Sincerity

What would you say your rate of change in baseline state / mode of existence has been recently? Has it lately been higher than usual? Lower? Similar? Would you say overall that you've experienced relatively a lot of change in baseline state in your adult life? Compared to others around you? I feel like most people have a rather low ceiling for how much change in baseline mode of existence they will go through in their life. That's fine ofc. I note these thoughts especially when looking at older people. Who in the vast majority aren't too developed. (There are exceptions of course.) - - - - - I feel like my rate of change of baseline mode of existence has been incredibly high in the recent half a year, and especially the last two months. I feel like an exponential function. 😛 So many filters have fallen away. I feel like a flow. Everything is beautiful and funny very often. Things express themselves and they're all fine.

@Carl-Richard You have a right to your interpretation of the post and opinion. I won’t respond because I find no point. Agree to disagree!

I think wanting to „lock anyone in” is not the most high consciousness thing. A healthy relationship isn’t about locking. This mindset is doomed from the start.

He probably meant it as in non-finite. Ngl, this terms sparked interest here! Thanks @Joseph Maynor.

What is a next moment? Is there such a distance?

Damn, that is an interesting story. Glad that things turned around for you. Thanks for sharing! Very nice. Got it! When you feel comfortable sharing here, definitely don't hesitate! Interesting thoughts. The "stream of projected images" description kinda intrigues me. The reception of consciousness here is a bit different, but still: a stream... of projected images... huh. And sounds good that the way you look at the world has been re-contextualized since.

*Note to guests: If you provide it, I’m likely down. 😈 Barter! Hosting for crack;P

Hey y'all This is going to be my new journal on my new account. I left the old acc because I didn't like my username. Let me introduce myself first. My name is Sincerity and I'm from Poland. [image removed] ^ This is me! I'm currently ??? years old. I'm admittedly young but I hope you can see me beyond my age, for what I am I've been on this forum for more than 3 years and until now I've (kinda) held my identity a secret. But lately I've had some realizations in regard to expressing myself more honestly and yeah. Here I am, being more open with you. Now you have a slightly better idea of who's behind the account. (Edit: Ironic haha. But it has to be this way. Everything ends.) I've been on the spiritual path for roughly 4-5 years now and I feel like I've had much progress. I definitely have many insights to share. But I'm still pretty much a beginner and I'm on the journey along with you. Try to keep up, because I feel like I'm growing pretty fast (this year has been insane for me so far, seriously!) I've been mulling over my important values for years and this is where I stand right now: I am primarily about goodness. I am about love. I am about bliss, wisdom, appreciation, responsibility, sincerity, curiosity, discipline and humility. I also really value humor and laughter. You might notice I'm often tongue-in-cheek in my posts I don't like posting very frequently and I'm still not sure what I will even be posting here but tell you what, it's going to come from a place of sincerity Love and have a great day ❤️

If any of you ever come by Warsaw, Poland, you can crash at my place. Just shoot me a DM! Even if you think you have (or had) bad blood with me: well, I don’t have it with you. 😛 Or if you’ve never even spoken to me. I don’t care! The chance that I wouldn’t be willing to host you is next to impossible. We’ll do crack together!!! (just kidding 😝)

Beautiful! Happy birthday! ❤️ If you ever come by Warsaw, Poland, you can stay at my place!

@JoshB So to confirm: was the shift in consciousness / dissolving of the self permanent? God, I wish it happens here when something funny is happening. Like watching porn, or screaming at the top of my lungs with rage while on a walk, or laughing so much there’s no breath left, or witnessing something absurd like a child walking like a dog on a leash. That’d be sooooo gooood. 😝 Or maybe I have to get back into Minecraft lol. Thanks for the clue!

Oooo. I’m interested in hearing more!

You know it, dear. 😈

@Natasha Tori Maru So you did have a permanent shift in consciousness. Haha. You said it in your interview for sure, but I guess we’re deaf to what we’re not ready to hear! So very, very silly. 😈 My best friend „had” a shift 3 years ago. As for me: I’m inclined to say „I didn’t”, but I’ll note that the thought doesn’t ring true, really. Carries no truth value. I’m also inclined to say it’s only a matter of time here and that it’s pretty close, though probably that’s even more retarded than the last! 😈 Hihihihi! Thank you so much for sharing. You answered my question most directly. Yippie! What a beautiful gal you are. 🙂‍↕️ So clear-headed!

Intrusive thoughts won. I decided to lead by example in being retarded.

Feeling mischievous lately. 😈 Smiling devil emoji comes up often. Giggling mischievously. Hihihihihihihihi! What trouble is this innocent little kitty concocting? 🥹

Rocking this fit today! The label is appropriate. 😈

Beautiful. ☺️ Radical allowance is a great term. Capacity also resonates a lot for me lately. High capacity (for feeling) means you can let through whatever wants to flow, without recoiling. In truth, capacity is never actually limited, it’s just thought/belief that makes you feel: „I can’t handle it. This is too much. I don’t have the capacity.” There is ALWAYS capacity! Such freedom and joy this is. 😄

I don’t agree an emotion by itself is „reactive”. I sense that by your understanding/definition all emotions are reactive, not just rage. „What is causing that fear and why? Sadness? Joy?” Lately I’ve been feeling emotions in their pure form more. It doesn’t matter what the story behind them is. What matters is that they are, and feeling into them. When I feel rage, it’s a blessing. I welcome it. I felt it recently a bunch. It was interesting for sure. Something I didn’t experience in a long time.

Reacted to, or simply experienced and expressed rage? There’s nothing wrong with rage. I scream at the top of my lungs sometimes.

There would certainly arise a TON of emotion. Probably reactivity too, yes. I never said this system is beyond it. Though it has been visibly making progress in that department.

Yeah. To clarify: things just arise. There’s not even „letting them be”. Since there’s no one/nothing to let things be.

Good question. I’d say it’s either engrossment in or dissociation from what arises. Both unconscious habits of the mind. When a thought/feeling arises, you can get lost in it (engrossment, fantasizing, etc.) or dissociate from it (wanting to block it off, not feel it, distract from it, feels like „too much”). Or: you can just let it be, acknowledge it, love it. That’s non-reactivity.

That’s emotion. Not necessarily reactivity.

Good. I agree reactivity is highly connected to self-identification. Angelo Dilullo has good videos on this.