EdgeGod900

Here what I eat IDEALLY want to eat on the regular: Pussy 🐱 Creampies 🥧 Peaches 🍑 Oysters 🦪 Clams 🥟 Cake 🍰 That's it basically. -500 calories and 100g sweat. And on the weekends I might switch and bring in some variety, 🍆🌭🥒🍌-- you know the deal, but still stay in these caloric range.

God that accent is unbearable.

Ma nigga is back on youtube. L bozo pube face Ice White. I thank the guy for roasting and calling out all the fake gurus.

@Leo Gura Is the "stop caring about how one feels on any given day," a thing you force yourself to do, or is it subconscious, like you just can't help but keep working on it even when you can't rationalize why you should?

I have a few concerns: 1)This implies that you must delight in the practicalities of your passions as well... right? 2) You can't just "bite the bullet" of being pragmatic about your passion to be sustainable... right? because that means you aren't reall enjoying "this moment," as you work for it... right? 3) Im asking these because they need to be connected to the "here and now." So, if you aren't enjoying the practicalities of it, then maybe your real passion is elsewhere?

Its multiple experiences/datapoints. Different cities: large and small, and even comparing it to USA cities i've visited. Come here and you'll see what i'm talking about perhaps. This experience is not just felt by me, like I said, many Canadians feel this way too, they just don't have the awareness that I do.

Its based on experience (ie. I go out and also participate lmao). Maybe it aint as bad in Australia, but don't worry I'm not the only who feels this way about this city, a handful also feel this way, but don't have the meta-physical awareness that I do, to feel it deeeper.

don't worry deep down I know its all me. But I want this character to act this way, and try a different way of living and relating to things

I have a nuanced way of interacting with people. If I can tell that you are exhibiting individualistic vibe, then i'll treat you like an individual. If you are obsessed with your "culture/ethnicity" then i'll treat you as such (See the whole posts, and you would've gotten this NUANCE.)

@LordFallAt work, I can't do my job effectively because many clients assume I don't speak english, so instead of asking for clarifications, they try to find someone "white," so it slows the operations down. Also, just like you, some don't try to understand you and presume the things you're saying, but imagine the amount of presumptions they make when an ethnic tries to explain something complicated. THis ain't just directed at yt people, but also other ethnicites as they assume I think like people from my "tribe"

Stage Orange, stage blue. ewww. All I want is to consistently embody a life where I'm acting as if i'm the only person in this world. I can do it by meditating for long hours, before going out in public, as this literally makes no longer care if they prejudice me. I just have to meditate harder and try tripping more frequently, where I can escape the pull of acting human permanently. I'm super close to living life in a state of not knowing, where everything is just kind a like a fractal, super consistently. Almost there, and im excited. I did it in public for 2 hours, and I was getting looks, and the looks is what pulled me back down ffs. But im almost there I promise you.

Hahahaha. There's no cohesion from time intimacy, when 75% of the city's population is recent migrant. I'm for immigration, BUT GOD DAMN, its too fast and too much, and also coming from only specific nations (2-3 immigrant culture dominates it), compared to NYC (Dominicans, Italians, Jamaican, Chinese, Guyanese, etc) -- It's a lot more diverse. Also, I hate all cultures, including western ones. I've lived in a more mono-cultured part of Canada, and I hate the people there too btw. But now, living here, the frustration sky rocketed. But you can say they're the lesser of the two evils (not by much, like 99.9% vs 99.8%) because they are more open minded and individualistic, which are pre-cursors to becoming more whole. Now I tend to hang out with the americans and some canadians living here. And suprise suprise, majority of people look at me like I'm fucking crazy, because they see me hanging out with americans, black americans, canadians, and even west africans (btw), instead of people from my own "tribe"/ethnicity. Just the eastern part of the world I don't fuck with (MENA, South Asia, East Asia, South East Asia, and some Eastern europeans), just seeing the excess collectivist values makes me wince. I seriously consider shooting myself in the head right infront of them (with a smile), just to showcase that group survival is not really that important. What's crazy was that I was treating everybody in this city as an individual for the first year or 2. Then I realize these people can't see things without looking at it through the lens of tribalism(culture), so its frustrating. I have seen exceptions, some ethnic person exhibiting independence of mind, and i'll treat that person as an individual, but since majority are so caught up in ignorance that I have to treat em as a stereotypical person from that tribe. The criteria that I use are a combo of many of these (and most have to be present): clothing, tone of their voice, how they treat strangers, their body language, they're movement, they're eye movements, the thoughts in their head, the topics they talk about, etc... Ultimately, it doesn't matter its all me. I sometimes remind myself that I'm doing this to myself, and that makes me self amused. I remember one person was acting condescending towards me, so I deliberately played along by talking in a "retard voice." I was laughing to myself, and he just went quiet.

Ehh fuck all this, I don't need yalls opinion on this. Don't need anyones idea to bounce off of. Imma just contemplate the fuck outta this more -- feeling the coristol from the negative experiences I had and will have from these ignorant degenerates, and see if I come out the other end. Or not, maybe this character will just kill itself, we'll see lmao.

What connection do you see between Lasch's argument and what I wrote. Are you suggesting that the individualism I'm describing is itself a product of the same cultural conditions I'm criticizing? Also, i'm individualistic not from the culture, but from being open to people like Leo, and other radical thinkers, who really encouraged me to start thinking and questioning things independently of others. Also because of genetics, I never had an issue siding with a stranger I just met over a family member, if they're right. I jokingly said this to my friend, but I said I have my own culture, where I'm the only member of that culture. I dont appreciate that you don't really propose an explicit solution to my concern. It feels like you're just saying "Oh, take a look at the mirror." Anyways, i'm not really knee deep into mainstream politics or political issues like Palestine, Ukraine, or wahtever retardation is on the internet. I'm just focused on the issue that i am experiencing atm.