Nemra

To claim that you are only your body is false and illogical. It doesn't matter if it's not practical.

I don't remember it clearly, but I was about 5-7 years old when I identified with my body. I remember more clearly that I was trying to understand what time was. Also, I remember clearly that I was going back from a grocery shop and realized that I was here and totally alone. Then I stopped walking and was shocked for a moment, but continued my way home as if nothing had happened.

@Ramasta9, I have been walking in nature often the last month. It has helped me to ground myself. Whether the effects are good or bad depends.

Interesting. Yeah. Although, I haven't tripped on LSD yet. Next time.

@Oppositionless, those damn THC and DPT have to do whatever happened to me. Now, I'm cautious about smoking higher doses of DMT (like more than 5 mg) because it has become way too metaphysically serious than I experienced before. Maybe all this will pass away after a few months. But I kind of like it.

@Ramasta9, I like his music.

I don't think it's HPPD. The quality of my visual field hasn't been negatively affected. And I don't see literal objects that normally weren't there all day. I just become aware of it when I'm in a certain state. It's subtle. Although, a month ago, I would see transparent, colorless visual patterns all over the place. To not focus on it and start panicking why it's still there, I would just try to focus on normal activities. I would say that I have always seen mild visual snow before I used psychedelics.

I took a picture of it when you weren't home. 🤪

Lovely.

Ah... It's dark. It's good.

Her arrangement is awesome! Mindgasmic! I crave this type of piano music; it makes me emotional.

@Davino, well, I had reactivations like a month ago that lasted a few days and were intense. Sometimes, when I remember the trips, I get affected, like self-hypnosis.

After a few trips, when I sit and relax, especially with my eyes closed while not concentrating on anything particular, and my attention is drawn back, like focusing on the eyeglasses rather than some object through the eyeglasses, I see DMT-like visuals. This also happens when I'm about to sleep or when I abruptly wake up from sleep, although it's more intense, as if I'm actually tripping. In the beginning, it was unsettling. Has this been happening to you as well?

From my experience, every human endeavor seems petty to God, because it can hallucinate completely different things in an instant. I think that it must be able to dream whatever it wants, however it wants.