kamwalker

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  1. That's fine. Just make sure it doesn't become a crutch to you so that you don't need to take action. If the forum fulfills your social needs enough then you might not be as motivated to expand. It's the same concept with porn. Jerk off all the time and you won't care to meet women.
  2. Stop thinking and start doing. The answers you need are not going to come from asking questions on this forum and hoping things will change.
  3. So when you meet someone for the first time and want to get to know them, what do you do? You ask them questions about themselves. If all you see is an attractive human being that you want to bang and are not genuinely interested in who this person is they will see straight through your bullshit. You need to ask questions about this person. But don't sit there and turn it into an interview. Ask them something and then riff off it and give an answer that also reveals a bit about you. And when you feel like you might be talking too much about yourself then throw it back to something about her. Even if you have a super interesting life it doesn't matter. People like to feel valued and if she's very attractive her first impression is probably going to be that you only approached her for her looks. You don't need to tell her this she already knows it. So when you talk to her do not make the conversation about how she looks.
  4. I used to. Then I got over it and realized it doesn't matter. It's all just a game to entertain ourselves. Get lost in the game of life the same way you would with an actual video game. The more you immerse yourself in it the more enjoyable it becomes. Understand the stresses you place on yourself are not real and being created by the mind. It's difficult to always be conscious of that which is why this thing is so damn interesting.
  5. These kinds of questions are a waste of your time. Don't think about the "signs" that a girl likes you. Just show your interest and be done with it. Life is too short to spend time deciphering clues. If she has a BF then don't do any of that and just find single girls.
  6. MDMA at a strip club was wild. I had multiple girls all over me shoving their tits in my face, trying to make out and even fuck (it's a much different experience when you go with ppl who roll deep and hook you up). But I couldn't have been less interested. It was just all so artificial. I felt amazing with the MDMA alone and the girls were just a distraction tbh.
  7. You shouldn't worry about whether it's a belief for Leo. Per his own words it's his direct experience. Verify it for yourself whether it's true for you in your own experience.
  8. I've forced myself to be a leader at times. Not for me. I like to be left alone too much to deal with that.
  9. Looks like it was ignited by the birth of his child and therapy. That's a pretty incredible transformation. High levels of self-awareness that you wouldn't expect from someone who was a Nazi for that long.
  10. Being unaware of what is stemming from different levels of ego and misinterpreting it as truth
  11. Wow 3 hours is a lot for your first time. I think I called it quits after an hour. It felt pretty incredible though.
  12. Grab the front of your foot and squeeze the sizes (lateral compression). If you get intense pain it's possible there's a neuroma. It's usually associated with some burning or tingling though. But ditch the crocs they are awful for your feet.
  13. For me panic sets in when I realize the dose of whatever I took was stronger than what I anticipated. It's a feeling of impending doom and it feels like the physical self is going to be vanquished. There's a very brief window where I can either freak the fuck out or understand that I just need to go with the flow and ride it out. If I can do the latter then everything is fine obviously. I haven't had a freak out in a very very long time because I keep my doses low. Unfortunately with new and potent substances it's hard to know what that dose will be for you.
  14. I don't see suffering as an issue, it's just you need to be conscious and aware of how it is manifesting. If you really observe yourself throughout the day you should notice how much of your suffering is self induced by thought. Because our ego's have been trained to perceive life a certain way it seems impossible just accept getting cheated on, or getting fired, or suffering from a major medical ailment and still live in bliss. But it is possible.
  15. If you've truly realized how you are constructing all of this then what's the issue? There's no one left to be sad about anything. We're all trained to behave in certain unconscious ways as a result of our upbringing. You are still holding to many of these things like most of us. If something within your life is making you unhappy it can be undone if you really want to.
  16. Y'all need to seriously stop putting SO MUCH into what Leo says. Listen to it and decide for yourself how it feels in your own experience of reality. If you're reliant on his words alone to form your world view then you're setting yourself up for disaster.
  17. Depends on how far gone you are. Catch it early enough and it's worth taking the steps to save it if you actually want to. Because it's easily doable. But the longer you wait or if your hairloss is just too aggressive it won't matter at that point
  18. I think he understands consciousness, but he dumbs it down to cater to a wider audience. Which is fine the underlying message he is trying to get across feels truthful to me.
  19. I mean it's really damn entertaining though. Those 12 hours with Curt blew by. I've actually listened to it all twice and a certain parts several times.
  20. They could have been suffering immensely internally. A lot of people are even if it looks like they have everything in the material world. I know I wouldn't trade inner peace for tons of money, sex, and luxuries.
  21. I thought the only reason people don't talk about it anywhere is because of repercussions to the owner of the site. If you were fine with it I wouldn't mind.
  22. I'm actually a foot and ankle doctor. It depends on where your pain is located and what's actually causing it. If the pain is not originating from your feet changing your shoes/inserts may not actually address the underlying issue
  23. LSD+MDMA+Nitrous produced a stillness and bliss in me so profound it was almost too much to handle
  24. That's a great exercise One of the reasons I love music festivals is because of the sheer number of people you see in one area and how different everyone looks. It's beautiful to see someone whether they are some jacked dude or fat person enjoying life and no one is judging each other.
  25. Lol you guys care way too much about Leo the person and let that get in the way. Every single teacher is flawed on some level. If it becomes that personal to you then you're too attached in the first place.