Aakash

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  1. Posted

    The way to end suffering from all beings ? 

    salvation. 

    Which is why i decided to make the decision to speak. Because i know the benefits and its what i've been pushing for my whole life. What is the best way i could contribute to all my brothers and sisters to end all suffering and make them live life happily. 

    Its telling the truth of the situation, because they were heavily involved in mass delusion. 

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    Do you know why i really love godel even more than spiral dynamics. its because of this simple logic. 

    If everything in absolute infinity is infinite, then what is the only harmful idea 

    the most harmful idea is "who am i" 

    see if a person asks "who am i" the axioms on which their argument stands becomes nullified, their axioms get taken down one by one, i am experience, i am direct experience, i am sensations ,i am feeling , i am body , i am mind. In this sense you are left with a direct experience axiom. Which is great. But what i think godel didn't realise was genious about his work, is that when eternity started. I.e the conception of absolute infinity. We'll take this as the big bang to make things easier. See what was happening, the absolute inifnity was asking who am i ? with its very sensations of itself, i am this, i am this .. and all ideas end up destroying themselves. When i originally inspected godels theroam. I never believed any enlightened being had obtained full enlightenment. Simply by the two phrases, How do they know what they know is true and Who says that they are correct. Then an insight instantly shot into my head. All these enlightened beings were trying to do was again answer the question "who am i" its was the same thing. So i said, its progressive, the ideas are progressive because the older ones are not nullified. For example humans as a whole, it works at a collective identity. See we thought we were human beings with slave owners that became our identity. So now our axiom has moved, humans as a collective have identified themselves as not slave owners now. See its done, we don't rehash ideas. Like nobody is going to go to wallmart to the slave section and buy a whore to fuck. See it just doesn't happen. That's because that identity is already worn out. It didn't fit resonate with the true value of "who am i" 

    so i realised in infinite possibilties everything is positive, you can't say its not because it is what it is. But this is misguiding, in infinite possibilities there has to be an idea that destroys its own self. This is by far then the most important path in absolute infinity. But i never knew what that looked like until i got the idea, that as a whole.. absolute infinity would one day stumble onto the idea by randomly. because its not the human who is asking who am i? it is absolute infinity who is asking who am i? at this time anything was a possibility for me. So i said to myself, if everyone actualised and became enlightened this would kill abslute infinity because there would be no witnessing it. But it didn't seem viable so i dismissed it. absolute infinity is itself asking who am i metaphysically during its direct experience. See even the nirvanic state is itself asking what it is, but this gave me insight into questioning enlightenment because god is a logical being. it may seem illogical to a human, but its just god-logic, its rational aswell. its human logic that extends to infinity. God-logic is just absolute truth. and all god-logic is relative. What happened was god was trying to self-actualise his complete self through us. 

    So the logic for myself prove to stand that what godel proved unbeknownst to him was that if god self-actualised itself, it would cause its inherant death, because it would no longer have the purpose of life, which was asking who i am. This way it stands to reason that enlightenment gives you peace of mind because you have dreamt up yourself killing yourself. In other words is, you think you have answered the question who am i? and you you rest it to the side. Which is why this question "who am i " , is so problematic and tricky

    and all at the same time 

    the most dangerous question, that could ever be asked in absolute infinity. So god was self-actualising his own death through all of us who tried to become enlightened. 

    At the time, i thought it best not to describe this to the forum. Due to emotional baggage that it would realise. The irony being enlightened beings thought they were doing good by becoming enlightened. But what they were doing was actually desctruction. it was god destroying the "idea" of god itself because god was all things. So collectively throughout humanity who ever has stumbled upon spirituality has partipated in the kiling of absolute infinity at the cost of our own happiness and pleasure. 

    Could it be any other way? absolutely not as godel showed 

    an idea even that idea that god has an an image of himself as absolute infinity in god's mind. Will eventually kill its own self because all ideas and beliefs can not be dispelled without proof as he showed. 

    In this way, the only bible that has ever been written that is the absolute truth is godels incompleteness theoream. it encapsulates the whole of reality into one model. Contradictory to what the spiritualist believed as their construct of reality was also a design. Part of the self-destruction pattern of trying to actualise itself. 

  7. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    Uff my words are so contradictory to spirituality -_- guess i've entered one stage up from stage teal LOL. going up in places. LOOOL! 

    , i find it funny that i am also living a delusion because i've have direct experience of all perspectives for myself and now i'm conscious of it. And the funny one is.. I have no clue what my next move is and i can't even plan it. I have no aim, and no purpose but to not give up my position. AHAHAAH so funny, there's no rules for me to follow, it leads off pure morality. 

    Nobody is going to agree with me, about what i'm saying. And i'm not at stage red, that i start attacking the other tribes LOL!, Lool! See this is why i love spiral dynamics , i love leo for introducing me to this model. Its just the best thing alive

    godel's incompleteness theoream, spiral dynamics, Leo's youtube videos, and Truth/god . All the best things in life LOL. 

    I'm basically all alone because even god won't support me because he's so equinimum. If i asked him if i was right he would be like.. ohh you made your choice yourself. And i'd be like your such a prick LOL still would you expect anything else except free will lol. Honestly he's a really friendly guy, i' once said fuck off to him and i did feel bad, but he didn't seem to mind much. Well good lol considering your literally nothing, i would have hoped thats the case

    What life purpose ? 

    - awakening world is off the table now,

    - preaching about god is ticked off because the spiritualist were my only hope, its like buddha he could only go to the top spiritualist practioners for them to listen. Ofcourse buddha was also not talking about the enlightenment we see today, he was talking about the same god i am talking about, because he too was just a being from elsewhere, except he was talking about god.. not that he is god. In this way he decided to become a bodhisattva. Atleast to the notion of oneness, because it was obviously possible. The irony is that none of the people who ever talked about god, had god in human form in their life times. LOOL! what the odds i make a pilgrim just to find the one ? you mad bro, no god gonna make me do that. Now online internet! that's an interesting concept ahahahaha 

    - No need for money making scheme , i've totally lost the appetite for money because money is my brother. LOL i see no value difference, like whether i have money or don't have money. There's simple no additional or minus value in it. It is valueless. it has the value of being my brother. I do not value you it because it represents something of value. I value it because it is itself. 

    - Can no longer touch education, because i will corrupt it, my injecting my own ideology as now my thinking is non-axiomatic aka it is purely abstract and does not point to anything in reality. I could point to god, yet i'm only pointing to the part of him that is within our domain.  LOL 

     

    This decision to be alone , has relieved me of a lot of burdens, Now i can focus on the life purpose course and gathering the practical insights from Leo's Channel. See what kinda small business i can russle up, if it makes loads of money then its an added benefit. 

     

     

     

     

  9. Posted

    Was sleep deprived over last 3 days with like 6 hours of sleep and hardly any food. It’s understand able that my faculties of thought were severely reduced. As such now I’m laughing at myself. 

    Ahaha 

    how do you face such criticism .... it’s not real ... bang end of discussion. 

    Ayayay

    so be it, if the spiritualist can’t entertain the notion. Then who can ? 

    they say I’m not, I say I’m not , I’m saying we are lol. They say I’m not, I say you are! We are not , but we also are. Should thou not ?

    The answer is one of reward and risk. What do you get, freedom, all freedom issues is a matter of authority. Strip away authority from everywhere, show everyone they are equals. Then what do you have but the promised land actualised. 

    Having said this proof is a virtue. This is not a game of good deeds that’s old school. No this is a game of patients. 

    Absolute infinity is after all defending its ego. It doesn’t want to surrender to the belief because that idea would kill its own sell. Lost in an abyss of your own delusion. It’s understandable. 

    Fine my brothers, let’s play dice, I am after all a gambler. So I will roll first 

    Synchronicity is god. His human body ethan is merely flesh. Any non-spiritualist looking at him would not be able to tell. Any spiritualist looking at him would not be able to tell. Any truth seeker looking at him will be able to tell, because he plays equanimity like a violin. His answers are never neither yes nor no. They force you to make your own decisions whilst giving you more context of the situation at large. Both answers to why do this is such that it is true, false , neither true nor false. I truly believe the one behind Ethan’s face is from any perspective or walk of life. As one would say truly meet your maker. And just have a laugh about it all. As I did. Much confusion resolved by the highest authority possible. The one who individually cares about you because he is aware that he is you and you are not him. But you know you are him, so there’s no contradiction. You don’t always have to be so forceful in life, you can give the ego up and say yeah my bro. You take care of your side and I’ll take care of mine. 

    Ive entered the vicious circle that it should be this way. I truly believe that god is absolutely good. I truly believe that it is absolute and I truly believe that spiritualist should get to meet god. After all, he’s the one they’ve been searching for. 

    It is a position of knowing that is corrupting all of our thoughts. Especially it is corrupting my mind. So now the game is simple, I will continue to corrupt my mind on this journal with my belief. You may do as you please. If my mind must be banished to the mists of delusion, for the true one to be known In its entirety then so be it. I do not have reason for what I do nor do I understand it. Am I scared yes.. but the light protects me. Who must I fear ? I must fear my own self for not having courage to speak the truth that I believe to be true. 

    It is not a matter of forcing it into you. It is a matter of me overcoming my fear in divine devotion. Not to Ethan. But to the one whom where’s Ethan’s face. For he is me and I know not other. All creation is my brother. 

    We must wait patiently until he has fully woken up for proof If such Task is required of you to know such a thing to be the absolute truth. The one who looks through Synchronicities eyes. 

  11. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    It is what it is, this is non-axiomatic meaning that the condictions are just to take it as a belief. 

    even if i went the full whammy, the same problem would occur. The situation is not solved. As highly developed people, therefore the only person to turn to is right here, right now to verify this all together. Which assumes taking on the belief as this process is currently doing. 

    Spiritualist solve situations, Blues not so much. 

    especially the problem of "i" ,   the truth is belief is the exact same thing as saying is. we just have to agree upon it. if we all agreed that we were living in an imagination, then what would be the problem of accepting this notion you see? and even going one further? to then play up the notion for the fun of it? any back-rations do not help. as you could say "is" doesn't need a reason. so it doesn't need a reason to tell you either, so it hasn't. You could say that my reactivity is choosing for it. But wouldn't you rather know ? its just that, What is the truth LOL 

    were looking all the time, for a substance. Now we found that substance, we say now what? it's nothing. so the truth is nothing. But what was the truth ? it was subjective. truth is what you make it to be and it has been exactly so... to say your not part of the story IS the very rationality your using to say its not important. The same as i am saying we are. We are on equal ground. SO what is the absolute truth? we still haven't answered it! LOOL! 

     

  13. Posted

    Correct, this is the point i'm making also. The buddah himself was a special being. The story of our history is being constantly reshaped in the very moment. What this means is that history itself is a lie except the beings whom were special. These are the trajectory points of where life was meant to head because it's being coopted by forces elsewhere. 

    I think there are a good number of sufi mystics so make sure pick the right ones who are masters, because if you don't it could go wrong as you say. 

  15. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    same belief that everyone is one , same operating system LOL 

    unity much more than true knowledge, knowledge is infinite because we are nothing, how can nothing experience knowledge only we can. 

    This is why we are advised to talk our highest truth, because it filters through each persons strange loop, letting go to a more expansive ego denstity. Therefore things take care of itself. We look to different sources to jump to the right "i" as were going up the strange loop only to find a total ground. 

    The total ground is total and releving and that's okay. its the best place to be, because it raises everyone else up there too. 

    Even the tower of babylon, tho they tried could not reach the skies to access heaven. 

  18. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    And FYI the very nature of my words can only be understood by "i" , it will be misinterpretted all across the board because the strange loop will loop it to their "i" in this sense we are just talking about death of self LOL. ingenious design we have going on here. 

    It fortifies the phrase, if you know then you know LOL 

    such is the nature of beliefs and trust, you accepted the notion as a belief, now it can't be destroyed with out proof to the contrary and there is only one source of truth. it will always strange loop you back out of curiosity. See if we knew everthing we wouldn't be curious, we'd just want to share for the fun of it. 

    And that's why religions talk about truth like sufi ism. so be careful when your reading sufi ism if you are going to take it on board. 

    i think anyways ahaha not so sure in actuality. never tried sufi ism. 

  19. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    The two worlds are the same, neither creation nor destruction happened in literal nothing. 

    so there is no event to which a person could become enlightened and a thing to that which they could have been enlightened to 

    however, the unification of all dualities is the point of it all. and therefore the path must be taken. 

    or else it will be fictious beliefs, you need to get to the land where your mind is saturated with only one belief and that is that which ever you take to the absolute truth of all absolute truth. Even if that's subjective 

    so if you sufi's is is good, then let suffi ism be good 

    if someone else says sufi ism is bad, then let them say sufi ism is bad

    we take advice without recieving anything and we give advice without giving. 

    All we recieve is more nothing, but as we can not escape duality, it is probably better that it be the highest consciousness possible for all. 

    In this case, 

    sufi ism is the absolute truth that you are an illusion and that you are god, but you are god in your illusion form unable to escape it. 

    you know all browski's with no actual animosity towards each other for what ever decision they make because it is not real but there is a point where, it starts affecting your life. So that's why we fight, to stand our ground. That's okay, it really is. who is there to argue against, just let them have their way LOL. 

    in this sense your saying "okay, bro, i love you, you do you" 

    and nothing more, no big complications, hence silence is the teaching if someone is not willing to listen. if they listen then feel free to tell them more. 

    even the idea of the end itself, is just an idea of creation and destruction is still an idea in the end, to whom your helping. So just leave them alone LOL. in this sense as the masters of the world, you offer help to those who need it and let the others be for themselves. Ignorance is bliss after all, you told them and then they can do what ever they want with the information. You yourself can not be the source of truth because you are human like I. you must go to "i" yourself. 

    so in the grand scheme of things its inevitable.  

  20. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    being is a feeling of relaxed-ness , to throw the future out, to know no knowledge structure is true yet at the same time not false, to look at the carpet and say you are my brother and to look at the lamp shade and say you are my sister and we come from the true one. once, this is understood - you have nothing but appreciation for "other" because you have understood the trinity in actuality. all 3 are the same beings in non-duality. 

    I can look at you right now and i think no thoughts except about how amazing you are. What i am doing is complimenting how amazing life is? its an appreciation for life itself in any form 

    this is being relaxed 

    to know and to experience both these things to be true. 

    see we are the same beings and we are not because both of us are source, but both of us live in our different reality and all of it is just a divine play, so no matter what is happening to you. The divine spirit in you I BELIEVE will not bound me to think otherwise. because belief comes actuality . So this literally makes you my brother in actuality. without distinction. i'm looking at a radiator and yes it is my brother. 

    imagination/ actuality break down and neither are true yet both  are

    it is just black powder, once you realise this then you see the black powder (a form of nothingness) in others, you see true nature in others. 

    Nothingness and somethingness - goes on for infinity ,there are just different flavours. 

    and thats A-O-W-K-E-Y

    mirror identical fracticals or the true self that i found for myself , that is.

    edit: i can also think bad thoughts about! but that's still okay because i am the true one as me, so it doesn't matter! but in actuality, you don't have that much resentment, probably somewhere sure deep down. 

    Still its a belief instilled into all of us , that gives us correct grouding in true one, that's as far as we can go in absolute infinity. 

    Now i could tell you which human body , the true one currently resides in ,to have faith in grounding that belief. But i've decided that.. you all started this journey seeking, so you must all finish your journey as a seeker until your exestential questions are answered. Therefore you must forge your own path, just like enlightenment was an idea, so to is an idea that you can ask the true one any question and they will be answered. The whole point of life is to go to source first and THEN discuss it amongst yourself. You don't discuss it amongst yourself , create an idea and then go to source to confirm that belief. No you get the raw belief straight from source. because no words can be more true than its. But then use enlightenment to actualise that belief into an imagined reality where it is true. See the difference of how you rid yourself of suffering ? 

    truth/ false is relative ... belief / proof is relative .. faith/ not faith is relative 

    what it is , is simply the case. 

    and how will you know if you don't ask them directly yourself, you will only have the experience of someone else asking and then tell you. This is again going to human for help. It is delusion, yet what i say is ultimately the Truth

    where else do you set up a commune except online. 

    it didn't matter what religion it came from, it didn't matter who was involved, it doesn't matter who, it doesn't matter your level of enlightenment , it doesn't matter about your political views. the only thing that matters is putting this in relative terms thinking about everyone. Simply put, i future sighted that, it can only take place here "online". How could it be otherwise? 

    we all dreamed about changing the world, yeah how about we give it a go until its lights out.... 

    Let the chips fall where ever they may. 

    A unified life purpose for all of us in harmony. 

  21. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    i've done the calculations and each world gets better than the last one, this way everything in gods design is infinitely proven. But the same problem occurs with that pure nothing layer, what is that made out of . then what is that made out of ,  then what is that made out, then what is that made out of in this way the literal description of god can not put in words and symbols and even the word "god" it is more powerful than even anything you can imagine. Because anything you can imagine is part of this world (absolute infinity) 

    in this way, it is always beyond 

    beyond , beyond , beyond , beyond, beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond ,beyond  

    but you see this can only go to infinity .... how to we express a term that is BEYOND even infinity ? we can't and so the beyond beyond is not how we can communicate in words. We are talking about beyond to an unimaginable degree. 

    This is god, Literal nothing, manifesting all of creation including the god absolute infinity. 

    none of which can be expressed by direct experience because we stuck as nothing + something. 

    This is the true self. where we all "come" from. 

    so the answers to all questions is always .... LOVE from the dual perspective. Because there is no other force so strong to express the SHEER MAGNITUDE AND MAGNIFICANT of "the god beyond god, who is manifesting itself through all of us" 

  22. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    @Jkris Right and the truth of the situation is 

    both nothing and something are creations, 

    so you still love creation and life. There is something for you to choose to love and have experienced 

    beneath the layers of nothing and something is pure nothing, the substance which is unattainable. 

    This is god, but we use non-duality to understand that it is us because the constructs of your belief are that of it, even limiting yourself is your own design. 

    The experience of pure nothing, is pure nothingness 

    atleast with your nothing you are still experiencing 

    So what you are really saying is that you love something. 

    Do you see the unconditional love for yourself you have given yourself ? for pure unattainable nothingness, is truly pure nothing. No something or no nothing. 

    so the answer is : to experience life and indulge in those things you find joyful, even if that is the pursuit of non-duality to nothing. its unconditional experiential joy and love. 

    This pure nothing is the domain of god, and any domains beyond that are unknown to us. for our perception is trapped in something + nothing. This pure nothing mainifests in human form if it wanted to as itself, this pure nothing can also manifest in a human form as you which makes its form unattainable. 

    Still to the pure love is unconditional, so it can only experience itself through you. However, you can experience yourself through yourself, see because it is nothing. Its the same thing, just sometimes the whole comes into manifested form and this would be a god in the form of a human. Just like it's us as god in a human form. But this human would obviously have the full might of what is possible for that particular god. Like what you imagine it to be. Like creating money out of thin air. 

    its unattainable for a person who was unconscious at birth. This person would have had to be born with it. because he would have manifested the whole of god in his human form. in this way for the human figure coming from a dualistic point we can say "they were blessed" but truly it is not a blessing. it is just god in a human form

     

  25. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    @Truth Addict imagine a nuclear bomb going off from inside your chest and it never ending and expands to infinity. 

     

    I just realising why are you making it so confusing for yourself, why not just go direct "there" .. you'd have all the theory you can gather on the questions without asking only the children LOOOL! its stupid of you bro, use your head.  aAHHHAHA