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@nethernalbeing @Viking Beautiful thank you for all your advice! my experiences have led me to want to investigate where else im fantasizing in life... so i guess this is good

Holy Mountain (1973) deeply esoteric and trippy (watch while stoned?jk)

@see_on_see that makes alot of sense! i think thats what i need Exactly, I really discovered myself during those 3 years and saw my many hidden neurosis come to the surface so I wanted to fix that before I did anything else. Yes! Staying conscious is becoming easier, I can spot a lower desire pretty quickly nowadays, not that theres anything wrong with that but its easy to see when its a distraction from deeper issues.

@see_on_see I do want a relationship but this doesnt seem like a healthy way to start one, I just came out of a 3 year relationship and I wanted some time to gather myself and do some actualization but then this started happening just a few months after.

@see_on_see I meditate daily, thats probably the only reason why i became aware of this, i guess knowing something is the first step to solving it

@see_on_see and then what? furthering the delusion , getting in a relationship again and then out and then replaying the cycle, this is not about one girl or a crush, i attach to complete strangers like 5 different in one day, just getting good at pickup is a surface level solution not getting to the root

5-LEO withdrawal

funny how you can define “normal” in many different ways...

Just keep in the mind that you are an ego right now, and the ego does everything it can to keep you stabile and alive both mentally and physically, anything that is threatening to YOU will become something that ego must resolve or sweep under the rug, when you die however your ego won’t be there anymore so there won’t be a problem, do you see what I mean?

but why are sure youll return? just because you know this place doesnt mean youll go there when you die does it? did you actually get tangible evidente for this? otherwise youre worrying for no reason, i understand that certain trips can be horrifying just be careful not to play into your ego blowing things out of proportion!

why do you feel that you will return? you dont know whats gonna happen when you die, if you have a nightmare are you sure that you will return to that nightmare next time you sleep?

@MM1988 Source? I need a direct experience that what youre saying is truth with a capital T.

maybe Morning Glory? its legal in most places , but be careful because ive heard it can cause leg cramps, do some research, there are thousands of psychedelics out there.

maybe hes in DiMiTri world

probably making a deeper video, typically takes a bit longer to get right

the virgin mary

i dont know?

@MM1988 You have a picture of a pupil the size of a flying saucer? Yet you say psychedelics don’t do much for you?

have you ever heard of ambivert? is the table a table or is the table a piece of wood? both of course

what if your life purpose is to be a celibate nun/monk?

https://m.soundcloud.com/callussounds/did-we https://m.facebook.com/profile.php?id=241697753097443&ref=content_filter The debut single from me and my brothers duo called Callus, dark electronic popmusic.

Id be so shocked if i was eating some Minestrone one day and someone whipped out their dick and starting pissing it lol. True test of consciousness!

wow! Deepak is such a fresh breeze on a show like this. Hilarious too!

7 days refers to the 7 chakras

read up on the values and quotes and see which one fit you the most, be aware that you can have more than one color though, some blue, some orange, lotta green, a little yellow. Its not black and white no pun intended