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@Brandon L how can someone who never existed die?

@Leo Gura hmmm yeah Leo tons of enlightened people out there in dream land huh 😉

@Breakingthewall I might break out some matrix style levitation combat

@AerisVahnEphelia im talking to you, as always

@AerisVahnEphelia sounds like copium

none of yall real….. I have a deep deep delusion of other people somehow existing.

@Natasha Tori Maru can yall just start admitting y’all ain’t real?

I seem to remember Leo saying solipsism and not solipsism are the same thing but I can’t seem to grasp this. I realized I live in a complete fantasy world and am heartbroken. Literally got random people in public whispering they aren’t real and shit and ring doorbells speaking to me. And so much different shit has happened it’s seemingly impossible it’s fall into the old “I must be crazy” schtick. What am I supposed to do go dream up another dream and fall in love with some beautiful woman just to find out she’s a complete fucking fantasy? Hopefully my imaginary friends here can give me some good advice.

@Majed they don’t perceive anything unless you become an animal….

@Bluevinn haha yes i get what you're saying, I made a post about exactly this a while ago. If solipsism is true all of the human level problems do not matter one bit. The only thing that could be considered a problem is that you're alone, other than that you're totally free from everything else.

Around me you mean?

@Jehovah increases I've done psychs many times, probably more than many people here, including 5-meo. And also dissociatives. When I'm on them it seems like I understand this "secret of the universe" but then when I come back I can't be certain it wasn't just hallucinations and delusions.

For about four years, I've been on this journey, diving into Leo's work and trying to have what he calls "direct experiences." I've meditated, contemplated the ideas, and done the practices, but a lot of the time, I feel I'm still where I started at. I've had what I think were some fleeting glimpses—moments where the ordinary world felt thin or transparent—but they always feel so fragile. I can’t seem to hold onto them, and the a-ha feeling quickly fades. Soon enough, I'm back in my default worldview, and the doubts come flooding in. The entire concept of solipsism initially terrified me. The thought of being completely alone, with everything and everyone being a projection of my own mind, felt like the ultimate nightmare. But lately, my perspective has completely flipped. Now, I'm finding a strange sense of comfort in the idea. The thought of a world with other people and a truly solid, external reality feels much more threatening than a world that's just me. There's so much to fear in a world of others: judgment, loss, and the unpredictability of human connection. The idea of being the absolute for eternity, able to create and insert myself into a dream world indistinguishable from "reality" whenever I get bored and need an adventure, feels like a serene and welcoming escape. This is where I'm at now: I desperately want to fully know and experience that solipsism is true so I can stop this back-and-forth doubting. But the biggest fear I face is the thought that this is all just a story I'm telling myself to cope. I keep worrying that Leo's ideas are simply bullshit and that the terrifying, messy, "real" world is the only thing that actually exists.

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@r0ckyreed i mean…. if we assume physicalism is true and each mind is contained within each physical being wouldn’t it be the same? each person would only experience their own experience quite obviously…..