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@Deziree bing -o

@Hojo insanity is a bit of a cop out ..can we elaborate

@Sincerity this is deep but I’m a mix of 1 and 2 .. is there room for grey

@ivankiss how rude we talkin’

Actualized.org gave me ever answer I ever needed ..so thank you

Under what pretense can the dream become extremely hostile- seemingly like all people around you are hostile towards you - either covertly or overtly? Do I carry all this hostility in my person and therefore it is outwardly displayed or are there other pretense where it can seemingly out of no where become hostile.

Shits getting a little weird ..can we talk lol - also good to be a wingman, that would be extraordinary Anyways, ever in SF hmu ✌🏿

Stop caring about what people think. Weirdness is the norm. Death is not the end - the story will continue and God will remain God. Every perspective must be seen through the lens of God - this must be accepted and the norm.

@SwiftQuill Solid advice and thanks for that. I do think that it’s ok to appease and help people, so long as it doesn’t affect me adversely. And there is a place where I draw a line and the attitude of “fuck it, I’m not going to stand for this” takes over. But…. If that doesn’t work, I risk my livelihood. It’s the taking advantage of this disposition that causes problems. I know this is just how the world works, but it doesn’t make it right. I think this is the worlds biggest scam, not work, but the shit you have to go through to earn a living.

@SwiftQuill I share a lot of that sentiment. It’s BS! But I’ve felt this way for a while and I’m tired of venting about it, I need a solution. I started a cleaning company in hopes that this would replace my 9-5 income but it’s also a bit difficult to find reliable cleaners that don’t flake. Even here, I pay a good wage and they still flake and ghost me. I know there is a way out of this rat race where I don’t need to be a shitty person towards people. Back to the drawing board perhaps. Just tired of this 9-5 culture.

At almost every employer I’ve worked at, the people/ coworkers I’ve worked with have progressively become hostile. I consider myself easy to work with and a hard worker. Sure, I’m a bit quiet at times but I’m never rude towards my coworkers and I make a strong effort to be easy to work with. This seems to backfire. Is this the nature of 9-5 work. I really dislike this about my reality.

@Rafael Thundercat I see, must be where I’m coming from.

@Lila9 The real life consequences you mentioned might only pertain here until you wake from here and then it’s not so real anymore, much like a dream.

@Letho I’m not convinced that it is. We can both agree that actions have implications and consequences, but that’s just the rules or functionality of this reality, not proof that it’s real. If real is a word that eludes to a subjective comparison, what is that which is absolute? The thing that is irreducible. This is what I’m referring to when I say reality isn’t real. What is it based in?

@Leo Gura I see now, thank you.