Julian gabriel

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@Asia P I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING

I just thought i'd share my wholesome self help adventure, i'm sure y'all folks have heard of Tony Robbins, well this gentleman guided me through the most intense 3 minutes of my thinking career let me tell you. he started off by recommending that I listen close because ACTIVE listening is even more important than talking, which is why humans have 2 ears and only one mouth. I consider this deep. or at least a topic worthy of typing about because like Charles Bukowski said, always keep ur chin up because the sun is just around the corner, or the hill, which is like a corner if a corner was more horizontal rather than vertical, maybe. Anyway what I meant to say was, after my dear pal Tony told me to listen ACTIVELY, he shared the answer to the meaning of life with me, he told me to find my life purpose, this reminded me of a headless chicken, I mean Leo Gura, and so I knew this was true bravery like a lion and not fear like a weed smoking part I animal, this story is almost done. thirdly, Tony told me that I am a smart ass and should learn to participate more respectfully rather than disrespecting those I admire and envy to see where their boundaries lie.

the more I test my breath each time I enter a new room and am suspicious of others gaslighting pertaining to location and structure like simply if I am dreaming or not I seem to acquire what I desire quicker and quicker as in a dream where it appears. I can feel a huge resistance to lucid dreaming because what if I. can no longer turn off the light? just as the fear of flying even an inch off the ground is, what if I am unable to return to earth 4 rest I am hypnotized by my love of sleep, if there was no death in between these lives and these lives weren't so similar every day and every night it would no longer feel like a fight and oooff scary stuffs

maybe because u can't handle honesty porn, remember when we did it you told me it was like dmt and u were dying? maybe u need to learn how to do that without falling over on ur side and losing grounding. perhaps ur grounding is too much about the subtle tongue guiding the masculine lust rather than an upward kundalini snake towards under standing.. maybe that's why u fell over.

um... yea definitely don't do what Leo said, go in ur head instead, we both know ur too mystical to feel conclusive about ur sadness from some random blood test result from a doctor so stop faking. me and u r spiritually gifted aliens with blue hearts and green heads blown up with emotional depth and vision like a real alien. since u love yogananda do what he suggested, try staying awake for 3 days straight and obsessing over this issue alone in the woods until u can't take it anymore, that's what I did last winter. I am still sad but I know my green alien head of chaotic compassion better. u r not trying to fix ur sadness obviously as always u r trying to actualize your true higher self, by integrating the beauty of blue.

been seeing all the polarity I don't get y trump is so absolutely definitely bad according to Leo, never heard him say someone is so bad isnt this just a lose lose situation cause were still so divided? what about him is so end of the world type shit like chill damn

it seems there is a dimension of reality where others are only toys and it really is a dream. this may be a version of hell, and I may be the devil in it. once others are places for spirits to reside and its a lucid dream conducted by the mirror of internal and external

@LastThursday sounds like hard work

I just feel like i should be in control here it's just me in a big way, its all me in a bigger way, subconscious re-programming does sound like a sort of control. manifestation? idk how exactly, when I don't think and let myself desire without fearing what is desired it feels like that works sometimes... kinda it seems a-lot to do with which other energy u have some sort of inferiority complex in association with, that energy will control you. maybe the question is how to drop all inferior feelings, hm

slightly clickbait title, because he responds quite often for someone of his status, however at times I will ask a very good question and I wonder why that particular one is left on read After the solipsism video I feel Leo has become too much about serving others positively to be as authentic, I find this really sad sometimes because having a hyper logical mind dissect reality publicly with disregard for the consequences to a large extent was incredibly raw, it was more artistic than almost anything. I'm partially posting this topic also because I feel it is probably something other forum members have frequently pondered. It seems that the type of hiding Leo is engaged in would come from a lack of trust of others, which is kinda understandable, FEAR OF OTHERS POSSESSING EQUAL KNOWLEDGE. I also feel this fear at times related to my fear of intimacy. of course there is also the main reason Leo gave himself for his change in style which was that he didn't want to harm others, I believe him, partly.

definitely feels like my states of more unity

while on shrooms I tried to throw up with the regular will of resistance to the situation which did not work then I tried imagining throwing up in some law of attraction type way which let and allowed what I desired to happen to me then I threw up, without using my ego's will. if anyone could help me articulate wtf happened that would be much appreciated thx

aweomse thanks leo

it literally makes me so happy by accepting how sad I be is that y?? idk y tho?