Verdesbird

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  1. Go ahead and meditate
  2. It is a satoshi state? In severas times of my life ive seen distortions of time and space How do you explain that?
  3. Thanks
  4. Hello my friends,dont know what to say about the stage of my life im 39 im fat living with my mom Had some programming skills gotta transform this into cash and Live alone for good The initial intention was to become a monk but no monastery was avaliable here em Brazil now i have 2 lovely cats,they are my life,love them with strenght I dont have strong erections anymore dont know how its gonna to be if getting a gf Dont feel like going to gym I was diagnosed with Cid f20.0 Paranoid schizophrenia Im am confused about life, about goals Im Just BORED with aall ths stuff ive had experimented in life,everybody is rushing,no one gives a fuck..,everything is Hard to get,woman demands lots of conversation i dont have the skills,i like meditating but there is no time for that in my life since my parents are buzzing my.head to make cash and bbe independent,and then it has my cats...the love of my life Ive scheduled a psychologist session next week,until there please give me some insights some advices... Thanks
  5. Smoking weed its a dilema for me,it feel só good at the peak then...puff...dissapear
  6. Check your internal reasons
  7. Nice one bro
  8. In my case i am 2meters and 166kilos it has to be a higher dose or else the trip wont happen
  9. Id like to give a special thanks to freemasonry, firefighters, Elder and seniors organizations, charity orgs,and all the people Who was there in my trip sharing love and giving me strenght, I was there for you guys and you guys was there for me too,so thanks and merry christmas Lets love each other and seek for help if needed in this new year
  10. Hey psychonault, have you ever tried psilocybin mushrooms?
  11. Hello friend, I dont dive in in to much philosofical exoteric stuff at all Life is simple.,Better keep it that way
  12. Hello my friends ive Just done it,i ate 24g of psilocybin cubensis dried mushromms all at once First i feel heavly body sensations...tryed tô surrender...did not fell good feel uease...then i tryed tô fight back against the substance.. It worked out some hours then i relaxed and triped The theme of my trip was my actual condition in life,my deepest fears,people that i loved and helped along the way was there to give me force during the experience Now its a brand new day in my life,my prayers was awsered, now i have the vision to go on... Thank you very much everybody god bless
  13. Ive done 6g with energy drink and cigarretes,its aways work out well for me Will not do it with tea., Thanks