Breakingthewall

In this forum people think that awakening is realizing how things are, like you are God, you are creating reality, others are not real, why you create reality, those things. All of that in my opinion is crazy, awakening is opening yourself to what you really are, to the substance of reality, the unlimited alive. open your mind to yourself, and to do this you have to dissolve all mental structures, free your mind, empty it, lose fear. Very few here does that, but rather they want to fill it with other, different and better ideas. This happens because they are followers of Leo Gura, who makes videos explaining what reality is like. people watch them and believe their content and think they are enlightened, like a religion. It is impossible to get them out of their belief, they do not meditate, and sometimes they do psychedelics and say: I did 5meo dmt and I realized that I am God creating reality and I am imagining Leo to help me wake up (without the slightest suspect about if they are coping the awakening in the videos). It would be funny if it weren't disturbing. This is not a forum for awakening, in the sense that few things that are said here are useful, but it is necessary to communicate and it is difficult to find people interested in spirituality.

There is not arrogance, I'm not talking to you to show you that I'm smarter than you, just that I clearly see your mistake. If you don't want to listen, it's up to you, but since you seem serious about trying to go deeper, I'll tell you. Anyway, maybe it's not a mistake. If your path is now to make a differentiation between the mundane and the spiritual, that is your path. I hope you manage to open yourself 100% to the glory of existence, that's what this is about.

It is inevitable to want to understand, and non-conceptual understanding is possible, but I believe that we must forget conceptual understanding because it is misleading, it creates structures, we must be able to forget the need to understand and just open up, and sometimes non-conceptual understanding occurs. It is important to understand the structures, how we create the mental bubble, but the understanding of reality, why this experience is like that, if others exist and how, etc., well, better be skeptical, it is unnecessary to understand that, the important is the opening

The mental path to be able to open the alive abyss in your mind with relative ease is more or less long. I would say 2 or 3 years with a constant intention, focused, eventually doing psychedelics a little intensively. It all depends on the purity of your approach to truth. It is something that practically no one achieves, the majority are deceived, mentally stagnant, like the guy above who recommends books to you, to increase your mental structure, change it for another. What you have to do is empty it, break the structures, open yourself completely to yourself, to the existence that is now. Forget stories and books, this is about facts, not readings.

This path is largely about looking at yourself, seeing the reality of what it means to be human. Being human is a difficult challenge and the paths of deception and fear are inevitable. If you can be a mirror of truth in your kids, you will be doing them the best service, pushing them in the direction of truth. They are also on a path, far beyond the mundane. But I wouldn't talk about spirituality with them. In fact, I don't talk about this with anyone, not even with close people that I travel with or see every day, for that I use this forum.

If I where you, I would forget the need to understand. Understanding is something that sometimes arrives, in moments of dissolution, at certain levels, but when someone says that they understand exactly what reality is like and describe it in a structured way, I would say that they are completely deceiving themselves. Reality is life, it is depth, we must put aside the conceptual mind and open ourselves to it. The only answer I have found for why things are the way they are is because they are necessary for the movement of infinite reality. Is it possible to fully encompass and understand this infinite reality? I do not think so. But who knows where opening oneself to total infinity can lead. We have to lose fear, let go of all mental baggage and open ourself to the infinite constantly, flow with life, open our eyes, this is life flowing, spilling out. perceive the flow and be the flow. It is a perfect dance, capture its nuances, accept its challenges, and each time be more open and see deeper. Apart from the increasingly fluid state of non-conceptual understanding of reality that occurs by being in direct contact with reality since you are reality, moments of total dissolution with drugs occur. For example, bufo as you said, 5meo DMT . it is a useful drug to force the breaking of mental barriers. My way of using it has been above all to take low doses to see the barriers, understand the structure of the psychological construction and be able to open it. It is like a bubble of mental flow supported by psychological structures. It is very interesting to see them from the front. I have also used it in high doses. When the moment come, you have to do, but if you do before, wouldn't be useful. You ve to follow your intuition. Here the goal is total awakening. It is opening yourself to the indescribable, to the total living depth that you really are. When you are you will say: hallelujah. you will be total. Your heart and mind will open, and the full glory of existence will manifest. It is the only way out for those like us. We must do it, or we will always go around and around. You could say that the prodigal son was wandering in the desert for a long time, he has finally returned home. but this is not the end, it's just the beginning

Man, You are completely deceived, your attitude is strength, straight lines, barriers. Those books are nothing, the mind must be empty, it must be an abyss without any barrier. then you will see that the exterior is the interior. There is nothing external, everything is one. you must dance, that is awakening. open your eyes and be the infinite now. You are life, the unlimited depth alive, and everything that appears is so too. How deep you can see is synchronous with how fluidly you navigate your experience.

I don't perceive it that way, in fact I think it would be something limiting. I see that awakening deeply to the nature of reality in moments of solitude and meditation must be combined with the most perfect synchrony possible in mundane reality, in relationships with others and external reality, since this reality is internal too, everything is. the clock must function precisely, dance in this movement that is occurring, synchronize with the external and be one

You don't understand anything, Leo has been subtly hinting at it for a long time, alien consciousness, you know... it couldn't be more obvious, he is the alien! and actualized is the way to contact humans, but he doesnt know how to say it after pretending to be a human for so long, it's like admitting to your girlfriend that you chat on tinder, it's very embarrassing

because God is not guy who is bored and does things, he is the living unlimited void taking ever more complex forms, evolving, creating with the limitless intelligence available in unlimited existence. If for that evolution you have to be a deformed dwarf sold by his family to a circus where you will be tortured in public for the amusement of an audience of psychopaths, that is what you will be. Every minimal movement of reality is in the direction of more perfect complexity. everything must fit, harmonize. The cosmos is a living organism of unimaginable size in which everything fits perfectly. cycles within cycles within cycles, all in one immense infinite cycle. Every creation and destruction of the cosmos is a breath of God, who breathes infinitely, and the infinite cosmos is created, evolves and reaches something we cannot imagine, perhaps a unification in which reality becomes fully aware of itself, and then another different cycle begins.

Trust is letting go of control and opening to the now, to reality. eliminate contraction and open this moment, become the bottomless abyss of existence. contraction are mental walls made of control. You can dissolve them at any time, you just have to say mentally, in a completely honest way: I surrender, I let go of control, I trust reality, I don't care what happens to me (this is to drop the self). then reality opens up. It usually takes some psychedelic to really say this, and at the moment (which usually comes quickly) when you start fearing again and needing to control again, reality closes, the contraction returns.

Typical hypocrisy of religious people. It could also be the letter of a Christian fanatic. Then they search his hard drive and find surprising things. Good that type of people afraid of their imaginary god have less and less influence in the world.

I think that people who have stepped out of the mental stream and have looked inward, and have opened themselves completely to life, have done so consciously and know where they are. In fact, I don't know if those people exist or are they an archetype. I don't know any, just here people of that forum who are working in it

Being human is a hard game, but humans mix in the collective mind and that keeps us floating in a mental limbo and we don't realize it, it's like an anesthesia. Its incredible how they can live like that, in that state of unconsciousness and not have high-level background anxiety, but there are many people who seem truly happy, enjoying life, with their partner, their family, busy with their life. They don't perceive the alienation, the fear, the death behind a thin layer of experience. They are sleep but having good dreams. Some have a nightmare and look for escape in vice, others live in the middle, trying for a good dream and escaping from the nightmare, but almost no one turns inward, to look and really wonder what is this .

Yes, It is essential to the spiritual path to open yourself to the destiny of this experience. Out of anxiety about the future, whatever comes is what has to come. the past must be forgotten. what happened was necessary to shape this experience as it is now. There is no other experience, it is this one and it as it is . Whatever happens, there is no resentment or concern, they are ties, it is necessary to let go of them. This is very difficult, several orders of magnitude more difficult than an infinity opening with psychedelics. This opening is essential to occur, several times, but its purpose is to lead you to total openness, to live without chains. I fall into rumination frequently, I know that they are chains that keep me tied. I manage to let go of everything at times and look into the face of infinity. It's wonderful, it's freedom, adventure, beauty and glory, but then the chains hook my mind again. I understand that they do it because my character, the frequency at which I vibrate, is greedy and reactive. this frequency must change to adapt to freedom.

ego is relativity. As we are social beings that use language and mental representations, concepts, our ego is complex and has of many layers, but ultimately any being that must interact with something external to it to survive as an entity has an ego.

It's not a lie, it's a good way to expose yourself. If you are smart you will not inflate your ego by doing amateur fights, even professional ones. In the case that something so ridiculous happens to you, you can think, for example, that there have always been men willing to fight in terrible battles, to give their lives for a cause, to endure the worst tortures. Inflating your ego for anything is absolutely stupid and you already know it, it may happen for a few days or maybe months but if you fight against it you can be humble while doing difficult things. It is very positive spiritually to get out of your comfort zone, to expose yourself. It makes you more open, less fearful, and these are necessary qualities for spirituality

The space between thoughts is the abyss of existence. At first it seems impossible that there is anything in the mind that is not thought and meditating is torture, but little by little you get there, and psychedelics also help. Little by little you get used to the silent mind, first for a few seconds it is dizzying, after several openings to the infinite abyss that is inside you, it begins to be more normal, and it is something you want, you want to look into the void, and it it's possible, become the void. One day you discover that it was always obvious, although for some reason you did not perceive it, that the infinite void is alive. All the immensity without limit is life, you expand in it and you fill yourself with it, it is the love that you were missing. then you realize how hard human existence is, always searching for love, for life, sapping life in human society, fighting for crumbs rounded by the grayness , always dissatisfied and alone. It is much harder than you had perceived, it is a war and in the depths of every moment there is always an anxious energy, in every second it is there, always, since you stopped being a child. then you open yourself to the living infinity and you are finally free. but then you return to your normal frequency and the suffering vibrates again, very strongly at times, although you have received inspiration to make the necessary adjustments.

A healthy self is one who knows how to see through the deceptions of human life and understands the love that he lacks and that he needs to give as a human, and is completely honest with himself, does not engage in unhealthy narcissistic self-deception, and is able to delve deeper into it's heart.

I have also had mushroom trips in which I perceived the entire manifestation of existence, the form, as a condemnation. but this is because your mind is still superimposing meaning and value on everything. If you go a little deeper and completely free yourself from valuation, you will see reality as an incredibly beautiful dance, like an intricate plant that grows and creates living and wonderful shapes, and the joy that will fill you will be completely perfect, without a molecule of doubt or sadness. Total pure joy. That is the absence of limits, so if what you have seen is sadness, it means that there were limits left to break.

@Davino The reality is this now, it always is. In this a chain of events seems to occur, but there is always awareness of existence. If there ceases to be consciousness, there ceases to be reality, therefore that period of time is non-existent, it is a time jump. Time is a construction of the cosmos and is plastic. You can jump a few hours into the future if you inject propofol, but whether it is the future is just a mental idea, from your mind that measures time. If you didn't measure it, there would simply have been a continuity in the consciousness of existing with a sudden change in the scenery.

I think it's obvious, In infinity infinite cyclic forms arise. all of them are total infinity, and all of them exist right now. I am a form and also, beyond the form, the total infinity. This means that all reality is within me, but also outside in the sense that as a form I have limits. If the form disappears, the limits too, then I will be all forms and all existence indifferently. but here is something impossible to understand: I already am that now. The other forms are also infinite, they are other manifestations of the infinite, which can be divided infinitely and remain the same infinite. That nothing exists outside of my direct experience is true and false. true because here and now, in this moment, which is total reality, everything is. false because as a limited form I can't see it. It's out of my perception. But I can realize at any moment that there and now is infinity, everything is here, complete existence. btw, this does not contradict Leo's solipsism, I think he knows this, you can listen to his poem, very good btw, to know how he sees reality. All that solipsism is a provocative way of expressing the usual

I would say that reality is emergent due to the absence of limits, and that intelligent and magical conscious reality occurs spontaneously in a way that so far no one has understood, I would say that happens because the infinite organizes itself in the most efficient way spontaneously, if the word "organize" can be applied to the infinite, and this is the intelligence. The story of: I am God creating reality to play hide and seek with myself, seems false to me. That's not the thing, God is not someone, and he is not creating reality, reality creates itself and cannot not be. The infinite intelligence that the cosmos is, is a consequence of the infinite, is a natural phenomenon, not someone bored playing games. The simplistic explanations that you are God doing things are tempting because the logical mind understands them easily, but that does not make them true.

Nobody is keeping you in that state, the issue is focus. If you are focused on experience, on survival, your focus will be closed. What closes are barriers and the barriers are made of fear, in all its manifestations. If you break barriers your focus will be more open. If there is no barrier, your focus will be infinite, or in other words, there will be no focus.

I answered you, from direct experience. Funny that you consider that I said come from spiritual dogma. What kind of answer fits for you? Any that comes from anyone with the name in red?