Shawn Philips

This requires honesty and introspection exercise. If this features were always there and just needed a bit of pracatise ok. But dont try to be somobody you dont are or it will backfire you. For example if you're naturally introverted, serious... forcing the opposite will guarantee you suffering, and when you stop forcing you'll come back to your natural character, that's homeostasis.

Maybe you dont prompt correctly what you want, chat gpt is like a horse to tame. I can assure I have solved complex health related issues talking with it, that my doctor had no idea how to solve. Also finding car failures that a human mechanic would take 3 expensive procedures to discard the cause chatgpt gave me the solution fast and easy.

You're mixing three topics here: The harvest of human psychic energy in energetic centers that usually over ley-lines that would feed other beings in the 4th 5th dimension (called archons or reptiles in conspiracy circles). The planet being a holographic prison as a matrix. The rigged reincarnatory cycle and the trap. The first and second we cannot have proof of that. The 3rd we have proofs like hypno regressions of past lives, people who didnt have all his memories wiped. Also most the Near-death experiences point the white light as a trap and how they run away from it they came back to life. I've heard multiple times the reincarnation trap theory from different people, cultures. In my opinion the matrix reads all your memories and renders holograms of your loved ones, people you admired and they manipulate you referring to guilt, mistakes, missed oportunities you had in life to come back reincarnating again and again... We reincarnate with our memory deleted so we dont knoe what we came for, see the rigged pattern? We cannot come here to learn lessons if they delete the learnt lesson.

The consciousness is conscious of nothingness, but saying that there's no one to have an experience is very bold. You cannot know that.

I grew up without father and buillied in school. The way you are is partly temperament, partly survival mechanism. Temperament ( innate) shy sensitive introverted high social awareness These traits were always there. Adaptation (learned) social inhibition avoidance freeze/withdrawal response emotional constriction hyper-monitoring to avoid trouble Our brain never learned : “I can be myself and still be safe with others.” Trying to force extroversion is not healing, it’s reenactment. Healing is being introverted without fear running the show.

I feel the same when trying to find true knowledge about health. We live in the era of information, and constantly the info is contradictory. For example trying to find habits to reduce the chances of cancer or heart disease. Some say heart attack (arterial plaque) is caused by too much sugar, others say by too much fat, others say by oxidized vegetable oils, others say by inflammation, lack if Vit D... in the end of the day we cannot trust or eat anything.

My friend it's not a consciusness thing, it's a forced agenda. We cannot choose to born with 2 stomach like ruminants to process herbs. Also what about people with weak health, anorexia, anemia, autoimmune diseases that thrives with carnivore diets? Who has the moral right to deny their health by enforcing veganism?

I want to stay up late in vacations to enjoy a bit more the nights. Yesterday I went to bed at 00:30, and today I (my brain) woke up at 6:30 and couldnt keep sleeping anymore. My usual hour of waking up is always at 6, I start in my job at 7. I understand my biologycal clock is set to wake up at 6, but If I stay up late my body still doesnt want to sleep 8 hours and prefers to stick to the daily routine even if it means waking up groggy and destroyed. How can i change it?

Musk is a technocrat. I dont want a technocratic dictatorship with cameras tracking my eyes, GPSing all my moves, habits,... I dont want the transhumanism and become half a huaman/robot. The price is always freedom for the sense of "safety".

You are right that being nice leads to a mediocre life. But what our body and mind cares the most is survavility and well being. And the nice strategy saves us from posible conflict against others. Imagine somebody who grew without father, or being bullied at scholl, or other traumatic past. The being nice has been the survival trick that worked really well for him. And that becomes part of the personality in adult life. Then when you have live 40 years being the nice guy you become identified with it, and trying to change it becomes stepping out the comfort zone.

I use blue light blocking glasses after dinner. So I use screens until I get sleepy... and I fall asleep like a baby.

Due to climate change, there's some desertification, and soon some areas will be uninhabitable I'm living in Spain because my wife is from the south and has a house where we live in. I've been in Dubai and I cant handle this kind of heat, and probably Spain will be as hot as Dubai in the future. I'm beginning to worry about my health, the summer heatwaves are stronger every year, and I'm beginning to think about moving to a cooler country like Norway, Sweden, Canada. The issue here is most countries residency permission have strict conditions like being a retired, being a rentist with high income, or having a business or job in the country.

I wanted to watch a movie to disconnect from work, just to find out that every movie is about duality, conflict, competitivity, comparison... the eternal keys to suffering. All mainstream culture seems created to increase the dual gap, to reinforce individiality over collective. Have you seen the typical talent shows? you worth it and the other dont... one wins and the other loses and is sad, its a damn competition of the ego, so sick. Do you know movies that avoid the dual ego perspective? I think in music it will be easier, but in movies or novels?

The reincarnation cycle, samsara, is a prison and is not a limited place.

One thing is tricking the body to need less oxigen and slow the heart rate for a while. Another complete thing is live forever without breathing, drinking and eating. Thats all newage bullsht.