of being Infinite and one with everything. Still, I don't think most will choose to become « Infinite Love as a metaphysical abstraction Forever », even though it's all about Love. They'll choose other ways to manifest, express and maximize Love. Yet, I agree it seems like the purest form. But even you didn't choose to remain there… after all, you too are here 😉

It seemed to me that that's what you were saying. I think that there are degrees of death. And that there is a difference between what happens after we die and death in the most absolute sense.

I feel the same. I'm getting excited. Not because I want to escape life, but because it feels right to me to get there.

I don't think there's any guarantee that physical death means immediate and absolute detachment from everything for everyone. How do you know for sure that would be the case? Psychedelic awakenings aren't actual physical death either.