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@LfcCharlie4 Good! I have read all his books Drank celery juice for a while but it got too expensive, but I loved it. I did his 9 day detox program, it felt really good, I felt a blissful feeling in the body I had never felt before, I did it again after a couple of weeks just because it felt so good and for the benefits. It was like the body was telling me: Yes! This is what we want

@Mosess Are you familiar with the term "derealization"? Your consciousness work may have triggered derealization. It seems you have also expanded your consciousness a bit, but you are not at the final destination so don't worry, you are not doomed to experience this pseudo-reality state forever. When you finally reach the last stage, and you look at things there will be a clear sense that it's you, but you will still know that's it's different from your body and you will have the natural understanding of what it is, just like you had before. Your mom will still be your mom, but you will also feel that she, and everything is your own Self. It's the best feeling ever, truly.

@IAmTheHolySpirit Hehehe. Identify? No. Speaking from the heart; I don't even know what identify means, the mind knows. Delusional or not, I still love people like you who are on this path and we are in the same boat.

@IAmTheHolySpirit I think all humans want to have a nice experience, even those who feel they are "awareness". When the world became the Self, I embraced this world as a human living within my higher Self. I don't feel that I am the body, but I know that I am it as well as the higher Self, it's a wonderful experience to be a human, you should try it! Much love.

@IAmTheHolySpirit Ok, it seems you are enjoying the human experience, me too! What if there is a higher level where everything feels like the Self, would you want to experience that? Or do you feel happy where you are now, or maybe you feel that things couldn't possibly be better? I have felt that many times on my journey

Good idea! However not all teachers are worth meeting I think, try and find someone with a powerful aura/energy around them. That way you will evolve and receive grace by being near them. I once met a true avatar, their entire house was full of energy, part of this energy came from the disciples because they were actually very evolved, but when I met the teacher it was so strong, it felt like the sun, normally I can't even feel peoples auras.

I agree with the essence of what you are writing, I think it could be helpful to someone. Do you perceive reality differently now than before awakening? Do you feel very strongly that everything is yourself? Some say that's the last stage of awakening.