Insane butterfly

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  1. By vaping is it so fast as dmt?
  2. If you want to open the body take some DPT, but alcohol and cocaine? please...
  3. @taotemu its not about if you should trust the psychedelic experience but trusting your own self, trusting your intuition is the key to understand and integrate those kind of experiences which is amazing helpful for me. Sometimes you don't have to understand a trip but feel it, just have your eyes open and be open minded and insights will be revealed maybe weeks or months after where the aha moment comes. I find psychedelics is the sledgehammer to brake a very well constructed wall aka. Ego! The more experiences the more open mindedness you have
  4. Very much yes, I believe and don't on this things but at 33 my life changed completely. I took the most serious decisions of my life which I don't regret! Jesus died at 33 Alexander the great died at 33 Bruce Lee died at 33 (very spiritual person) and some others. It seems that this age has something for men
  5. 5meo is the default, the eraser Lsd is writing down new things
  6. Walk through Hell and you'll find Heaven . Only if you know what Hell is you'll start realizing Heaven!
  7. @Leo Gura you hit me in the crotch. I have the same problem and I discover one thing, I am afraid to love me!
  8. Way better relationship with the clients, much more confidence on taking decisions, clear head on pursuing what I want. I wish I could discover psychedelics 10 years ago
  9. @Periergos snort a little less than 20mg for test and work higher, always on empty stomach, don't insert the straw too deep in the nose, it will start dripping and you will loose substance. I had the same problems with plugging, it just don't work on some people
  10. Even born with bigger muscles if they don't get trained they won't really care to grow. Don't underestimate your experience and your knowledge. I'm stuck on 28mg -which is a lot- snorted finding my self contemplating so fast like a computer downloading rapidly thousands of pages but no breakthrough, no God mode, plugged not a chance. I'm trying to teach my brain to get the most out of the trip with moderate doses, if I get the knowledge then could be possible
  11. Don't see it this way, it's not sad as i wrote you before, you *do* the substance, you have open neurotransmitters that I haven't dreamed of yet. It's like in the gym you can train with much less weight and be as effective
  12. Go for it and don't worry It will make your relationship much stronger when you realize that you are her. See it as quite the opposite, you will connect with her in an unimaginable ways, you will discover her beauty inside you
  13. The bible describes perfectly the human being it self! It starts with Genesis and ends with Revelation aka Apocalypse. The human being starts from birth and ends.......? Revelation describes enlightenment, Trinity is actually non duality, all three is one, but explain this to a religious person who don't want to accept that the holly spirit is his fucking mind. I find that the bible is missing a book, over 1000 years after the book of revelation is nothing written, what happens afterwards? No religious person EVER asked what the fuck is happening after Apocalypse, what trinity is going to serve the human? What's next anyways? Is hard to accept that if you do the work that is written in the bible it will reveal to you that you are that motherfucker in the clouds The bible is still incomplete and no one reads it quite right
  14. MDMA Open your heart and your soul first to your own self!
  15. Intuition, this is watching
  16. Since many here on the forum already have realized that they are God they don’t get much busy with substances but with philosophy so there is not so many informations about psychedelics. I have a bunch of triptamines on the toolbox, I have done about 30 to 40 trips till now. 5meo-DMT freebase and HCL Dpt, 4-HO-DET, 4-HO-DPT, 4-HO-MIPT, 5-meo-MIPT, βOA-2C-B,mdma and LSD A couple of them I haven’t tried yet. I have some questions to the experienced ones, how you manage your time for a nice solid trip? Time for integration?I have my own business as a car mechanic and working alone so it’s a lot of stuff to do every day including fitness,kids every second weekend, spirituality, reading, divorce, private life? and so on, I live alone and I try to steal some time to enjoy a trip. I’m not the only one who is busy and I want some tips and tricks from others, also how do I keep the triptamines fresh? with the time I’ve read that they contaminate, another concern is the tolerance, I don’t have much time to try threshold dosages and go my way up so I go balls to the wall which is also not the best solution. I had a trip sitter only twice so even when I'm out of space when tripping I NEED to be careful to stay safe, a lot of them were horribly challenging! How you manage your tripping to make it also enjoyable and be able to go to work also the next day? Sometimes when I have some time I just feel tired from the day/week and I’m afraid to trip like that. Which triptamine you find best?excluding 5meo
  17. @Bob Seeker Put in your arms a 5 minutes old human being and you will understand what creation means!
  18. God has created the church and devil has created the priests
  19. @Princess Arabia I've got a headache!
  20. @Adodd consider one thing. You don't know these people. If someone takes shrooms on a festival, if someone is watching all his life TV shit, have a bad life, is a liar, stupid, bad person, dirty mind ,too young( as the most) bad setting, on an party with some friends and cold beer and many more other things. Don't wonder why they have bad trips!
  21. Let's consider if the one teacher in the art school of Vienna wouldn't reject Hitler for 'bad design' that was the reason and could see his efforts and tell him ok you have some potential you stay! He could have learned to express his emotions on the canvas and could me more happy, but he got rejected, they didn't gave him love. Consider how this school evolved in the history we have
  22. I will give you my opinion with a small disclaimer at first. I was for years not comfortable next to homosexualls until I tried to understand them. What I'll write is just my observations trying not to be biased and with no offense to anybody. From my observations seeing a men's couple. The majority behave like women, they adopting though the most toxic feminin side of a woman, gossiping screaming moving like they lost their bones, extrem dresses, extrem vulnerability and so on, in general a cheap behavior of a woman that no man ever wants to have next to him when secretly hate women. Seeing a women's couple, I observe the opposite, they hate men but they adopt the most toxic masculine behavior ever, unwashed, with a cheap beer in their hand awful clothing fake masculine behavior and so on, the truck driver style dude. In the whole I see the epitome of confusion inside them, they try to hang on an identity (see love parades), they desperately try to prove themselves that they are satisfied screaming for attention which I find very hypocritical. I don't blame homosexualls, they have their traumata but society doesn't give them guidance and push them to the extremes and that brings them only confusion. I sence that as much they scream for external validation that low is the validation of who they choose to be, I see pain and suffering inside them. When I was 5 years old I sat on the lap of the most beautiful woman i had seeing as a small boy, she is a friend of the family, growing up I found out that she is a Trans, once upon a time she was a man, on her 20s she went to Casablanca (the only place for surgery on the 70s) and cut everything off. Honestly many women could learn a lot about femininity from her. I have huge respect because I never senced a hypocrisy on her, she was beautiful, respectful, elegant with dignity with no hate for any gender, you wouldn't even imagine her past, a real woman. But she embraced femininity, she admired men and women. In a nutshell she loved her self! I contracted my self with what I write now, I respect a homosexual who has deconstructed and accepted who he is and I cannot stand a feminin truck driver or a masculine slut, I see only hypocrisy in it! Biologically homosexuality doesn't match, but biology can do mistakes, it's not perfect, so I'm learning my self to be more open minded to this issue. As my grandfather was saying, some are doing and some are pretending that they are doing!
  23. I see it like a duality that searching the nondual. Only Nondual can create A feminin is mirroring the masculine and vice versa. Biologically and hormonally feminine and masculine are exactly the opposite, the amount of the hormones it compliments them. A man without estrogens looses his libido and will probably get a heart attack, female hormone that he needs to be a man. A woman without testosterone looses her Libido and will get awful illnesses,masculine hormone that she needs to be a woman. A bolt has no purpose without a thread but both can create stability, tension and so on. If God gives birth to itself it needs this duality, it's like God splits it self. That's for now for me, I'll get more philosophical and I'll get back, is a nice topic