Insane butterfly

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  1. Do you mean Intuition by this? To be so conscious to intuit other minds?
  2. Nahm acted moronic! He exposed his complete lack of wisdom and tremendous stupidity. Thousands of hours of meditation, YouTube channels, years of work,so much knowledge, thousands of post full of diarrhea to end up at the end of the line. This "it's just a thought" it needs to be considered. This example tells as that this work is not a joke. The forum started its downfall since aspects of the truth have being pointed. Christ had thousands of followers but as closer he was turning his followers to the truth he ended up with 12 students and the last one stubt him in his back! We are so primitive to accept that God realization will reveal us how primitive we are!!! That is the madness we live in. Doesn't matter if you are alone or not, it won't change the fact that you want to fuck your brains out take a shit and drink blood, the thing that you are doing already but deluding your Self that you are something higher than that. NO this imaginary Self needs to THINK if he wants to stay stupid or not! No one wants to realize what a shithole he/she is but only then he/she can clean up the mess
  3. @Opo I know you are right about the freezer, I'm thinking about it but I need to make some room. This food is indeed good quality Barf made in Switzerland and it's the cheap one, high quality gets up to 12$ the pound, I would need good 800$ a month to feed him with the best. Rest meat from the markets is not allowed to sell because of regulations my ass, discounts barely exist and import meat has very high customs. Switzerland is one of the most expensive countries in the world! My father where he lives he goes in the central meat market on the afternoon before they close and he gets for his dogs around 10 to 15 pounds of good meat for 5 euros
  4. @Opo dude don't make me more miserable than I am. Where I live that thing in the picture which is a pound is costing 5,5$ With 70 bucks I get only 8 to 10 cans of industrial shit. To have a dog that needs almost 2 kilos meat a day is very expensive here
  5. Barf I find the best, but is expensive. I don't know if it has in your place.
  6. bufo alvarius toad would be cool in a trippy way painted
  7. No I didn't had a distinct moment of letting go my physique. At the moment I'm doing a very big break and I'm little old but I've reached a level were I could get an IFFB pro card. I never chased titles I did it for psychotherapy only. One should never let go his physique, the human body is something very beautiful and we have to praise it. and the Iron is very healing !
  8. It is something like lsd and MDMA in mild version. If you microdose this thing and go out, you will get laid. I realized how smooth and easy game can be
  9. Sit in a nice couch with your wife, very light clothing and have a worm blanket with you and a glass of water near by Redose before the peak, put some relaxing music but have it pretty much on the background (optional) when I need to work on something I don't put music. And have a nice discussion with your wife ! The substance has the ability to neutralize negativ feelings. The rest with follow and you can write them here:) Happy tripping
  10. To be able to love her!
  11. @Michiryoku Enlightenment will saw you the true meaning of life!
  12. No
  13. So I will share my recent experience with 5meo-malt. 2 days ago. I made my usual setup for tripping as with DMT. I plugged 7 scoops of 3mg, aprox 21mg on distilled water, I lay down and waited, after 40 min of fooling my self I stand up and prepared the same amount to get snorted! Sorry Leo but my ass ist too straight even for psychedelics. So with 21mg after maybe 10 to 15min I felt my heart beating fast enough to understand that is starting to work. The come up was easy and gentle, in the middle of the trip I still could talk to my self, I relaxed and let my self to experience the trip. Nothing spectacular happened, I had just very deep contemplation, I refreshed a lot of insights of past trips, I just felt at a moment that I wanted to hug all the people I have ever known and cry out all their pain. Its lasting long!!! I suspect that on higher dose could be very overwhelming after a while but it gives the time to realize your current state and think about it to relax, I was happy saying to my self *I'm tripping:)*. No visuals whatsoever, clean head and the most important no nausea, the come down even smoother. I just took a taste of it and so far MALTesers taste good? The dosage is obviously a threshold for me, on DMT my highest dose was 28mg snorting it. Dmt is killing my stomach, even after fasting from the day before to prepare my self, in the middle of the trip I need to vomit and then the trip is ruined because when the body load is gone I think I will go insane, it happened to me on my very first trip! Malt is so gentle! Next time I will try 28mg as with dmt to compare how strong could be, I have no idea what to expect, my concern is the long duration without a trip sitter. That's it so far, in the next days or weeks I will manage to explore it again and will see
  14. By vaping is it so fast as dmt?
  15. If you want to open the body take some DPT, but alcohol and cocaine? please...
  16. @taotemu its not about if you should trust the psychedelic experience but trusting your own self, trusting your intuition is the key to understand and integrate those kind of experiences which is amazing helpful for me. Sometimes you don't have to understand a trip but feel it, just have your eyes open and be open minded and insights will be revealed maybe weeks or months after where the aha moment comes. I find psychedelics is the sledgehammer to brake a very well constructed wall aka. Ego! The more experiences the more open mindedness you have
  17. Very much yes, I believe and don't on this things but at 33 my life changed completely. I took the most serious decisions of my life which I don't regret! Jesus died at 33 Alexander the great died at 33 Bruce Lee died at 33 (very spiritual person) and some others. It seems that this age has something for men
  18. 5meo is the default, the eraser Lsd is writing down new things
  19. Walk through Hell and you'll find Heaven . Only if you know what Hell is you'll start realizing Heaven!
  20. @Leo Gura you hit me in the crotch. I have the same problem and I discover one thing, I am afraid to love me!
  21. Way better relationship with the clients, much more confidence on taking decisions, clear head on pursuing what I want. I wish I could discover psychedelics 10 years ago