Louis’ Journal

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 68:

Grateful even though i am confused and heartbroken, things are being hard but i am still alive. Thank you for the lessons God. Amen. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 69:

Note to self:

Let things go, have fun, just go with what is, don’t resist. Be gentle with yourself, forgive yourself and others. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 71:

Healing is a process. It should not be fast forward. Be gentle with your self. Educate yourself. Be who you are meant to be. Be real. Be kind. Be loving. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 72:

Let go of things that is not seeing your worth is one of the greatest things you can ever do. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 73:

Letting things be as they are. Grateful for things that are here. Working for things that we want to achieve. Focus your energy to the things that only matters. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 74:

Love Again

Eyes were merry like the Christmas. 
Smiles glisten into a cozy, dark hall room of a five-star hotel. 
Physical touch as their number one Love Language. 
Hearts melting into one in this feisty, hot starry night. 

Sins were forgiven, mistakes turned into lessons. 
Yesterday’s love, rekindled into a brighter flame. 
Careless whispers preluding into an intense connection,
As Mortals crave to a never ending intimate romance. 

Hurtful words damage more than a physical pain,
Irresponsible tongues, sharper than a shining broadsword. 
Accepting each others flaws, welcoming any awful histories,
Finally settled into one another’s arms. 

The breeze of the night calms every being on sight. 
Holding hands on a grassy pavement while the angels on the sky fly high. 
In this sweet existence, all you want for this is to last. 
What more can you wish for, if you already have the love of your life?

-Louis Perez’ Poetry #27

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 75:

I’m in the path of acceptance now and letting go that i and Precious will not be together forever. And it is what it is. Time to grow now. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 75-B:

Working out is a big factor for maintaining a good mental health. If i could do it everyday, i would. I’ve been smoking and vaping constantly this past few days as i think it’s giving me peace of my from my turbulent , chaotic mind. Will discipline my self to stop it once and for all. 

Edited September 17, 2022 by PretentiousHuman

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 76:

Not in good overall. But I’m starting to be tired of my bullshit. Will start to be well again. 
 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 76-B:

Letting go. Not holding on. Setting free. Breathing in. Living free. Enjoy. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 77:

Focusing now on healing, growth, learning, maturity, spontaneity, and acceptance. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 78:

So far so good in moving on. It’s lonely but we will going to be busy and courageous. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 79:

More focus now on preventative maintenance rather than on doing Emergency things. I have been enjoying reading 7 Habits of highly Effective People. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 80:

I’m out of my mind. I’ve been forcing things that should not be taken seriously. Light up a little bitch!

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 81:

Always train your mind to be calm always. It always starts at it. 

[Ulax]

20 minutes ago, PretentiousHuman said:

Day 81:

Always train your mind to be calm always. It always starts at it. 

@PretentiousHuman What do you do to train your mind to be calm?

 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 82:

Focusing now on the things i love. Giving less time on the things i don’t. 

[PretentiousHuman]

@Ulax I will reply to you in a moment, i’ve been very busy yesterday. Thanks 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 83:

@Ulax

On 26/09/2022 at 0:03 AM, Ulax said:

@PretentiousHuman What do you do to train your mind to be calm?

 

Like some of what Leo’s teachings that i acquired for over years of watching hin over the YouTube are as follows:

Healthy:

1. Meditation 2. Journaling 3. Prayer 4. Workout 5. Eating healthy foods 6. Avoiding negative people, things 7. Watching Leo 8. Taking Supplements 9. Reading books that interest me. 10. Listening to classic songs 11. Walking my dog 12. Walking around nature

Unhealthy:

1. Vaping 2. Smoking 3. Watching porn. Eating junk foods 4. Gossiping

What do you think?

How about you?

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 84:

Don’t force things. Just let it be. Do things that you can control. And always do your best. Amen.