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  1. I could imagine it to be traumatic for the soul or whatever
  2. 1. Timothy Leary 2. Martin Ball 3. Nicholas Sand 4. Terance McKenna Politics of Ecstasy and The Psychedelic Experience are my favorite Leary books and they are mostly about the LSD Experience
  3. ush I did so much research on this topic and literally the last thing I thought about it was that it has spiritual reasons ^^ But now I think it could be because of something "spiritual" because: About 2 months ago I did 400ug LSD and it was one my best trips ever. After I kind of purified myself for 3 hours trough letting the Energy's flow I was in a perfectly balanced state like being fully in my body and in the Moment and as long as this went on (like 2 hours), I had complete silence in my head, there wasn't any sound at all just pure silence and it was so relaxing oh my god.. I don't really now since when I have these sounds in my head (first noticed it when I started meditating) and most of the time they don't bother me because they are pretty quite but of course I would love to have this pure silence if its possible. So now I am thinking that it could be that I kind of fucked with my Energy's (in many ways) but also with psychedelics because I took them long ago before I started meditating and all that self improving stuff. Now that I am getting to know about Energy's and all that I start to realize how unconscious my Experiences where before. I would be very grateful if someone could give me a reason why I had perfect stillness in my head only while high on LSD. sorry for using your topic but I didn't want to create a new one with this already existing. pls help
  4. I used to just wait and then do it when I felt like I really should do it now But nowadays I have a routine of doing it every second weekend and I am getting a lot out of it. Sometimes on a set day, I wake up and think to myself: "oh no I shouldn't trip today or its not the right day to do it", but then I do it anyway and I have to most amazing profound experience and basically the time of my life lol. And sometimes I wake up like: "dude its the perfect day to trip, today will be so fucking awesome", and then its not that special xD. I also had fucking amazing trips when I had a great feeling before and the other way around. So I just do it when I set a day to do it, no matter what my mind is telling me on that day. Maybe this works also for others
  5. Did you smoke cannabis on the day you took the DMT? Dont worry about permanet brain damage or so from cannabis use at that age its more likely to fuck with you mentally (like you being paranoid about brain damage)
  6. It depends on the dosage what I am going to do. Let's say I take 100-200ug, I probably have the best time walking around in Nature and listening to Music. Also there are a cool books to work on such doses called: "Psychedelic Prayers: And other Meditations" and "The Psychedelic Experience". They are very much based on Buddhism but connected to the lsd experience. I would recommend them, I had amazing Insights and profound ego-death experiences because of them and its very good if you dont really know what to do in the beginning. And when I take higher doses like 300-600ug, I usually meditate the first half hour after I took it to calm down. Then I set up everything (Music, lights..) and for the next 2-4 hours I just lay down on the ground (kind of like jesus on the cruz) and let it take me. Lots of Energys and Vision come up and I just let everything flow trough my body and mind. I tried lots of different stuff and like this by far I get the most out of the Experience, but it also can be very exhausting. If you like to smoke weed, smoke as much as you can about 2 hours after you took the acid You need to find your own way to do psychedelics. Experiment alot, try out whats best for you. Be humble, use it with respect.
  7. interesting and crazy that it can stay in your body that long I wouldnt be to worried about your brain
  8. Hello everyone, I am not quite sure if this is the right place to post this. I can't remember when it started, but for a very long time now I wake up every Night at almost exactly 3am. Around 23:00 - 24:00, I go to bed and then really stand up at about 7-8am. At that point I can't sleep any longer but I dont feel as fit as when I wake up at 3am in the Night. Could it be that I only need to sleep until 3am? That would only be 4 hours and it seems somehow wrong to me. While writing I realized the best way will be to just try it out and I am gonna do that but still maybe someone here knows more.
  9. I think Alan Watts was enlightenend right? And I am pretty sure he was addicted to alcohol and tobacco
  10. No, I never really had any health issues. thanks, it kind of make sense to me. I stopped smoking tabacco two years ago but still smoke weed, gonna stop that for a while and see what happens.
  11. Yeah I already worked on all the common things. I eat no more 3 hours before I sleep and drink maybe 2 hours, also I eat healthy. Before I go to sleep I let the whole room fill with fresh air and turn off the heating
  12. Yeah man I know what you are talking about to good haha I had many profound insights while taking LSD and I still have every second weekend I always have paper and a pen near me to write down crazy shit in my breaks. And I find meditations very important to integrate my LSD-Experiences and to benefit fully from them. A few months ago I went from 20 minutes a day to one hour and its insane how much better that is. Also sit down the next day and write down everything you can remember and collect from your note sheet. And actually on my last LSD-Experiences I had the Insight that when I continue my work, I will be able to transcend this all into my normal everyday life. This Moment was so beautiful clear and true that I have absolutely no doubt about it. Also I would recommend to take LSD only every second weekend at least it works far better for me, because after one week I still have lots of tolerance and that Experience is not as deep as it can be. And its good to Experiment with high doses up to 600ug, after that will be able to get more out of normal doses.
  13. No trip is like your first time lsd, just dont expect anything and go with the flow. 150ug is a good dose for a beginner, if you want to take more thats also good. It only depends how you feel about your dose when you do it alone. Go and take a walk in Nature and if you are into Psychedelic Rock listen to the Grateful Dead
  14. In general things like 5-meo and Ibogaine are more powerful than for example lsd yes. But for these two in your condition you need to have someone who is very experienced to work with you. With lsd in my opinion lots of work can be done alone if you really get into it. Also the proccess will probably take much longer.
  15. I always been pretty happy. But since I started to meditate more seriously (1 hour a day) and use psychedelics mostly for Energy work and self development everything changed so much.. Overall life is much better then it used to be and I am so excited for what to come in the Further Often when I go out dancing people look at me like I am crazy or something, because dancing makes me very happy and so I always have a big smile on my face
  16. uff I hope it will get better for you soon .. not being able to sleep is one of the most awful things to happen honestly what my Solution would be, it may Sound crazy to you but I would take psychedelics again. I mean it cant get much worse then its already is, and maybe dont go right into 5meo. So take some mushrooms, lsd or whatever you are comfortabel with.
  17. hehe in germany its common to say the french are rude or like kind of unfriendly but from my personal experience so far all french people I met were really cool and easy going
  18. omg thanks for letting me now good thing is that I only used like 40mg to test it .. but I think I am not going to smoke it ^^
  19. you can watch youtube videos on how to do it
  20. If you are unexperienced with LSD you mostt likely wont experience Non-Duality states on doses from 100-300ugs the magic starts for me with about 400ug also 37 grams fresh mushroom is not that much, you need to explore the higher doses to fully use normal doses
  21. I once did the 5 grams in dark silence and it was very intense but freaking amazing.. I didnt seek enlightenment when I did it I was just curious of what might happen and I heard terrance talk about it alot I did a few mistakes as moving my whole body a lot.. I always had my hand in my mouth lol but still the mushroom showed me wonderful things and let me have profound insides about a few things I always was curious. A few days after the Trip I gave up smoking Cigarettes (now for 2 years almost), and I didnt even have the Intent to stop smoking before the Trip it just happened.. how much are you going to take?
  22. baking soda is called "backpulver" in Germany and I guess it's same in Swiss but I am gonna send him one pack tomorrow anyway ^^ I did it with this methode: https://www.reddit.com/r/researchchemicals/comments/5kio8x/dpt_hcl_to_freebase_conversion_tek/ I havent smoked it but I think im gonna try it this weekend
  23. I also thought about posting this some time ago sometimes I watch Mike Tyson's podcast, he talks about the toad regulary and he still does it regulary love the transformation this guy has made
  24. I also had the liquid once (for animals) and you can just spill the liquid on a plate or something where you can scratch it off easy, the liquid will dry and in the end you will have fine powder to snort you also could fasten the process by putting it in the microwave or doing it with a hairdryer or something but I never did that