Proserpina's Journal

[Proserpina]

My value 

When I pray and commune with the source, my heart opens and knows the truth, that each creature is a beautiful manifestation of the divine.  Sometimes my mind becomes clouded by darkness and I lose sight of that truth almost completely and totally.  I have endless value in the eyes of the source. 

(I called myself worthless earlier)

Edited November 14, 2022 by Proserpina

[Marten98]

@Proserpina where did Bentinho say this?."  A bit like what Bentinho talks about how if you don’t keep up once you reach a certain level you can become very unwell or die" it resonates and Id love to know more

On 3.10.2022 at 9:07 PM, Proserpina said:

@Loba Awesome!  I also tried that route but unfortunately it didn’t work out for me.  Speaking can be quite intimidating and my health kinda stops me from processing what I wish to say quickly, as well as my personality - to not form opinions quickly - stunts my capacity to make videos. You don’t appear crazy at all to me.  Passionate and focused, definitely not crazy.  I became unwell around the time I failed to follow my true path.  I took a wrong turn for the sake of money and my spirit could not tolerate it.  A bit like what Bentinho talks about how if you don’t keep up once you reach a certain level you can become very unwell or die.

 

 

[Proserpina]

@Marten98 It was years ago that I listened to that video, so I'm not sure. Sorry. 

[Proserpina]

Joseph typed me as an INFP.

 

 

 

[thisintegrated]

8 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

Joseph typed me as an INFP.

Wait, he can't, cause I typed you INFP?

Easiest typing I've ever done.

[Proserpina]

3 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

Wait, he can't, cause I typed you INFP?

Easiest typing I've ever done.

Corroboration is good. What do you think my dominant enneagram is?

[thisintegrated]

2 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

Corroboration is good. What do you think my dominant enneagram is?

9

[Proserpina]

Just now, thisintegrated said:

9

That's been my thinking as well.  Give me your best stab at a tritype for me.  

[Tyler Robinson]

What does anyone guess my Enneagram is?

 

[thisintegrated]

1 minute ago, Proserpina said:

That's been my thinking as well.  Give me your best stab at a tritype for me.  

926

Here's every variation for you:

 

Good Samaritan

• 269:  Passive Helper. Helpful, mellow, passive and shy. Get along with others, avoid confrontation, can struggle with indecision and insecurity.
• 296:  Charity Worker. Peaceful, helpful and unassuming. Quiet assistance, try to stay positive, fear negativity.
• 629:  Supporter. Anxious, phobic but congenial and group oriented. Likes to bridge differences, and secure group harmony.
• 692:  Pacifist. Passive, submissive and helpful in exchange for safety and security. Conflict averse.
• 926:  Peacemaker. Helping others, cautious, gentle and nurturing. Establish issues and work to find peaceful solutions.
• 962:  Anxious Friend. Anxiety mixed with need to help others. Lack of clear self identity, insecurity solved by being of help.

 

[Tyler Robinson]

@thisintegrated you forgot to type my Enneagram. 

[thisintegrated]

1 minute ago, Tyler Robinson said:

What does @thisintegrated guess my Enneagram is?

469 or 496.  More likely 469.

Seeker
469:  Anxious Individualist. Highly intuitive, dutiful, but full of doubt. Want to be different and authentic whilst feeling shame about that difference.
496:  Truth Seeker. Emotive, deep feeling, truth seeker. Push and pull between individualism and merging with the crowd.
649:  Doubter. Emotional, uncertain, will seek multiple sources of confirmation before making a decision. Will not disclose own opinion unless triggered by anger.
694:  Peace Seeker. Hidden, inhibited, peace loving. Afraid of making a mistake, afraid of revealing an opinion.
946:  Avoider. Intuitive, inquisitive but highly anxious. Will seek to deflect attention whilst wanting to stand out as an individual.
964:  Indecisive. Avoid conflict by not seeking or expressing opinion. Plagued by indecision, try to ignore conflict in hope it will go away.

[Proserpina]

@thisintegrated What do you think the order of my instinctual variants are? 

[Tyler Robinson]

3 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

469 or 496.  More likely 469.

Seeker
469:  Anxious Individualist. Highly intuitive, dutiful, but full of doubt. Want to be different and authentic whilst feeling shame about that difference.
496:  Truth Seeker. Emotive, deep feeling, truth seeker. Push and pull between individualism and merging with the crowd.
649:  Doubter. Emotional, uncertain, will seek multiple sources of confirmation before making a decision. Will not disclose own opinion unless triggered by anger.
694:  Peace Seeker. Hidden, inhibited, peace loving. Afraid of making a mistake, afraid of revealing an opinion.
946:  Avoider. Intuitive, inquisitive but highly anxious. Will seek to deflect attention whilst wanting to stand out as an individual.
964:  Indecisive. Avoid conflict by not seeking or expressing opinion. Plagued by indecision, try to ignore conflict in hope it will go away.

Oki someone I know has Enneagram type 2 and is typed as 827.

How will you describe an 827? 

 

[thisintegrated]

8 minutes ago, Proserpina said:

@thisintegrated What do you think the order of my instinctual variants are? 

so/sp

 

Just now, Tyler Robinson said:

Whats the order of my instinctual variants? 

so/sp

 

4 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

Oki someone I know has Enneagram type 2 and is typed as 827.

How will you describe an 827? 

827:  Humanitarian. Leadership with light touch and sensitivity to others. Positive, upbeat and helpful, but with some arrogance.

But the first number is most important.  If they're mostly a 2, they're not gonna be an 827.  More likely:

278:  Encourager. Independent and outgoing. Likes to help others, but follows own muse, not a pushover.
287:  Role Model. Assertive, positive and honest. Aims to help others to be more self reliant.

Edited November 15, 2022 by thisintegrated

[Tyler Robinson]

2 minutes ago, thisintegrated said:

so/sp

Whats the order of my instinctual variants? 

 

[Tyler Robinson]

@thisintegrated how will you describe an so/sp? 

 

[thisintegrated]

Just now, Tyler Robinson said:

@thisintegrated how will you describe an so/sp? 

A need to communicate, with self or others.  And a secondary need to maintain stability/security/safety.

[Tyler Robinson]

@thisintegrated and how would you describe someone who is sp/sx? 

 

[thisintegrated]

2 minutes ago, Tyler Robinson said:

@thisintegrated and how would you describe someone who is sp/sx? 

Safety & comfort first, ambition and drive to be the best second.

Edited November 15, 2022 by thisintegrated