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I cant wait to collapse into being. fuck yeah

@Mezanti yeah its super hard to get shit like that. I got 5meo one time and snorted it and nothing happened. im going to be focusing on DMT for the next while. I get it off the darknet (which can be dangerous and you should realistically not try it unless you have a friend who knows how to do it). if you want I could buy it for you and ship it to your address? just pm me

I've been meditating and contemplating lots and lots recently. Ive had had a few times where I've realised that I'm not in the body or the mind, whilst tripping on DMT for example...but I cannot fathom how this means that I'm literally making my entire life up via imagination. Plus, if everything is a dream....then why does Leo post videos to dream people? Why am I even making this post if you guys don't exist? How can I even talk to anyone if nobody is real? How can people like mooji baba create temples to help people...who don't exist?

Awk fuck, this is irritating. I know that the only way I'll get this all is by finding myself. And every time I get fucking irritated the voice tells me to be quiet and keep practicing. How the fuck am I creating everything

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Pure DMT is amazing

I only really listen to the most powerful teachers, leo, Moojie baba, Alan watts, Jesus(from the Bible) and my favorite one is just God directly.

I perceive deep truths in what you've said

Fuck what everyone says, obey God and the voice inside. If your being led on this path, then focus solely on God's voice and what *he's* telling you to do

Who's mind is gone? You are still not gone

@Rujan Mehar BajrachaBajracha It's the same as me. That'd god telling you to do it, you wouldn't even be on this website if god wasn't already leading you. Just keep listening to that voice. I will say one thing, everything you think will help you...wont. you'll try to develop impressive psychological ideas and maps to match up with what leo says, these will all just get in the way. "There is no teaching, no teacher and no pupil. Only find yourself." Do the kryia yoga, do the self enquiry, let your heart become involved and question everything. That little voice that got you here can be refined and developed like a muscle....eventually you'll get to the stage where you can hear it all the time, like me. Voice tells the future and stuff sometimes. It told me my name would be "Reuben" from now on, which means "I have a son". It even told me 2 months in advance that I was going to find something incredible, something ground breaking. Incredible detail. Just imagine that God is trying to leave you little hints and stuff. Nothing is worth more than what lies beyond the devotion to finding the self. It fulfils like no other experience or sensation. Don't give up on your ego life either tho, get a good education, a good job etc. That little voice is very very handy. It told me to listen to leo

It's addictive and can be mixed...I recommend getting it off the darknet (if you know how to do so safely), then testing it. K is awesome tho, it's so fuckin class. Makes me go a bit loopy...defo Wana k hole some day.....defo

I don't even know much about Buddha, all I know is...I am the buddha

God told me one time, that EVERYTHING is real

@Juan Cruz Giusto what I find interesting is the idea that there a you to be enlightened. Or perhaps to become enlightened is to become dead

The vibration in silence speaks louder than the vibration in words I find

God reveals to me when someone is truly authentic and you definitely are. Finding lots of what your saying very interesting bro. I can feel the weight of ego lifting, I feel myself becoming less and less solid like im becoming transparent. I've had visions of what it's like to be enlightened. To break through into nothingness and everythingness at the same time. To become a being of no shape and unlimited capacity to bend and contort into a living room, a bathtub, a bong, a planet 3 hundred thousand light years away. To bend and shape into a human form with memory and personality and limited thinking. I had an insight recently about how only extremely extremely weak minded people or extremely extremely wise people are typically seriously attracted to spiritual work. Leo was extremely talented and wise, I was the opposite...I was so incredibly weak and mentally distorted. It's very interesting becoming aware of these patterns

I highly recommend something like ket or cocaine (just a little tiny bit) for a one time thing every now and again if your trying to sit for more than 2 hours. Just please do not take these substances without being very confident in their purity and don't take them lots, just for a one time thing...I'm gonna be using mdma for sitting for 3 days straight. Street coke is shite tho man, in northern Ireland the "peelers" (what we call the police) released a Facebook post saying how they seized a bunch of coke and tested it with a result of 97% impure. Like, seriously if your gonna take my advice here just make sure it's good stuff.

Yeah I'm doing an hour a day and I'm seeing myself die quite quickly. I've only been practising for a year. I was really good at doing an hour every single day for the first 6 months, now it's getting harder but I'm getting more and more motivated. That koan seems a bit strange. Meditating for long periods of time in single sits is like intensity training...with exponential results. If you meditate for one hour a day for two days, you'll grow less than if you were to do a 2 hour sit in one day. Exponential. Momentum. If I had 100% financial freedom I would buy so many phycs and go to all kinds of wise teachers. However, I am stuck with myself...but that's all I need now @zeroISinfinity thats pretty comforting to hear. I'm scared of the idea of not becoming enlightened.

I l love md, ket is another one that I like. I find very little anxiety with them and I am connected to God when I'm on them. It's just a pity they are dangerous and addictive. Everything in moderation. I'm getting a Q if MD today for£90 not bad

Well with this particular method, there is literally no way to do it wrong. If you notice yourself thinking, do nothing about it. If you become enlightened do nothing about it If you start sniffling, do nothing about it. If you start wondering how to do nothing, give up and do nothing about it.

Good and bad are like water and fire, both need to exist in harmony simultaneously to create an equilibrium in reality. You think you hate evil so much..."evil" is necessary. Would you go to the cinema and buy a ticket for $7 to watch a movie in which there is no bad guy? And no robbers, or thieves? Where this really really powerful superhero sits and chills out, eating Cheetos and watching Netflix all day..? An hour and a half movie about this superhero relaxing and enjoying all of his *good* stuff in life. After all, all you seem to like is good. The truth is, you crave evil...you need something to fight against, otherwise you have no sense of purpose. I guarantee you, you would get up and leave after 20 minutes of watching a movie that has no evil. You'd be so bored. You evil bastard haha ?

Fuck it. Here's the answer. "Good" and "bad" are defined by what is good and bad for you (the ego). Money is good, only because it's good *for you*. Poverty is bad, only because it is bad *for you*. Death is bad, only because it's bad *for you*. So what would happen if you were to, say, disappear. The knowledge of good and evil would also disappear. Good and bad are contingent on your ego. Why would death be bad, if there is no "you" to die? Or why would poverty be bad, if there is literally no "you" to be poor. And enlightenment is of course the realisation that "you" are an illusion, and therefore good and bad are also an illusion.

@Ibn Sina first of all, congratulations you have not fallen into the trap of believing leo. Most people fall for the old "belief" trap. However, an element of truth that you are missing, is in regards to what *defines* what is good and bad. What's throwing you off is, you believe good and evil are absolute. However this is not the case. You may say, "money is good, poverty is bad. Food is good, hunger is bad. Shelter is good, homeless is bad. Intelligence is good, ignorance is bad." Etc. And most people will agree with what youve said. But ask yourself, what is the defining factor as to whether something is classified as "good" or "evil." In the story of the garden of Eden, the tree that Adam and Eve ate from was called "the tree of the knowledge of good and evil." Leo said this, "There isint a book some place in the universe with all the bad things written in it and all the good things written in it." Before you ask me why God let's bad things happen, tell me...what makes something "bad"?