Gneh Onebar

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  1. @LfcCharlie4 I had a also a really good childhood and enjoyable teenage years - I grew up in a small lovely Village in Luxembourg. However I had to deal with some (emotional) BS after I begun studying abroad. But this was all self caused.
  2. Going from LOC 675 to 780 in three more sessions I am not in a flow anymore, but it seems that the purging is now really going to start. My meditation sessions have defintely improved, I have more continuity and the focus and stillness of my mind is stronger. A few days ago when my mind was rather quiet and focused during a session really unpleasant emotions and memorys of my past were popping up. But I wasn't totally involved in them, I could keep a certain distance and observe them rising and going away. However the session wasn't fun. Overall I am more emotional, but also less emotionally stable. This seems to be absolutely normal in the purging process. Let's see where this leads to.
  3. @moon777light Cool, thanks for sharing! I tried holotropic breathing a few times alone at home and had good results. Did you had any visuals like childhood or other memorys popping up? After session I am always really hungry and feel like being on a small dose of MDMA.
  4. This is so true. In germany 74000 people die yearly in the aftermath of alcohol. That's 9% of all deaths.
  5. So we came from ego death and pure consciousness to alcohol and strippers. Poor us… But hey to be infinite means to embrace all things, because everything is god.
  6. @LfcCharlie4 Jep, that's right. My first MDMA experience 'happened' when I was 30 years old. Never tried the substance in a party context, only at home or in nature with my partner or close friends. MDMA seems to have a huge therapeutical benefit, if it is used with caution and in the right context. Never experienced an ugly comedown.
  7. Does anyone else has experienced the combination of psychedelics and nitrous? What was your experience like?
  8. Yeah, there seems to be a big difference in how you can use the substance. The combination of psychedelics and nitrous seems to have some benefits, if you tread the substance with enough caution. Maybe I am going to try 100 mcg of LSD combined with nitrous after the peak in the future.
  9. Isn't the clarity a cause of the use of 5-MeO-DMT? I think 5meo has the potential to change the effect of other psychedelics. Maybe receiving RASA lately made this dissolution so enjoyable - I'm not sure... I hadn't had a bad trip until now, but most of them were rather emotionally and existentially challenging. At least they had a challenging part. However I'm rather new to the field with my 12 to 15 trips.
  10. Warning: Nitrous is potentially harmful and addictive. I’m just going to focus on the experienced combination of these two substances. After the MDMA peak (110 mg plugged) I inhaled nitrous from a small balloon. What followed, was my second breakthrough using psychedelics. In an instant my mind just stopped thinking and my body totally vanished. What was, left was only awareness, stillness and peace. When ‘I’ came back a few moments later the first thought I had, was, holy shit, this is exactly, what is going to happen, when my body dies and I dissolve into nothing. Then I thought, that this is how 5-MeO-DMT must 'feel'. (Maybe it's finally time to give it a try. ) What impressed me the most and this is also the reason, why I write about this experience, is the fact, that the ‘transition’ from ego awareness into pure consciousness was really smooth and enjoyable – I felt no fear at all, but appreciated the dissolution. Furthermore the experience was very clear and straight. Until now I had a few trips using mushrooms, 1P LSD, 2C-B and changa, however this was the first time, that there was absolutely no resistance caused by a struggling ego nor any twisted imagery. This is not a thread to advocate the use of nitrous. This is just my experience, that left me rather speechless, because I wasn’t expecting to experience a straight mystical state from nitrous. Just to say: I didn’t felt the urge to take a second hit, because the experience was quite overwhelming. PS: The nitrous gave a serious boost to the MDMA effect, that lasted for approximatively two and a half hours. My mind stayed quite still during that time and my body felt loose and transparent.
  11. Here is a video about psychedelics and lucid dreaming I stumbled upon:
  12. @bonesurfer Good luck! What sort of meditation will you do? If you meditate that long, it's probably useful to try different techniques and change positions (sitting, walking, lying).
  13. @bonesurfer Maybe these videos will help: https://www.actualized.org/insights/solo-retreat