LostSoul

I would like to leverage this post to ask if you guys know if there is some risk combining LSD + 5meo. I'm talking about combining 20µg of LSD (a micro dose) to help with the pre-trip anxiety of 5meo. I once had microdose of LSD and felt very ready and fearless to take the 5meo if I knew that it isn't harmful

@Davino did you watch the video? If so, could you summarize the reason they give why the pens work better for traumatized people? I read that on the comments. Thanks

Even if this is posibily true how tf is it good advice. Maybe I misunderstood something.

There is a plausible explanation out there gaining popularity... The morning of the blackout, at 10:30 AM, oscillations were detected in the grid. From the nuclear power plants, the generation dispatch was informed of the issue and the response was: "There is an excess of renewable generation." The issue was stabilized, and at 12:30 PM the reactive power oscillations started again (this is only for those with knowledge of electric power), and due to a lack of damping caused by nuclear groups being offline (specifically, the one called Almaraz only had 1 unit operating at 70% and the other completely shut down), the system collapsed. Solar panels cause terrible oscillations in the grid; today they were at 80% at the time of the blackout, and since there was an oscillation, they disconnected from the grid, resulting in a sudden loss of supply. The transient still needs to be analyzed in more detail, but the root cause is the lack of synchronous generators (such as nuclear) that guarantee system stability. And of course, Pedro Sánchez (president of Spain) is never going to admit that it’s the fault of renewables (in reality, it’s the fault of a system not designed for renewables), because his entire political platform is based on them.

I really can't conceive the paradox "wasting your life" with the fact that all is ONE. Maybe I want the notion of "wasted life" to not be real. I have been wasting it for so long and It is just now that I'm starting to go out of the wheel of innecesary suffering. But mind and body keeping the score (i'm 26)

@LambdaDelta I did salvia when I was 17 in a very irresponsible way. With friends and several times on a 6 month period, like one per month. To this day I don't know how much fucked me up, if it was that usage of salvia or other factors.

@Leo Gura I really understand that but there are rare cases where you get an unwanted and premature awakening, then you have existencial crisis for some crucial years of your life, and then you become an adult with all these traumas, neurotic behaviour and anxietys, and want a shortcut to at least stop suffering so much. Btw thanks for all you do with actualized.org @Obeler thanks for the advice. Will try it out

@OBEler Thats exaaactly what my situation is right now. An unwanted huge mystical experience broke my ego when I was only 18 (a KID), left me with existencial crisis and not knowing how to relate again with the world. Years went by and somehow I rebuild my ego but this time a lot more fearful, doutful and with existencial pain. I have 5meo at home, ready to pull the trigger but never done it. Afraid that it maybe left me worse than now? Sorry for robbing OP attention but we are pretty much same case

@Leo Gura You just put into words what happened to me years ago, I was 18 yo and knew nothing about spirituallity, and suddenly I had a huge emotional release that lead to a huge kundalini awakening. And now 26yo I find myself in a pretty similar situation as OP describes. I would add I have bad self steem and close to zero experiences with women and a job that robs my energy. "I think I understand what happened to you. You had a huge 5-MeO breakthrough but your ego was nowhere mature or developed enough for it. The ego is freaking out about death and infinite consciousness and just wants to go back to being an asleep human."

Hi forum. Does any of these pipes do the trick for vaping 5meo? Which one best? Also, is that torch appropiate for the cause? https://imgur.com/a/SollNDW Thanks in advantage.

@Leo Gura I plan to trip 2 weeks around europe, since I'm from Spain. Do you recomend any particular cities for that

@Leo Gura but It is similar in its essence? I mean, does It made you arrive to non-dual states within minutes like malt

Very very interesting. But intrinsically It has to happen. It is Infinity. For eveeeeer. I can't imagine otherwise. But i'm not enlightened so I leave that to you.

Thanks!

I wanted to know, from your experience, could this difference in texture and color be possible? They are both supposed to be 5-Meo-DMT freebase. I saw a post from Leo that said there could vary a lot, but I couldn't resist myself not to ask providing a photo of the substances. Thank you in advance.