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Everything posted by Verdesbird
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Did not comprehend what are you trying to do but good Luck god bless
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Scary b.s Have these on drugs only
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I fell that i am a normal person and i dont have schizophrenia My doctors and family disagree and keep pushing me medicine that affects my mood and my sexual apetite It would be better if i stop taking it?my mom says that im gonna have a serious crisis but im confident that i will have a better life widthout them
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Ok, When i was diagnosed for the first time i was suffering a religious persecution cos i was a occultist in a small crhistian conservative city,simple as that, Second time the diagnosed occur ive pass trhoug a serious crisis ,ive been in a terrible colective poor people enviroment housewood living with drug addicts and then suddenly i came back to my mom's houve,then i have this crisis and spent 8 days in a psyquiatric hospital The trird crisis was when my cat aquire a terrible fungic scratch and she was bleeding...ulgy tô see,then ive made a little scandal in my city
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Thanks Bittu, Gonna to think about it
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Fucking psychiatric hospitals they simply dont care,they pump down my libido with injections after ive tryed tô steal a Kiss from a nurse Stay well,stay safe,
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There are legal issues about it
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Tell me more about How i supose to "awake" PM me about it Once ive tried it i find so difficult to stay awake that i abbandon the process
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I dont speak womans language,need pick-up assistence
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It is a satoshi state? In severas times of my life ive seen distortions of time and space How do you explain that?
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How about getting a job and leaving your parents house
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Go ahead and meditate
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Hello my friends,dont know what to say about the stage of my life im 39 im fat living with my mom Had some programming skills gotta transform this into cash and Live alone for good The initial intention was to become a monk but no monastery was avaliable here em Brazil now i have 2 lovely cats,they are my life,love them with strenght I dont have strong erections anymore dont know how its gonna to be if getting a gf Dont feel like going to gym I was diagnosed with Cid f20.0 Paranoid schizophrenia Im am confused about life, about goals Im Just BORED with aall ths stuff ive had experimented in life,everybody is rushing,no one gives a fuck..,everything is Hard to get,woman demands lots of conversation i dont have the skills,i like meditating but there is no time for that in my life since my parents are buzzing my.head to make cash and bbe independent,and then it has my cats...the love of my life Ive scheduled a psychologist session next week,until there please give me some insights some advices... Thanks
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Thanks
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Smoking weed its a dilema for me,it feel só good at the peak then...puff...dissapear
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Check your internal reasons
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Nice one bro
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In my case i am 2meters and 166kilos it has to be a higher dose or else the trip wont happen
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Hello my friends ive Just done it,i ate 24g of psilocybin cubensis dried mushromms all at once First i feel heavly body sensations...tryed tô surrender...did not fell good feel uease...then i tryed tô fight back against the substance.. It worked out some hours then i relaxed and triped The theme of my trip was my actual condition in life,my deepest fears,people that i loved and helped along the way was there to give me force during the experience Now its a brand new day in my life,my prayers was awsered, now i have the vision to go on... Thank you very much everybody god bless
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Id like to give a special thanks to freemasonry, firefighters, Elder and seniors organizations, charity orgs,and all the people Who was there in my trip sharing love and giving me strenght, I was there for you guys and you guys was there for me too,so thanks and merry christmas Lets love each other and seek for help if needed in this new year
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Thanks
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Hey psychonault, have you ever tried psilocybin mushrooms?
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Hello friend, I dont dive in in to much philosofical exoteric stuff at all Life is simple.,Better keep it that way
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Thanks
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Hello my friends,my package of 24g dried psylocibin cubensis mushrooms its on its way to my home via Express mail I started tô Wonder IF im gonna do it or not I mean...a proper psychedelic trip,in the past ive done 6g of these and no psy trip at all my life its ok.,few questions about existence, im 39,male ,very very big and fat guy I have a happy little life living with my mom and 2 cats Should you do it in my place?im speculating in supplement a gram per day perhaps...
