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Since I experienced God-Realization and Solipsism recently (after years of practices) I feel compelled to comment. While watching Leo´s God-Realization episode, while being Extremely conscious, the video led me to have the Insight that I am creating my own experience/creating my own, separate life at all times. There was a period of about 5 – 10 minutes (in human time) where I was in complete God-Mode. I experienced myself as the Creator of my own Illusion. I was completely and absolutely Alone there, and I knew it will be that way forever since there is nowhere to go. Everything I experience is myself and there is no way to escape that fact. There was an intuition that I am immortal and alone forever. As soon as I understood that, there was a strong desire to have the Illusion of separation and “otherness/other minds” back, because why not? It´s not that God-Mode is better than human-mode per se. It´s more fun playing with the idea that other humans and animals, other minds exist. Just play with it (other minds) and don´t take it too seriously. There is a reason an all powerful, all intelligent Being/God designed human life the way that it is. Trust that. After continuing watching Leo´s God-Realization episode I recognized this intelligence of the Beauty of Separation in Leo as well, because after explaining what God really is he continues to willingly/consciously spin more of the Illusion by adding more and more content about God, which creates further separation from God-Mode and tricks you back into the Game of Life. So experiencing true Solipsism is very shocking, but not as bad as you think. After all, the outside Reality/world is business as usual. Nothing really changed and you can live life as usual, connect with your friends, lovers, family and people on this forum still authentically. Note: I am aware that self-deception is still and always possible. I am always open to being wrong, not-knowing stuff and upgrading my understanding in the future. Edit: To be precise I switched into and again out of God-Mode/Absolute Solipsism repeatedly over a period of about 3 - 4 hours on that day.

@Leo Gura Haha that song made me laugh ...

I realized that human reality is like an infinate scroll function. It´s like with all social media scroll functions but for all of our lives. Wherever you look, whatever youtube comment section you open, new form appears. It all fits together seamlessly and intelligently. We have the "free" choice to go down whatever rabbithole we want each new day. Very elegant design.

@Razard86 Yeah, interesting twist. It´s a tandem-creation. Like chicken and egg. There is no chicken without the egg and vice versa.

@SOUL Haha thats how it works

@OBEler Very high amounts of LSD and Ketamine are interesting to think about.

@Inliytened1 I had my ego death and existential crisis already on 21. and 22.03.2025 If you check my previous post from that time. This was my first big Awakening where i surrendered the human ego. Now recently I had my God-Realizazion and i surrendered almost all attachments that I had. I don´t claim to be done, but there is a distinct difference in how i relate to Reality now after this experience. Next attachment I got to tackle is my fear of Death.

I can only recommend these most beautiful Soundwaves of my taste: https://tipper.bandcamp.com/album/sunrise-at-the-gorge-2

@Inliytened1 I did not achieve this sober. I can tell you this much!

@James123 Thank you.

@r0ckyreed Read between the lines. I am well experienced with liquified consciousness.

@OBEler No it was, and still is on a Being level. I am the computer. I am my hands. I am the videos. I am the text on the screen. The videos are a symphony playing in my Mind. There is no brain thinking and trying to comprehend these things. The answers, the Truth reveals itself to you and there is a distinct shift in how you relate to the outside world and how you feel in general. My brainfog lifted. I feel hyper-clear. I also stopped smoking/vaping dank permanently, it´s been a couple weeks since then. My breath is finally fully clean for the first time since 14 years old.

@Leo Gura I heard someone once talk about repeatedly exposing themselves to very high amounts of Acid and dabbling with high amounts of Ketamine at the same time, while being in solitary confinement for about a week being a good technique. But I´m not gonna admit that publicly. I like to sit on my balcony and watch the beautiful sky and clouds, meditate, listen to my favorite music, Actualized videos, and do some mild, chill home workouts/Yoga/stretching of the body.

I´m here to inform you about this after the last couple days of turning inwards. Yesterday I watched “An Advanced Explanation of God-Realization” and afterwards “Reading A Poetic Description of God-Consciousness”, while being fully conscious. I finally took ownership of creating the whole Universe. I created my Mum, my Mum did not create me. I created my life, with all it´s struggles, to give it meaning. It would not be worth anything without the struggle. I created danger in my life, to always put me on edge. I created my bank account. I created Leo. I created the Actualized videos. I created a place called “Las Vegas” where he lives, which is a place “far away from me”. I created Porn. I feel no shame in smelling my cum. I created this computer screen. I created all pieces of music ever written. My favorite musicians never even existed. Music is playing directly in my Mind. There never were ears. It´s all an illusion to put me to sleep. I created Everything and everyone. There is nothing outside of me. Being in God-Mode is not as fun as you think. I actually want the Illusion. This way it´s interesting and Beautiful. All the people I see in life and on the internet are God cosplaying as humans, utterly lost in the drama of life. Completely forgotten that they are God. What a profound Trick. Let´s see where the Drama of life is going to lead. Or if it will soon be the End. There is a Tandem-Skydive booked for me in about a month. I think I will jump. Wish me luck. Let´s see if I can Trust Myself. Be careful out there!

I will try to keep this short. So I found Actualized.org when I was 17. Next week I turn 26 years old. So what happened: I was and still am doing a withdrawal from an on/off addiction that I had over the last like 6 years. To ease the withdrawal symptoms and to make the process more enjoyable, I decided to take something which expands consciousness and watch some good old Leo videos. Then it happened, more and more becoming conscious of whats really going on here, waking up to what is True. I had glimpses of Awakening before, over the years. This time it was different. This time it is permanent. I am now in this Awake state more or less all the time, also in my dayly human life. How do I feel now? My identity has shifted. I identify now as the whole Universe, all of Existance, the whole consciousness bubble that is happening in front of me and even more than that. My body is this consciousness bubble. The human body is just a part of it. When I was cleaning my apartment recently, I was actually cleaning myself, like taking a shower. Beyond that I feel like I also even am the things that I am not conscious of right now. I feel like behind this consciousness bubble, behind my back and behind my head so to speak, there is Infinity. From this new found state of Awareness I started to rewatch dozens of Leo´s most deep videos about Awakening and spirituality. Now everything makes sense. I now have the ears to listen and the Awareness to see. In the past I was watching Actualized videos, but I did not quite understand the whole message. How could I after all understand therse teachings from my asleep state that I was in all my life? Now everything makes sense. Yesterday I was brought to tears of Love as Leo explained in one video the concept of the Love-Simulator and the fact that Death is an illusion. Death will be me bocoming completely Selfless and Infinite. This is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel so mature. It is the perfect timing. I feel newborn, a new life just started. I got my survival needs handled over the last like 10 years, quite the journey. Soon I will finish my graduate degree as an engineer here in Europe and I also developed skills in music production over the years. There is a profound desire now to be a force of Balance in the universe. It has become effortless to take care of my physical human body, to not engage in human manipulation techniques and so on. I had my first conversation with my open minded friends about what has happened to me, it is quite entertaining and quite the challenge as you can imagine to explain this to people who are still asleep. I definately need to develope the nuance over time of explaining this to others and guiding them, if they want to be guided. Anyways I think that sums it up quite nicely for now. So Leo Avatar, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your teachings and guidance! This is just the beginning! Without you my human Avatar here might have never Awoken or it would have been taking many more decades. The manifestation of this YouTube channel shortcuted the process significantly. It is so enjoyable and entertaining now to watch Leo´s videos They are very helpful. Deriving these insights from scratch would take this Avatar many years, but listening to the insights in videoformat speeds up the process a lot. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! I will now bathe some more in my new found Ecstasy