Javfly33

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  1. Nonsense. An Awakening is an Awakening. Doesn't matter how it happens. What I do think it happens is that Awakening via sober methods is more possible that the person was ready to experience therefore the ego might not have such a big ego-backlash. With Awakening via Psychedelics, a lot of people might pop them, have a realization, but since it was "forced" the ego might not be ready and ego backlash and "retention" might be lower. However if you use Psychedelics as potentiator they will be very useful. Incredibly useful. Just make sure you are not self-deluding yourself.
  2. I smell something, yes! Well I want the whole thing! Who took the other piece of the cake? @traveler That´s nice to hear. Some of it was smelling like kind of Spiritual insight thingy @mandyjw
  3. Hell yes, go for it. I instinct you could be great at it.
  4. So good explained ❣️?almost gave me goosebumps. Have you considered becoming a spiritual teacher? YouTube channel/podcast?
  5. Exactly. The irony is that you are nothing and you are everything. Is a matter of words/perspective.
  6. So I am confused. 1 year ago I started self actualizing and I found out I judged myself a lot. Worked on that and loved myself a lot, and judgement was greatly reduced. For example I would take photos of me and make videos on Instagram and I wouldn't feel embarrassed. But it has been some months already since I don't post any videos on my social apps. Today I wanted to upload some short video of myself talking that my friend recorded me some weeks ago, and, to my surprise, I can't even watch the video because I feel so embarrassed to watch me talk!! (I am judging myself again? Wtf). If you feel embarassment for videos or photos is it REALLY always because of embarrassment? Couldn't be also because naturally humans beings we have a minimum of self-consciousness and everything that goes through a screen we instantaneously feel "shy" you if you are not used to record videos and share them when you do it you feel this "social embarrassment"?
  7. That's why it's called Infinity. Although until you experience it by yourself that is just a word with little guidance value I guess
  8. @Breakingthewall Consider doing a small dose of another Psychedelic to out your ego "on the mood" and maybe do 5-MeO next week. Or just don't do it. If you don't feel ready pushing it never really works Ime.
  9. Netherlands is a freaking awesome country. Be sure to be open-minded ! One of my favorites if not my favorite of Europe. Enjoy.
  10. Imo You shouldn't accept suffering because suffering is possible thanks to the illusion of the ego. That's why when you settle for anything other than Truth, you are saying something like "I want to be a slave of the ego because it promises [x material benefits]" even though you will get also not artificial satisfaction but suffering into the recipe. For me it just doesn't make sense. Abide in awareness peace for ever. I would push that button NOW
  11. @arlin It's a theory that I read from a other user on this forum which I think it makes sense. But it could be totally horse shit, of course. What I do know is that people which don't really want to trascend the illusion of the ego share all something in common, they haven't gained the wisdom to never trust the ego again. Most people who haven't suffered enough because of their ego will gladly take a nice and happy life before trying to "sort everything out". But people who have the ego as what it is will not take any proposition from it and will go directly for Truth until nothing else remains. @traveler I care. But I respect if you don't.
  12. Don't waste your time. Make something of this opportunity. Which country are you going to?
  13. That's totally Ok. Your probably are a new soul (not a lot human past lives) and haven't suffered enough off your ego to gain the wisdow to want to awaken totally.
  14. That's because you are not awake, mate. Don't kid yourself. Reality can be known. Totally. 100%. That is that Truth is . Is The "Truth" about reality.
  15. I suggest you try 2-CB for more self-actualization / new start / healing purposes. 5-MeO is for trascendence and for surrender, although of course one´s relative life (ego life) can benefit someties greatly from the trips.
  16. I´ve read one Santata Gamana´s and found it quite underwhelming tbh. Most people just do bullshit yoga. Santata Gamana´s Yoga teaching is based on great yoga but in my experience he just doesn´t give enough information. People need guided asanas . Just do hardcore Kundalini Yoga 3 hours a day and you will experience high states of consciousness. But most people don´t have the time or energy to do 3 hours a day of Yoga so they use psychedelics.
  17. I think I get you. I think the tricky part about understanding this is the fact that our human brains can only think in linear time, right? @justfortoday
  18. @justfortoday Then who are you talking to?
  19. Exactly. Unless this is more than a dream, that´s it. @Nahm That´s true. I also would say that in my case Solipsism feels great for my ego as a defense mechanism. Yet beliving that the other bodies that I see, there is a Consciousness being aware of those bodies and seeing through those 2 eyes, that is also a belief. Why in the world would anyone believe such a belief?
  20. How come? You just said there aren't any other Conscioussness than THIS right now being consciouss. You are just figment of my imagination trying to trick me because I'm not ready to awaken yet.
  21. @Member Hahah...so you are just my imagination talking to myself LOL