NorthNow

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    It happens when I smoke weed, but it's like a pulling sensation from my brain, when I lay down especially. It's like a feeling trying to encompass my entire body. 

    It is an infinite, expansive fractal pattern that I begin to see/imagine, noises are repeating in an infinite loop. 

    It feels terrifying. I often feel like I am dying or something, but the most recent experience I gave myself to it and it just felt like ecstasy and it felt like my body was in the ocean, floating and waves were going across my body. IT was just the infinite pattern expanding. 

    Then my mind tries to rationalize it and I begin to think of really crazy shit, the worry and anxiety starts to flood in. 

    What is this??

  4. Posted · Edited by NorthNow

    There was a Terrance McKenna quote I heard once. He was talking about "truly stupid" people not being able to truly interpret the psychedelic experience. 

    "The less intelligent you are, the less challenging the psychedelic experience becomes because the less capable of entertaining the implications you are." 

    While it's rather an abrasive take I think there is truth to this. Your Mate Tom seems to take a very dualistic take despite diving deep into the psychedelic qualia of experience. Specifically with his recent video about 5-MeO-DMT

    I believe that Tom lacks a certain nuance to his thinking to guide himself down the path of awakening. 

    What are your guy's thoughts? 

     

    Edit: Just saying that I also don't want to come off as if I am attacking his character or trying to be negative towards his image. This is a simple observations based on the rhetoric that he has publicly involved himself with. 

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    Everything is one massive firework of pleasure, enjoyment, thrill and fun. It's all a joke, a play, a fucking BALL! THRIVE!!! LIVE!!!! IT'S SO MUCH FUN!!!

    Literally everything is an extension of the one true self. If you use a camera to capture an image, that camera essentially becomes an extension of your eyes. The same way you are a biological extension of awareness, unraveling into infinity and feeling the endless flow of bliss

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    There was a new Your Mate Tom with a crackpot guy talking about God and Jesus and whatnot, they made multiple digs are Leo, which came off as very childish and irrational. 

    Why can't these people see the truth of non-duality  It's right in front of them but they continue to be completely wrapped in their thoughts. They also claim to not be new-agey but they're talking about Astral Realms, Reincarnation and Spirit Realms. 

    These childish beliefs make me disheartened at the path so many people are going down. 

     

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    I watched Actualized.org's most recent video. There is nothing to do. Just do whatever you want. I don't get it, you tell people they need to do something. This is so destructive. It causes anxiety and pressure. There is nothing to do. 

    A flower doesn't do anything, it just ... happens. 

    The cheeky part is that actually doing something isn't actually doing anything. You're just a happening, happening.

    Oh it's so funny

     

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    I truly understand and feel the world as part of myself. I can feel myself as a function of the world. I can feel the fallibility of my identity.

    But I find myself not truly understanding the true nature of god and the action of consciousness. I would like to fully comprehend reincarnation and how the observation of life works, I fully accept that these are simply concepts that I have preconceived notions about and I want to shed these ideas and form an understanding and acceptance of reality.