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looksmaxxers would be considered homosexual in the 90s and they would probably be right.

I bet this you irl

Use your own intelligence, go in blind

@Meeksauce When you play monopoly do you rage quit when you cant physically sit on the board?

@Meeksauce Yes you are getting your hopes up and its coming back down. You are getting your hopes up therefore they have to come back down. Are you going to hold them there forever? You are just having the feeling of them coming back down, you put them up there you bring them back down. You bring them back down when the woman reject you. Its not the 'same' action but its the opposite reaction that needs to happen like if you throw an apple in the air it must come down. If you are upset that your hopes are down why not bring them back up or why put them down after the rejection? You just mad you giving other people control over your emotions and they arent orchestrating them how you want them too. Just stop giving other people your emotions.

@Meeksauce Next time get really un excited and see how duality works. You turning her off with her excitement. Get unexcited and see who gets excited.

The same cartoon thing happen to me when I was on it. It was like an insane amount of cartoon shit was happening at the same time in my imagination and it took over my entire visual field and came out in front of me. Like ren and stimpy of stuff cartoons hitting eachother in the head with batons and stuff like that. Then the cartoons completely solidified into one field and crystalized into a golden square. Like I was looking in the mirror and I couldn't see the mirror or myself or the room it was just infinity of cartoons going on.

@Meeksauce You are doing something completely wrong. You are getting a crush and making energy. That energy has to somewhere and its coming out in your crash outs. The anger is your excitement for the crush.

@Asayake Notice the difference between the post having no meaning and then you wanting it to have meaning. Thats your insanity you can see the barrier.

@Asayake Theres no meaning to it. You are asking me to delve into your insanity by asking what is the meaning of this?

@Asayake Why are you asking me to make a meaning out of something when I said there was none?

Finding meaning is insanity. You notice when people go into psychosis they see meaning everywhere and in everything? Its not an accident that they are related.

I realize this when my fear of death come up at very young age. No one can help you with this and you cant talk about it.

I dont think you can. You cant control another mind. You can try but anytime you try they will know. You kind of have to love them so they go out and they realize that there isnt a better place with you. Like with my cats. I am so nice to my cats that they dont leave me. I am the best place for my cats they choose that not me. My cats dont go outside my yard even tho I let them out freely they hang out beside my house. Because everywhere else isnt as good. Cats are easier than humans tho because they dont want anything.

@Loveeee When the static is moving and you stare at it you will start to see patterns in the chaos, how? You can see geometric objects flying around in '3d'. It seems like the static has a foreground and a background.

@kavaris I never took dmt but I ate 25 gram of shroom and it gives you same effect. Its like you are looking at a browser or file folder on a computer and you minize the folder to reveal the entire desktop of possibilities. All the folders all the games all the internet and you were looking at a file folder tucked away deep in the harddrive. The POV of the universe is like the desktop and you saying WOOOOOOOOOWW The desktop is always there even when you are looking at a hidden away folder. When it felt like my imagination popped out from behind my head I literally saw like file folders and clicking through file folders at extreme speeds. Each frame has its own folder and I was like speed clicking and pulling out pictures really fast as fast as reality had fps. Dying like you can start to see yourself doing it, you slow down and the frames become fewer and further between.

@Inliytened1 They do the same thing. You think she not thinking about other men? She probably watches porno too. Just deletes it after.

@Inliytened1 Yes its shaming on purpose. Its not in any way shape of form cheating. Is it emotional cheating? No I have no emotional connection to this woman. I am actually making love to myself. Is it physically cheating? No I have no physical connection to this woman. I am actually loving my physical parts. So what is it? Its just shaming. Its not cheating, its egoic shaming.

@Inliytened1 It can be a learning experience to never let someone shame you ever again.

@Inliytened1 One time I recorded some porno off the tv at night and i had the tape in my vcr and that day some construction was happening and I had to move into a room with my brothers. I forgot the tape in the vcr and I set up my tv and video games and my mother went into the room and looked through my stuff and found the tape i was watching and then she brought all of my brothers in the room and claimed that we were all jerking off to the tape together screaming and yelling. It was highly embarrassing and traumatizing to me and give me massive shame. The mother and the wife go looking for way to shame you, she wanted to find the porno so she can shame your sexuality. Now 20 years later that part of me is still upset. Thanks mom. It was just porno and jerking off. Nothing more no reason to make a permanent mindform out of it.

@Inliytened1 Wow thats blasphemy against God!

@Inliytened1 Good job now you can sit up straight and lightly play with your weiner till you merge with God. It a good trade.

@Inliytened1 Yes, I could never do nothing with my mother around. I always have to be doing something, now Im free I can do nothing. I used to have to be hungover to do nothing for some reason if I get drunk it allowed me permission to not do anything via the excuse of being hungover. The judgments never stop. The woman constantly look at the man doing nothing and cant help but judge them. if you accept this label of being useless then you cant meditate either. The wife like a second mother. meditation just I can sleep sitting up and retain my body while sleeping. It might also unlock powers as you are still aware while sleeping cause you have to maintain sitting up. If you fall asleep sitting up then you can be aware while you its happening and lucid dream as much as you want.

Sometimes i think that men back in the day didnt want their wives nagging them so they made up a word meditation to sleep all day. Their wives know they are sleeping when they are laying down so they have to sit up and sleep. They get impressed that they cant do it so they think its something else but buddy is just sleeping. They wear the robes so they can jerk off at the same time and no one know.

@SQAAD True meaning is no meaning. The meaning oft he universe is it has none.