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I don't. I have no clue where you are at, it just an assumption. So is this.

I understand. Thank you! Appreciate it

If skin was mostly fat then our skin wouldnt be able to breathe through the pores. Thats what happens when there is to much fat in the diet that the body cant use up, it either stores as extra "energy" or it pushes it out through the largest organ in the body (the skin) when it can't digest it. The skin is made of water, protein, fats and minerals, forming in to collagen. "The most important hormones found in milk and other dairy products by using a variety of analytical methods consist of prolactin, steroids including estrogens, progesterone, corticoids, and androgens" Also, female cows are injected with growth hormones from an early age to be able to grow up and start producing milk faster. Bodybuilders consume crazy amounts of milk because it makes you anabolic. It has a lot of hormones in it, especially estrogen, and when you put in extra estrogen in to a body which has and creates testosterone, that body then goes in to a anabolic state. Unbalanced amounts of hormones makes the body more prone to acne. Hence teenagers having so much acne, because their bodies are creating more hormones.

➢ All the accumulated fat underneath the skin, pushing itself out of the pores, creating acne. ➢ Also a whole lot of hormones, partially injected in to mother cows and also naturally found hormones in a lactating cow, that is really meant for growing a baby cow to a full-grown adult. ➢3-Nitrooxypropanol aka Bovaer which is a methane inhibitor fed to cows, which in turn gets to the milk and the dairy products.

You are just at the begining. And I dont mean that in a demeaning manner. But you might be right. If wiring has anything to do with it.

@Breakingthewall This bit stayed with me, searing in my mind ever since I saw this episode. I have been wondering what Leo really meant by what he said in the end. It felt like this whole thing is precisely that, a trap. A Well Constructed Trap...

@Michael569 Thanks for sharing! Those are some great points. I didn't even think of going to the sauna. That surely opens up and potentially unclog(s) the pores. I do a lot of cardio, so naturally let out a lot. Hopefully more now with summer around the corner. And hydration is a good point as well. I do drink a lot at the moment. Maybe need to drink more and also take some electrolytes so I don't feint over water overdose

Hahaha, nope. You're f*cked

Yeah, might be. But this one felt Total. I have "died" many times on psychedelics, probably hundred of times. But that one was something else entirely.

So the extent of the remnant ego that has seen that this could go on forever, trapped in eternity/dead emptiness, or by fluke luck or "grace" this balloon pops, is how far this identity is willing to hold on to its own model, extend its self-identity, belief structures and its own persona? No matter how big or small the identity is. Current self, the self who has been through all lives, the self who is God, the self who is Everything and so on? I remember glimpsing a very stark vision when I "accidentally" overdose Ketamine, I saw that the structure/identity who thinks it is God/Infinity, collapsed on to itself. It felt like this wholeness or this Infinite (S)elf was mixed in a blender and dissolved completely. Felt like Consciousness evaporated.

@Breakingthewall Great description! I was just pondering this on my couch. Like if I'm not escaping this moment, this stillness that is ever-present; what I think I am doing ceases and It feels like freefalling in to something completely unknown, yet, it is freeing. But at the same time, I can see that it is Infinite in a directions and it expands the sense and control the ego think it has. Almost like overfilling a balloon with helium, almost at the point of the balloon popping.

Sounds like a good plan! Freeeedooom! *braveheart emoji*

Haha So am I.

I know loads Also a psychedelic retreat that is held every summer.

I think there are facilitators/psychiatrics that help you through psychedelics. They wont help you get it, but they can help facilitate the experience.