Louis’ Journal

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 48:

I’m sick right now and I’m waiting for my swab result. I don’t have enough energy to do things that i like. May God regain my strength. Amen. 

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Day 49:

I still have the symptoms but i was negative to the swab. I already taken the meds my Doctor prescribed me. I hope to be ok tomorrow. 

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Day 50:

Someone said, if you’re already in a hole, don’t dig deeper. 

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Day 51:

I’m getting better now than i was yesterday. Time to sleep again. Regain my strength Lord. 

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Day 52:

I felt better than i was yesterday. May God heal my body,mind, spirit and soul. Amen. 
 

I need to discipline my self now to the things that are important and avoid things that are not. 

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Day 53:

My overall health now is better than it was few days ago. I had new medications prescribed to me by our Doctor. I hope this will get me better more quick. I got back to the gym just a while ago. I used social media again more often than i should. Life is good. 

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Day 54:

I just had few hours of sleep. Will eat then try to sleep again. I i cannot sleep then will workout and go on living my day. Let’s go!

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Day 55:

I will prioritize sleep now. Over everything else. Then exercise. Then reading. 

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Day 56:

I survived days and nights that i thought i wouldn’t. I still think of my ex and it hurts me a lot. To the point it is paralyzing most of the time. But i know that this is just setting me up for me to be stronger than ever. 

Edited August 18, 2022 by PretentiousHuman

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Day 57:

i hadn’t got my target 7-8 hours of sleep last night for i peed in the middle of the night. Nonetheless, i will continue to read i that happened again. 

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Day 58:

I slept 6 hours last night. Prioritizing sleep now and reading. Loving my self is my main thing. I’m trying to avoid a lot of distractions like social medias. 

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Day 59:

Serendipity

 

And finally, all things are falling into their right places. 

You look up in the sky and all the blessings are here. 

Prayers were answered, hard work pays off. 

Things seem to be effortless. 

 

The weather is clearly harsh but you enjoy it. 

Peace is constant and not hard to be found. 

You’re like a child that laughs at every inconsequential things. 

A cat with a zen sleep, naps every time he closes his eyes. 

 

Enjoying your own company, evolving into a better man. 

External circumstances don’t bother you anymore. 

The taste of the beer becomes sweeter, roses has been your inspiration. 

It is what it is, what goes around comes around. 

 

The river will not dry up in the rainy season,

Rain constantly dripping in a lonely afternoon. 

Whether thoughts are distressing or comforting,

Happiness is just around the corner, if you’ll try to work for it. 

 

-Louis Perez’ Poetry #26

[PretentiousHuman]

Day 60:

It was a tiring yet a perfect day off. Lot of diarrhea, didn’t learn a lot. Won’t sacrifice anymore for the things i love and believe in. Onwards. 

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Day 61:

Slept for about 7 hours and i still feel sleepy. I just ate my dinner. Thanks to the caregiver of my niece, she cooks our meals. Will try to take a nap. If I can’t sleep, i will do my errands for the day. Let’s G!

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Day 61-B:

I have done what i have to do for the day. I was just aware that sometimes, i am too anxious of how many hours of sleep i should have. I should let that go. And be sponsored of what i am doing. Fun times always with my workouts. G! 

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Day 62:

I am too tired from work and workout. 

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Day 63:

I’ve been communicating with my former Lover. I told her that i still love her. But also said that i am really willing to let her go if she doesn’t love me anymore. Wishing her all the best. 

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Day 64:

I’m hungry. Will eat healthy foods starting now. Healthy foods support a healthy body. 

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Day 65:

I feel very inspired whenever i workout. Plus i get to meet a lot of friends at the gym. G!

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Day 67:

Woke up confused and hopeful because of complicated things. Won’t let things bother me for no reasons.