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The thing is that the truth is actually not unpleasant at all, it is actually blissful. All fear is fear of death, and in this case its the fear of the death of your limited human identity. If you would let it go then you would realize how baseless your fear was in the first place, but when you are in that limited identity then the fear seems to have some valid basis for it. The only way to get past the fear is to become more conscious.

When I realized there was no other side, my reality collapsed completely. Nobody to even communicate with. It does indeed feel extremely small when you realize everything that you haven't directly experienced were just abstractions that didn't happen

I can also confirm I have turned into a tree during a trip, and I mean literally as in my whole reality changing, living a lifetime of at least 200 years as one in nonlinear time. Much more than what one thinks is possible is possible.

God is not a separate entity from you that already has a predestined will that you need to follow. Just do what you love. It doesn't matter whether you love meditation, helping others, your senses, sex, creativity, or anything else. It's all love anyways. You can't follow God because you are God.

Does a nightly dream you have influence the next one? Does a game you play influence the content of the next one you play? Death will wipe everything away, it won't leave some hidden karma or hidden score system for you. Time itself won't be a thing, so from what time would anything be referenced from? A new dream can simply be created from nothing, it will be brand new.

You can in fact become directly conscious of how infinity is all one, how the Absolute does exist. It's all one consciousness, that's what it means. It's actually a deeper aspect of oneness beyond seeing the the infinite multiplicity of form. Just because words cannot convince you (as they shouldn't) doesn't mean it can't be so.

That would make every human being an avatar because every human is God in a human form. Some dream abilities regardless of what they are don't actually make one 'more God' than anybody else. Even I have had experience with many of these abilities and they just mean your state of consciousness is higher which allows for such abilities.

Today I want to show you how the Buddhist phrase "Emptiness is form, form is emptiness" actually directly relates to nonduality and God, just in a rather implicit way. First we have to understand that the fundamental unit of reality is consciousness, it is all that there is. There is no nonduality without consciousness. But what is consciousness? Consciousness is simply the capability to take on any properties whatsoever. These properties are things like colors, sounds, distance, depth, time, space, thought, feeling, and infinitely many more. Because consciousness is the only thing that there is, it is not limited to any set of properties. So it can take on any properties it wants to. This is the ultimate power of consciousness. It can be arranged in every possible configuration. In this way, consciousness must itself be empty of qualities inherently in order to take on any qualities. So it actually directly relates to emptiness in this way. Form is what all of these qualities of consciousness are. Emptiness then actually just refers to pure consciousness that doesn't have any qualities. So this Buddhist saying is actually talking about consciousness being capable of taking any qualities. Obviously, these qualities, i.e the form, is also just consciousness. This further implies that one is God, because there is just one emptiness which has manifested in different forms. It is all one in other words. It implies oneness, because all form are emptiness. No form can thus inhibit emptiness, and all forms are also it, so it gives emptiness the power to take on any form whatsoever. This is the power of nonduality, there can be no limitations, because all limitations are just form, which is emptiness, which itself isn't constrained by form. It implies that YOU are God. Emptiness is just another name for God. It also implies omniscience, immortality, love, and more, but I won't go into why its so for now. I just thought it was cool how this phrase actually contains implicitly in it the no limitations, infinite possibilities, and oneness aspects of nonduality.

There is no separate controller of the body, no separate thinker of thoughts. This is just a false sense of self. You are the body and the thoughts, there is nothing behind it.

It's real as in the direct experience is certainly real. It's imaginary (i.e unreal) as in that reality doesn't just exist somewhere 'objectively', but is God's imagination, and that its more like a dream in this sense. An imagined dream by an infinite mind. But its a real imaginary dream.

I am God, but there is literally no difference in you and me. You are me. To not interact with oneself in the form of 'others' would be to create a subtle duality between self and other.

It takes real commitment to direct experience to realize this. You aren't in a evil world at all. It merely seems that way, that is the illusion.

Your consciousness extends beyond your brain, you just aren't aware of this, but you can become directly conscious that this is so. It is your consciousness that creates your brain as a thing inside consciousness. Because everything is consciousness, it is more fundamental than any specific limited thing. That doesn't mean the brain isn't a thing inside consciousness that affects it, it only means that your brain isn't what creates it

I can't prove it to you, you need to prove it to yourself. My words will never substitute for direct experience.

Absolute Truth is completely direct and has nothing to do with evolution. Your mind is full of conceptual interpretations of Absolute Truth, and these extra layers are extra baggage that keep you from seeing the truth. There are no colors, there are no objects, there are no other people, there is no brain, you do not see because you have eyes, you never are a complete body at the same time (because your direct experience never contains your full 'body'), and so on. If you believe even in one of those things, you have too much conceptual baggage. And that is just a few examples. Stick completely to your direct experience if you want truth.

There is play and fun which are things we do not do for the sake of survival but for the sake of enjoying the act itself. Many of these things are even anti survival Then there is love, which again is anti survival, where you couldn't give a damn about whether you will survive later or not

You need to realize that these other beings are literally you, not different from you. Nobody can do you any harm, because there is only you.

In true solipsism god is completely self aware and has complete aliveness to everything. The other is literally you, the animating intelligence is the same. Because God can split itself into many parts it can generate an infinite number of highly interactive games where finite selves interact with so many other finite selves, so it cannot know loneliness as long as the finite selves have something to interact with Even in godhead states where there were no finite selves (that I've experienced) there was no loneliness, if anything it was the complete opposite, the total surrender to other as an intelligence when you know its you was somehow not lonely at all because you yourself were so great in magnitude, so you did not feel lonely nor need an 'other'

I go completely by the feeling, because truth and bliss are actually the same thing, if the truth makes you unhappy it likely is not the truth. Nonduality is extremely beautiful True solipsism is also the least lonely perspective that there is with infinite creative and playful potential

It's still the truth and the truth is very beautiful.

Truly, I have fallen in love completely with the 'other' and my life has never been as good as before.

Seems like you need an awakening about the absolute goodness of God.

My baseline has also permamently increased since my first awakenings (that were induced by psychedelics). Not by too much, but still noticeably.

There is a difference between direct experience and beliefs. Go get some direct experience with awakening to confirm if its false or true for yourself.

You aren't conscious enough to experience these high states of consciousness simply by desiring to do so due to the self-imposed limitations that you need to remove with tools like psychedelics. If you were more conscious you wouldn't need psychedelics, but you aren't, so you are limited by imaginary limitations. You not being able to change your state at will is one of these imaginary limitations.