Breakingthewall

the present is not perfect, but before ... uniformity, fear of being different, hatred of the different, repression, castrated and cowardly people who just wanted to fit in. hell. what happens is that the very idiots were delighted to fit into their hell

there is no evil, there is stupidity. As Jesus said, forgive them because they don't know what they are doing. And when you eat a steak, think that maybe in the future you would be considered a monster. but you don't know what you're doing, so don't worry. the same thing happened to the Nazis, or to the one who rapes children. the congo guerrillas put children to torture prisoners, they love it

well, we live in a world of crazed, superficial people, where it is almost impossible not to become a very stupid neurotic, and the more stupid, the smarter you think you are. a world of crazy teenagers, another world of slaves of the industrial revolution, and another of hopeless wretches, all of them prisoneers of the ego. Almost better be the miserable than the rich. The truth is that it does not seem very beautiful, for me better being born in the Paleolithic and dying at 17, but this is what there is, so let's make the most of it and pray that there is no reincarnation, if not, statistically, in the giveaway gon 'get you some horrible shit

I have such a negative speech because today I had what I call an endarkment. I have had several: morning of meditation, then 5 meo. as soon as I did it, I always think: this without substance is impossible ... and dissolution, beyond everything, to the nucleus, and the nucleus is ... nothing. there is only nothing. sterile, empty, encompasses everything, I am that and I am nothing, I am death, I am absence, I am empty. I know this is the last door. behind this, I am. or was me before the void and i deceived me? haha I know not, because here I am. I am. So tomorrow I will return to the void, until it opens. It has only been opened once, and nothingness was everything, it was an infinite source from which I flowed without limit. the jackpot, but before there is this emptiness ... you have to die to live, you know. serve this story as an explanation of what a substance does you may think: is this any good? I don't know, I just know that I want to get to the nucleus, I have to open all the doors, and that's it, I don't care how. Following the theme of the thread : i do psychedelics for about 1 year and a half (not so often but many times,more than monthly) it has changed me completely. I have seen the enormous impurities that existed in my life and I have been polishing them, I have seen that the truth exists and I understand that I have to be worthy of it, that I have to eliminate any trace of lies, crooked behavior, desires, ideas about the enlightenment. I have to purify myself to be who I am, I meditate for several hours a day and it's wonderful, before was a pain, I have eliminated the lie, which I used without problem before, I have stopped any practice with a connotation of evasion and addiction, my day to day is much happier than a year ago in several orders of magnitude, my relationships with people better, have dived into the trauma of my life, I have understood it, I have decreased anxiety x10, I'm more me than ever, and this is not by far the end. Without psychedelic it would take me 2 lifes

I deleted just after writing because it sounds so negative, but it is true, everyone is a prisoner of the ego, all human evolution is a futile struggle to escape from reality, creating enormous suffering. but it is what it is, we will have to relax and enjoy

integrity, be true to yourself. Courage, don't give in to fear diligence. don't give in to laziness

Even if smoking is not bad for your health, it is bad for your mind. what does smoking mean? it is to obtain a momentary satisfaction to escape from the basic state of anxiety. Smoking is not the problem, it is the symptom of a problem. you need to get to the bottom of your trauma. I said meditation before, but if your traumatized base causes you too much anxiety, meditation is impossible. what can do the miracle is a mushroom auto therapy, several times a month as long as it takes. psilocybin will open your ego and you will see the extent of your pain and you will be able to forgive yourself, and thus be able to be at peace, without the horrible permanent anxiety. You say that in your country it is illegal. that's your ego making excuses, since it wants to stay in command, and the best way to get a good grip on the balls is trauma and anxiety. you want to be free, or not? there is only that question

Beautiful and inspiring. here the three sing in perfect harmony:

well, obviously it's just hypothetical, but I imagine that after many years without any stimulation, without sensory information or perception of where or when, the thoughts will gradually cease until they disappear. thoughts are to contrast some things with others. If there is nothing to contrast, the thoughts should disappear

imagine that a wire is cut in your brain, and all of your senses are suddenly disconnected. where would you be? would there be time? How would you measure it? By preserving your memory, you would continue to think of words, images from the past, ideas. but in that emptiness they would be useless. one moment would be the same as another. the thoughts would dilute, and after 10, 20, 30 years, you would be in total silence, like a fetus before birth. your mind would lose its limitations and would become infinite. You would be empty of content, but full of you, in the no time. what you always were

enlightenment is getting out of jail, to remove your neck strap. the question is not if you want enlightenment, it is: can you live in jail? if you can, you will.

the thoughts are the ego talking to itself. if he is silent, he disappears, and since he doesn't like to disappear, he doesn't shut up. so contrast things, oppose concepts, create dualities. the ego was created talking to other people. if there are no people around, speak to himself thoughts are you taking a shape. if there are no thoughts you are formless, unlimited. As you need to perceive your shape, you think. If we stop being addicted to needing to perceive our shape, thinking can stop. It is difficult because it seems that you are going to fall off a cliff. you have to hold on to the shape perceiving yourself as a shape was essential to be able to adapt to living in society. you put all your energy into getting it. now it is a deep habit, very difficult to abandon. it was necessary, now no longer. for many it is a hindrance, and hence the need to change the frequency. you have to put all the energy back into leaving the form. a kind of cycle that some have to go through. learn to think, and now learn to not think.

thoughts are the bricks of that building which is the ego. you have believed that that building is you and the sensation of being without them is of the vertigo of the lack of control. that vertigo gives me more and more pleasure every time. much more beautiful to live in the wild nature than in an artificial building full of barriers and rules

Thanks, the same I tell you about your posts. the family issue is complicated, and in this case it is incontestable because my parents died when I was a teenager, but in this case, I think the key is that my family are deeply idiots?. Seriously, I think the spell of a "successful" narcissist runs very deep. the people with whom he has used seduction see him as an extraordinary one. It is strange being someone addicted, alcoholic and perpetually angry, but many people only see one thing: the company of this person raises me, or lowers me? Narcissism at the end

That is. It is something terrible that generates enormous anxiety. It turns the person into an empty shell that fights 24 hours for their self-esteem, and their way of fighting is precisely to get away from true self-esteem. Life put me in the funny situation, as a teenager, of going to live with my crazed narcissistic father and his young, submissive nurse-wife. As he was a pianist, and had a lot of social success, I went with an open mind: good! I'm going to learn the secrets of masculinity. I'm in luck. what a joke! I think I can detect a narcissist by the tone of his voice, his posture. They are people who talk to themselves, they look at themselves. they are trying to convince themselves that they are not a piece of shit all the time. every word that comes out of his mouth can be translated as: I am not shit. what a curse they have on them. My sister, a psychologist, who at this moment maybe is looking for her next narcissist to submit to, thinks that I have a completely distorted vision, that my father was a wonderful person, handsome and a pianist, and that everyone loved him. in fact we hardly speak to each other because this subject. it is a taboo subject in my family. for me it is absolutely obvious, but who knows ...the power of a narcissist could be enormous if you don't detect them

meditation is the key. With meditation you realize that you do not need anything external to you to be happy. you feel completely aligned with reality, and the idea of an addiction is absurd. Anything that is not real, positive, is something you don't do. you love yourself and treat yourself well, it's simple

Guys, sorry for my ignorance, what is wing? what is the game? any link? Before the covid I made a very serious commitment to start 3 daily conversations with girls on the street. It was difficult for me, my ego found excuses all the time, but I did something. I thought it was an original idea of mine ... obviously more people came up with the same thing haha. The covid cut all that... any tutorial on this? Seems really interesting

great realizations. They seem silly, but no ... they screw your life. It cost me a lot to stop daily masturbation with porn. Well, and worse than porn, chatting about sex with girls from app dates. It is something that flattens your mind, makes you an idiot. I started there and then I stopped watching series, then movies, then novels ... in the end it seems to me that all that flattens the mind, leaves you dull. the problem is that, as you say, sex calls you. solution 1: real sex. Solution 2: once a week, or every 10 days if you can, you masturbate thoroughly. One day you can without being stupid and depressed. several days no

This is pure ego, the same as thinking about your partner's past sex adventures. since you cannot perceive him / her directly, you get a mental idea of her/him. the only thing that matters is the moment ... that's why it is so difficult to have a lasting sexual relationship, but the miracle can happen ... or so I think

dreams are the ego, which does not shut up even while sleeping

It is a ghost created by language and by the contrast of you with others. you exist, but the ego is less than the tip of the iceberg. it is nothing because it has no substance, it is made up of learned ideas. what happens is that you totally identify with those ideas, those dualities. all you think is duality, contrast of one idea with another. a huge imaginary house of cards. Trying to undo the castle is impossible, because you are using the self to undo the self. only meditation works (and psychedelic), which is not something mental but mechanical. Going beyond the ego has nothing mysterious and is done in a second, but it takes hours to reach the necessary frequency for this to happen. what you are is absolute, that is, not verifiable with something else. what is testable is thought. Thought will only lead to more thought. Thought is deception, by definition. Because thoughts are definitions, and the reality is undefined. You are not thinking about reality, it is reality forming thoughts.

the others are the ego. your need for others is a need for the ego, which is an entity created by interaction with others. without others there is no ego. there is no loneliness except the loneliness of the ego. do not underestimate the scope of the ego.

to survive you have to kill and consume another life. a lettuce is a living being. You pluck it up by the roots to make a salad. what you call justice does not exist. life is cruel, ruthless and murderous. what happens is that we live in a bubble of civilization and we do not see it. our ethics is a joke. We believe we are pacifists and ethical and we go to the sales to buy clothes that slaves make, destroying the environment and killing countless animals. Live without money for a while, you will see the society of love. A century and a half ago we had slaves and we hit them with a whip to make them work faster, now we don't do that but we let them starve while the rich have private planes and yachts. your body is vulnerable to thousands of viruses and bacteria that devour it from the inside without medicine, if in a natural environment you have 10 children, 3 or 4 will survive, and your wife will probably die in childbirth. That is the reality, it is not bad or good, what happens is that your human sense of what is bad and good for you says that viruses are bad and that your parents love you is fine. it's just an evolutionary differentiation for survival. the deepest reality is that there is only existence, it does not matter a soft mattress or leprosy, torture or kisses. everything is glorious existence

Yeah man, i didn't say that the work is easy. Get the shit off of you and get to the root. the root is that you are the reality. all that unlovable and unpleasant are relative concepts that have been engraved on you by interaction with other people. deconstruct all of that down to the core. It is an exciting job, and if you do not do it, only darkness awaits you, so less victimization and more get to the point

What do you think keeps you isolated? Usually the problem is not accepting oneself, seeing one's life as an unfortunate tragedy, spending the day ruminating on defects and complexes. do the work necessary to fully accept yourself, and people will come to you