Louis’ Journal

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 20-C:

"Man suffers only because he takes seriously what the Gods made for fun."

- Alan Watts

 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 21:

I’m at duty now. And I’m answering some questions. I think I’m infatuated with a Doctor. But i must stop myself from having intense feelings with her for i will leave the institution i am currently working, and work at USA. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 22:

I’m at a birthday party now. Having so much fun. But i want to sleep now. ??

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 23:

I’m very sleepy now. I’m from an hangover, i got to gym this afternoon, I slept for hours and I will sleep now. I’m now having a mental space that is not toxic to me. 
 I will pursue my American dream. I won’t fall in love with anyone in my country. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 24:

Relationships are making me suffocated. I wanna breathe. The only relationship i wanna have is the one i have with my self. I didn’t let my self down for too long now. I love my self. ❤️
 

I want to take each moment i have as clear and as chill as i can be. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 24-B:

I was so happy when I started reading again for Nursing. It feels like i was brought back to when i was on college. I like studying. And i will invest more of my time now reading things that give me knowledge and wisdom. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 25:

You don’t have to check on your Social Medias for no one will message or try to connect you with it. So stop using it because it is unnecessary for you. Try to focus on answering NCLEX instead. And read any philosophy too. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 25-B:

I have a lot of patients that I attended during my shift today. I am so exhausted. And I don’t have enough time to review my NCLEX questions. I drank an iced coffee and I haven’t had any stomachache. Good thing!

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 25-C:

Being a Nurse is a very tiring work, unless you’re being well compensated. Will sleep now to regain the energy i have used from my work. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 26:

I don’t have enough sleep now because we don’t have electricity this day. I’m having headache and dizziness. I will try to sleep on duty if I won’t have any patients. I’m trying to heal everyday that few people have known about. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 26-B:

I cannot sleep now. Will try to read if cannot sleep. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 27:

I am so excited of the study habits i will build for my NCLEX preparation. But i have to focus more now and avoid distractions. Simple as that. And i have to enjoy the journey for it is in the enjoyment that matters the most. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 28:

I’m excited today for I am living the best days of my life. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 28-B:

I have to let go of the woman i like at work. I think she’s beautiful and kind. An awesome girl, but i have a dream to pursue. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 28-C:

Sleep now. Need some rest for your work later. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 29:

I feel energized now. Will cut on unhealthy habits and foods now. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 30:

I have a productive day today. I’m also starting to cut off negative people in my life. Feels liberating. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 31:

A fruitful day nonetheless. I have to focus now. 

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 32:

Thanks @Leo Gurafor the Dream Life i am living now. ❤️❤️❤️??????

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 32-B:

Restful and a creative day. Will post the poem i just created this afternoon.