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And the last thing I'm tired of are conspiracy theories. 

These days YouTube is so full of this shit. It's like a plague. 

Some of it like the Qanonn  is so weird. 

I can't believe people believe all this.. 

And it's literally being inserted into everywhere. 

It's like hell. Some of the weirdest conspiracies are about Epstein and Hillary and I'm getting sick of this shit. 

These things are so unhealthy. 

TV is already unhealthy. And now YouTube. But the mind needs a dose of something. 

I can't completely give up watching everything. I want some sort of a connection to politics, news, daily things without being fed unhealthy stuff. 

I mean people watch TV for a reason. They want to feel good when they wake up or when they go to bed. 

It's like a mental breakfast. 

The mind always craves some information.

Its not too much to ask for. You can't listen to the same song every morning, it might get stuck in your head. 

The mind needs calm.. But it also needs stimulation the way a baby needs milk. 

And TV is so unhealthy that I already gave up on it, it's been years 

YouTube was a good substitute for a while but it's turning to shit rapidly. 

The music scene is terrible. All new music is death to my ears. Maybe some is okayish. But most is garbage, vomit inducing. 

And almost all music  videos are women completely or semi naked with everything out and dirty incomprehensible cheap  lyrics.. It's shitty. 

I'm so done with the entertainment industry. Hollywood is no better. Because recent stuff about Hollywood in the news has been nauseating. I have already boycotted Hollywood. It has become trash. And the recent news is bothersome. 

So basically there is nothing left to enjoy or cherish at the end of the day. 

Except nature. But one day I'll get bored of nature as well. 

The world is rapidly declining and turning to a chaotic garbage and this resonates into our lives as well. 

 

 


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For now I'm consumed with election frenzy. 

Because it's one month left. 

The debates are scheduled on September 29, October 7th, October 15th, and October 22. 

I will be sitting patiently through the debates. But it's tiring. 

And then election night. Argh. 

I am so praying that Biden wins and this Trump jokery comes to an end. Please God 

Countdown till the election begins today. 

And November 3 will be an important day. 

I hope that everything goes peaceful. 

I always look up to American elections for new hope each term but they are generally not very hopeful.. 

This time I'm looking forward to a new chapter in American history and future. 

America has such a strong influence on the world that Americans are not very aware of. 

Because Most American structures and values get copied into the world every day. 

America is like an author that releases his books for the entire world. 

 

 


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Love is always all encompassing. 

 


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I need to start including the aesthetics in my routine. 

Time for me to do some meditation. 

 

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On 9/25/2020 at 1:56 AM, Preety_India said:

 

I will be creating a personalized or customized aesthetic set for which I need some ideas.. 

I thought about the moon aesthetic but that's not very useful. 

Right now I have two thoughts in my mind that I will write in the next post. 

The set of aesthetics 7 things 

1 initiation ceremony - this will be like Grounding. It can be a bonfire. Starter kit. I can also do the Centering exercise 

2 keeping a timer. Solid timer. 

3 Chain Colored Lights method (draw and write, scribble) each light is goals, Completions, Bounty, 2 earthen pots method 

4 forest aesthetic...in the background. 

5 bonfire exercise 

6 doctor technique

7 Fireplace aesthetic 

8... More ideas 

 

 


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What is education? 

 


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Be an honest worker. 

Be an educated person 

 

Guideposts. 

I believe in educating myself. Education is not just about a degree or a qualification but about learning a lot everyday and using this learning to create a better life. 

Selective knowledge is important. All knowledge can be a distraction. 

Education should be everyday to make better informed decisions in life. 

Education is a huge strength. 

God has not kept our ways blinded. He has planted clues and information everywhere. We have eyes to see and a mind to observe. We aren't crippled by God. It's up to us to use the knowledge that we see and believe it and use it or discard it. 

An honest worker will educate himself and use responsibility to make his and other's lives better. 

We need to develop responsibility. 

Give up immaturity. 

We are dishonest if we ignore the knowledge and refuse to get an education on the world and truth. 

Truth is always in front of us in plain sight. It's not hidden, although we like to believe that truth is hidden so we can feel better about being fooled. We can lay the blame on something. 

What is circulated as truth in the world is not even necessary. It serves no purpose 

The only truth we need is the truth on our path. 

The only responsibility we have is the responsibility on the path 

 

Education is an important asset and skill. 

Getting educated is absolutely the most important in the here and the now 

Be an honest worker. Don't deny God. Don't deny your observations. 

Keep educating yourself about different aspects of life and use this education to create beauty and wisdom in every moment. 

Your Guideposts are on the way you are walking on. Use them responsibly. 

 

 

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Guideposts of education 

 

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Ignorance has no value. 

 


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Learn to accept things. 

Focus on your path. Rest is distraction

 


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I'm trying to be as positive as possible. 

 


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3 important pillars that came in my mind during my insight meditation today are 

Education 

 

2 Honesty, Responsibility 

 

Spirituality 

 

 

 


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Cool Caravan aesthetic.

 

Raft house aesthetics 

 

Next time dont forget to write down how you imagined these aesthetics. 

Now I don't remember. 

But write and record it next time for visualizations. 

 

 

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Gotcha 

The caravan aesthetic was about complete disconnection from the world and not allowing anything to have any impact or produce any reaction (zero reaction policy), 

And it was about focusing only on the caravan. Just the vibe, the music, no worries about anything, keeping the caravan clean, witches caravan train cabin style with central aisle and many cabins. 

Greenery inside the caravan. 

Just focus on the hippie style and needs and daily activities. 

No worries about the world. 

 

The original imagination did not consist of the greenery and witch theme. 

But no issues 

 

Since the dungeon is not possible or feasible, the caravan was adopted. 

The world inside the caravan is perfect. 

This caravan is supernaturally charged.. Blue fumes outside near wheels 

 

Mobile caravan moves anywhere in the world in any setting. 

 

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The importance of Temperament. 

A good temperament can be a great Kickstarter for the day.

Notice your mood. 

Notice your temperament. 

It can say a lot about you and your life. 

 

 


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I crave for glory 

I crave for beauty 

I crave for passion 

I crave for ecstasy 

I crave for nature 

 


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A double deck or shelf with criss cross support wooden foundation and a rake ladder for drying Mast cloth over hanger or single rack. 

It can hold two Tiki torches on the sides. 

I can consider this as a battle object. 

 

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Raft house aesthetic

Survival Island Evo  Build your own shelter 

The Raft shark proof or battle raft 

Stranded Deep

 

 

Shelters, tents, teepee, caravans and rafts. 

 

Beauty and Battle 

 

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Qualities, traits, values, principles. 

Give him the taste of his own values.. 

 


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