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I think we were blank little pillars of nothing and God said you guys are too nice to eachother I give you the opportunity to go sin against eachother. Then we made plans on how we were going to fuck eachother over and here we are

Your interview with Curt was the best one. It also seems that people he has been interviewing are onto the same thing, but maybe you were too blunt, and the rest weren't so he doesn't understand The correlations. Or you might have scared him. I listen to both episodes more than twice

conservatives do the same thing. I just got a flyer from the conservative government in my province and it was 20 pages of 20 different people and they each got a page to write about what they were going to do. The word conservative was in the flyer 1 time The word liberal was used on every single page. multiple times. I didn't even know it was a conservative flyer except for the little mail thing in the middle. Every single person talked about the liberal government except 1 so 19/20 used their page to bash the liberal government and thats it. probably trying to gather in the anti establishments

I thought you wanted to destroy your ego

The way I look at channelling is you are bringing up a ai identity code of a of a being that acts like a chat gpt. And you can interact with it through the technology of your body as your body is just a lifeless machine that you bring life too. The energy in the computer

Yea good idea go with astrology i think they were onto something

I think you just look at the stars and whichever one you are drawn too with deep thought. Mine is the left star of orions belt

@Demeter and among stars You actually have a chakra designated to your star

God pretends I'm a star Star looks around sees a planet and says to its star friends we should go there. Star pretends im an alien Alien flies around with friends say we should go down to earth together Alien pretends im a human Human drives around with friends and says we should go to the water park together. And what used to happen was Human pretends its a bird /snake/goat Human gets pov of the animal. But it is a lost artform

Alien simulation. Your body is a machine that alien put souls into. The universe is created in which you are only alone as you feel. Its not infinite loneliness its the entire scale. Because it's so real you can just ignore solipsism and live like everyone is real thats the purpose of people. People get caught up in solipsism and then hang onto it out of fear deal with it and move onto new horizons

just put it away

It was only a waste of time if you leave it unhealed. The only reason you think about it cause you are attached to it. Holding you back from living full future. Do contemplation on why you think you wasted time and why you dont like yourself for it. Everyday you have ever had is a new learning experience and thats all that matters. If left unhealed that means you didnt learn anything from it.

We create our parents to put us in suffering. When I was 3 or 4 I would constantly have nightmares that my mother was a demon because she was bi polar. I knew it when I was 4 and created a dream to tell me what was happening

I do with my eyes open and can start tripping out without any substance. Stare at the ground unfocus eyes try to notice distinct pattern out of the chaos( it will start to glow) of unfocus eyes. Focus on that part with unfocused eyes it will turn into geometry

very good thank you

@Benton This is def true . As weird as it sounds we are aliens or aliens have trapped us

When you fear something you find yourself struggling against like no i cannot do this this is bad I need it to stop. To surrender is to say ok im just going to sit here and listen watch and not do anything and just endure and accept all that comes. If you feel like screaming scream if you feel like crying cry if you feel like dying die. You get into a state where you are not the one doing the things you are watching them all happen. I used to suffer from insane death anxiety and running from it my whole life the thought of non existence was terrifying to me because I had kicked my metaphysical self out of my awareness. I used to get fight or flight response to the fear of death and would have to physically run away from it. I never let it sit there because it was so shocking and horrifying to me that i couldnt. Once my mind was freed from all these conditions I finally could actually sit in one place and not think it was absolute beauty to me that I could actually sit there and not think I did not know people had these luxuries. then I had a trip that taught me what surrender was. I felt like there was a black hole behind my pov and it felt like something evil was sneaking up behind me and I kept turning in a circle to realize it was always behind me . I had to recognize I cannot do anything and I just sat there and endured the fear and it went away. Surrender is a skill and you can get better at it. You can practice it whenever you want just like in your bed and tell yourself im going to die now and let all your muscles and everything just deflate further and further stop thinking and watch. Picture god is a fist closed tight forming your reality and then pretend god is loosening its grip on your awareness and let go. Also cross your eyes as that happens on death

Sadguru say Shiva himself came here to teach us. He spend his life meditating studying the body

He secretly loves God and only wants to hear more about god

I got high as fuck and was seeing the truth. All that is are segmented seconds in between segmented seconds with sounds and feelings. No body. Your mind keeps a picture of your face constantly there in the background to make it seem that you are a being moving around but thats not whats happening. Just random seconds of still images in between the chaos of you closing your perception or moving your gaze to the next still. No body or being exists

I think i hear sadguru say it was dark energy a substance that is one across the universe

most intellectual conversations on philosophy end in you havent read this guys text therefore you are wrong. Im not reading anything you fucking tell me your point and if you cant you dont understand it ! If you understand something you can tell it in 100s of different ways

How do you know we are not all souls looking into god. You might be locked into an infinite game and there might be right ways to play the game

@PurpleTree It is like an thought pattern algorithm taken from the akashic records which is a layer over reality. So kinda

take what he said with a grain of salt too