Hojo

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  1. @Princess Arabia no woman has ever held it over my head. I just wanted it and saw it that way you are right. But I'm sure I have seen it. Maybe that my warped mind. Women always do it cause they want it with me and never demand anything. I'm seeing something unclearly here ty
  2. @Princess Arabia maybe a cope for me letting them do it. Me enslaving myself
  3. @Princess Arabia a cope for what? Also mow that i think about no woman has ever tried to control me with genitalia i have just seen it.
  4. @BojackHorseman its because you still listen to the voice in your head. When I first had pot the first 3 months were just my brain going, you are going to die you are going to die your brain is glitching out you are dying. But if you ignore what is happening it just goes away, you are creating the panic not the weed, weed is not giving you a panic attack your thoughts are tricking you into panicking. Its literally killing the part of you that causes panic and that part is panicking and you are giving into it. I only started smoking pot cause I fucked my back up at work and couldnt move and weed nulled the pain even tho it was freaking me out I just kept doing it cause nothing else worked. And it taught me something very important about how my mind functions. You wont ever learn anything about yourself without killing a part of yourself, but dont worry you literally cant die you have infinite parts. Why you think stoners are so zen, they cant panic !
  5. @Max1993 if there is air in the bubble and then the bubble pops where did the air in it go.nowhere ,the bubble just dissapeared the illusion of the air inside seperated from outside the bubble just stopped. When your bubble pop all that happen is the illusion of you being seperate from the air outside your bubble will stop. And you say holy fuck I'm free from my bubble illusion and you gain tremendous energy and expand to the entire universe
  6. @Princess Arabia could also be a burst of energy that was blocked maybe leaving your head
  7. @Princess Arabia mine will feel like a flashbang just went off randomly for 30 second. Kinda disorientating. I think it angels. Kinda hard to figure out what it can mean. It can't be tinnitus cause its not even a thing its just a random word they came up with to describe it but it has no meaning. This is science Whats tinnitus? Its when your ears are ringing. What does it mean when my ears ring? It means you have tinnitus But what does it mean? We don't know
  8. @Breakingthewall Yes I just needed one second away from my ego and god gave me the opportunity
  9. @Leo Gura I'm not scared of it anymore but I was when I didn't have God with me because no one is there to save you you are just there unconsciously. And there's no guaranteeing God will stay with me I could just as easily fall back asleep in another life after living as God forever and that can happen for everyone not mattering how awake you are now its like 100 percent guranteed to happen. There is nothing to do but open your heart and take what comes i understand that now but not back then
  10. @michaelcycle00 you put yourself there thats the problem.. you wont always be concious enough to not put yourself there. These are the horrors of God when you put yourself into hell not knowing you exist as God. Not only is it true but its fact you will be unconscious in hell for infinite time and you can't escape it. But you will also be concious in heaven for infinity. The only thing to do is endure and whats the point of enduring if there is no God to save you
  11. @Leo Gura isn't the problem that you wont be awake forever tho. Its not possible in eternity . This is why waking up every aspect of God is so important so that you can help yourself wake up again easily if you go to sleep
  12. @Someone here keyword awake. How many people are awake. There is literally a room God created for itself to be raped for infinity
  13. @Someone here well you ask is religion nonsense. All religion is a list of beliefs. I am aware heaven and hell are real i visit hell don't know you are in it when you are there your self reflection is taken away and you are just suffering. Its not on earth it is in a different realm. It gets alot worse than being sad cause you are homeless and just got raped. When you are in hell you don't get a choice to not suffer
  14. I think religion is a tool used to manifest. If you have more than one God believing in a fiction it has higher and higher chance to become fact. The power of religion is the power of the belief in the individuals.
  15. @Breakingthewall i used to be one. I had no love for myself and for God and was looking for it on the outside. Its very toxic and all you will do it bring down everyone around and suffocate them and break them with you and you will still be left unhappy. The only thing that can save them is god as they do not know what love even is. I was lucky enough that God saved me by blasting my asshole with infinite unconditional love. He look at me like a pathetic worm but I had stopped the cycle of outside hate by pouting in my room for 8 years only hating myself. Then he said you are good and healed me When I was feeling it I was like wtf even is this feeling. But I have heard that things that happen to your parents have a greater than 0 chance of happening to you because they happened to your parents and its in their dna. I e your mother shaves her head at 30 you have a higher chance to shave your head at 30
  16. @StarStruck once you realize they use their genitalia as a tool to control you its game over for them they should be scared that all men don't realize this. They aren't even real just jerk off and feel yourself. You gain power by doing this. Although I have worked with all women and all men and I will say women do make you feel welcome and the environment they create is very peaceful and nice?
  17. I think the best thing to do is find inner peace asap then everything else is easy street
  18. @Breakingthewall a good question to ask is if you are the same as your father does that mean you are going in the right direction or wrong direction. Are we destined to become our fathers through dna or can we go against it
  19. I love women i just don't connect with them most of the time. I work with women all day and I enjoy their company and they enjoy mine but after work is my free time and I use my free time to contemplate God not worrying about asking how people are and gossip and learning about interests of the other person. Or thinking about starting a life with someone
  20. @Princess Arabia yes I am in love with myself. I don't have to have interest in every thing to love it. I get to choose
  21. I think its like uploading chat gpt of a personality number to your mind. And I think its real