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60ug has given me multiple mystical states that 125ug+ couldn't. Nirvana, no-self, oneness, God realization, absolute now... 1g mushrooms was my first psychedelic experience. Beautiful ego dissolution... 3 puffs of weed dissoluted me wonderfully For me dosage isn't that relevant to spiritual insights as long as I'm not sober. Even then... IDK about other people.

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Can you ever meet your eating needs?

I had this realization sober after having meditating for 1 year for 20 minutes daily, on 2 puffs of weed and on 60ug and 125ug of LSD (on different days)

"Me and my enemies became one" "Rank is a illusion" IDK how much they are alike but N,N-DMT microdosing certainly doesn't make me want to play games. I just go and sit for 20 minutes in a somewhat meditative state everytime I do it. Btw, if you want some potent cognitive enhancer for this and you don't care about the consequences the best options would be ADHD meds.

If he is a family member then it's a more nuanced issue. you mentioned it was a friend and I think that on friends you can certainly be way more assertive and aggressive than family members if they are being toxic. On this matter I can't really help you as I have no experience but I had plenty of shitty friendships already for my 20 years as a human. I wish you good luck!!

The best way to deal with toxic people is to not deal with them. Can you stop talking with that person? Does he has some power over you like you depend on him for your housing or food or anything else? I dealt with shitty friends in the past to being more and more absent until they get the message. Being short on my responses and showing no interest in their affairs. Of course, this is my last course of action. I first try to talk it through. From your post I can see this probably won't work. Here it's you who is lacking a backbone. You don't have to do as he pleases unless he holds some sort of power over your life like I asked you above. Even then...

Have you tried salvia? From what I heard it could really change your mind at this point...

The answer is going even farther into tier 2. If you really understood why they were this way you wouldn't get triggered. To be more practical: try to get why viewing the world with stage blue and orange lens could be a good thing, maybe even better than green or yellow.

Make tea. If you want it stronger and shorter use lemon. If you want it tasty add some honey. Never had nausea when taking mushrooms and always did tea.

Shadow much? Search about integral life practice 3-2-1 shadow work I'm on phone now so I can't link it to you It'll help you get into terms with your repulsiveness to aggression.

Seems like a recipe for disaster

Above advice is pretty sound Search for enneagram type 4 on Google and see if you can relate. If that's the case there's a lot of material specifically for your kind

Seems like a heavily SD Green subreddit. I liked it! Thanks!!

When you say objective I understand "socially agreed to be true due to shared subjective experiences" and your post doesn't make a lot of sense to me... Please!!

You seem to have some issues regarding social anxiety that may be related to traumas as you said. There's nothing "wrong" with you if that's what you think. You can work on releasing those knots you have with therapy and maybe psychedelics. Or just by doing self-development.

That's an awesome insight. Speaking for myself, after psychedelics and going deeper on my psyche my advice seems to be way more congruent with what I live. I used to think I knew how to solve peoples problems and break it down to simple things but that's not really how it works.

Wow man!! The majority of people are not calm and on a quasi-MDMA high daily. From my experience what I see is varying levels of struggling. It's a wide spectrum. It can be reduced though through therapy and psychedelics and even MDMA. I suggest you go through therapy first. I went to psychedelics and MDMA simply because it's cheaper and I think I'm responsible enough to do it. They proved to be very effective for self-acceptance and trauma release. I can't speak on such intensity of trauma but on MDMA it was way easier to release traumas I had regarding bullying. Maybe you can study the psychology of traumas and take it again to help you release. On MDMA it seemed a one time experience for me. I released almost everything I needed to be free from my major blocks regarding socialization (bullying does that to you...). Leo has one video on trauma releasing. You could watch it and gaing some insight or even do the exercise on MDMA. IDK.

This could have a million causes! You need to be more specific about your lifestyle so we can help you better.

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@Meta-Man awesome

There's those vacuum equipments where you insert your dick and pump it over time. You can gain one inch or two maybe if you do it correctly. I don't know if this is legit but you can search. Be aware that this won't actually fix the deeper problem in a insecure person, only mask it.

Lol Using a nuclear bomb to kill a fly

Just one more suggestion: Adopt a "I don't know" approach to life. This will get you curious about things and deprogram your default positions.

Study systems thinking and do some exercises. Systematics: the systems Bible has lots of exercises if you want to practice. Your main focus should be systemic conceptual understanding of reality. Gather as much models as you can and mix them, create alternatives and apply them to your reality to see how you could use them to improve the world. Psychedelics and questioning of your stage green dogmas would be really nice too.