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So last night I had this horrible dream.. But it's okay.. Happens all the time. Loool

I found that forest sounds calm me so much. Especially those animal and bird sounds like howling of the wolf. Early in the morning I heard it. 

No Coucal today.. 

 

I was thinking of inventing a language, a new way of communicating involving an ASMR technique. It will be a different style of doing things. I will call it the Doctor Technique. 

 

Doctor's technique is a more Wholesome way of doing things. 

 

Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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Mexicans are like winners they win at everything. Had a great time 

 

Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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Early this morning I went and sat near the edge of the forest and lit a campfire with some twigs and lighter. 

And I did my bonfire exercise. I felt so much lighter after that.. 

Will do it every day. 

 

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New aesthetics 

• Forest sounds aesthetics 
• Doctor Technique
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Damn spooky but cool

 

Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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I need something else as a starter kit. 

Not just these aesthetics 

I had actually had an idea in mind like 4 hours ago and I completely forgot that. 

But I can't blame myself. There were 4 ideas running in my mind at the same time. 

Difficult to remember or recall stuff when that happens. 

Damn I forgot it again

 

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These aesthetics were already in mind for some time. 

Like the doctor technique aesthetic was an idea I came up with like a week ago. 

Only now I decided to write about it. 

And the other one was the forest or woods aesthetic, and that idea popped up early this morning. 

But I'm sure there were a few more that completely escaped my mind and I'm trying so hard to think of anything close to it. 

It is really frustrating whenever I have a list and I forget it. 

 

 

 

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On 9/23/2020 at 5:37 AM, Preety_India said:

 

I got  an earthen pot. Nice find. 

Wrote a list today.. Gonna do it later though. 

 

Just focusing on what needs to be done. 

Putting all the concepts in line. 

I forgot a very important concept. 

Let me think. Arghh

I also want to be random at the same time. 

Just start with good things. 

I really need an initiation ceremony. 

This will be more like Grounding

But I want something that I can do frequently. And not feel so restless 

 

Maybe keeping a timer might help 

And to keep a rhythm

I think I need something like a connector. Looking like traffic lights 

A set of traffic lights acting as chain links 

That would be great 

 

Each defining something. 

I also need a digital drawing board. 

So I can draw. 

Like a manuscript?

Something on which I can both draw and write

 

 

 

 

 

On 9/23/2020 at 6:45 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

This is how the bar will look like. 

It's the chain bar of colorful lights. 

 

 

On 9/23/2020 at 6:51 AM, Preety_India said:

Got an idea. 

Make a series of art with both writing and drawing and post it on Instagram. 

Patumba earthen pots line. 

Each pot contains something, either it gives or something is given to it. It has two compartments. 

Or two pots placed one upon the other. 

 

 

 

On 9/23/2020 at 7:56 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

 

 

 

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I will be creating a personalized or customized aesthetic set for which I need some ideas.. 

I thought about the moon aesthetic but that's not very useful. 

Right now I have two thoughts in my mind that I will write in the next post. 

The set of aesthetics 

1 initiation ceremony - this will be like Grounding. It can be a bonfire. Starter kit. I can also do the Centering exercise 

2 keeping a timer. Solid timer. 

3 Chain Colored Lights method (draw and write, scribble) each light is goals, Completions, Bounty, 2 earthen pots method 

4 forest aesthetic...in the background. 

5 bonfire exercise 

6 doctor technique

7 Fireplace aesthetic 

8... More ideas 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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2 thoughts that I had. 

One

Second 

 

 

 

Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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One thought 

Why do I care so much? 

What if I stopped caring about everything. Wouldn't that be liberating. 

I question other people, why they care so much because I think they have something in mind, but maybe even I have something in mind. 

Is it my job to care about it? Not necessarily. 

How about leaving it to fate and Karma 

Because karma is like a mirror. I believe that the conscience is like a mirror. So when someone is guilty, at some point they will be shown the mirror by their conscience and they will have this tug of war. They will feel challenged by their own conscience. How long can someone go on defending a lie? In the end, the truth will confront them like hard rock. They will automatically attract situations where they will have to face the dilemma of the conscience. 

Here I want to explain with an example. 

Let's say I lie to a friend of mine and tell her that there is a certain woman named Miss Mary and I show her a picture of her and I completely concoct a tale about Miss Mary and tell her that Miss Mary died in an accident. That I attended her funeral. 

Now the woman I'm talking about is not Miss Mary but she is Miss Katie in real life and that's her picture and she is alive and well. 

Now I always think that the truth will never spill out. 

One day I sit with my friend at the restaurant and my friend notices a woman across a few tables and she looks exactly like the woman in the picture. My friend pulls out the picture. 

The picture falls out of her hand and on the floor. At the same time, the woman sitting across the table walks by and sees the picture. Both her and my friend reach to pick the picture and smile at each other. My friend is puzzled and the woman tells my friend that the picture belongs to her. She also introduces herself as Miss Katie. My friend replied that it's impossible since the woman in the picture was Miss Mary. Now I'm totally embarrassed because I know that I had lied. So at this point I have to come clean with the truth. 

The question here is why did I attract such a situation? 

Which did such a coincidence happen where Katie is exactly at the same place where I'm dining with my friend? 

The answer to this question is that it's the law of karma that brings all these synchronicities and coincidences together to wake up the inner conscience 

I feel like there is something which I will call the inner conscience and something which I will call outer conscience. 

I will try to explain this concept with an example. But my explanation can be a bit messy. 

Imagine that the inner conscience is like a gush of water. Water with high pressure. 

And the outer conscience is like door that is closed and acting as a barrier to this water. 

The inner conscience is pure and is a voice of truth. 

And the outer conscience is like a bunch of beliefs and lies that we want to believe in for our own personal good. 

Now when we are in sync with the truth of reality, this door of outer conscience is open and water flows freely without obstruction. The water flows in a pleasant way. 

But when we are not in touch with truth but continue to stay in denial of the truth and still keep believing lies, then this door closes. 

Since the water cannot flow and there is more water building up, it develops pressure and hits the door with force.. 

This is the moment of awakening, the moment of exposure of the lies. 

It's like the truth is begging to come forth from the inner conscience and challenge the outer conscience which is full of lies 

 

The inner conscience is hunting for situations and attracting synchronicities and coincidences in order to come to moment of exposing the lies and showing the truth to the outer conscience. 

The breakthrough moment where such  lies are confronted by the truth is the moment of karma for the person. This is the moment where the doors are flung open with pressure and the water gushes out with extreme force. 

I believe something like this happens to a lot of people and they come to a point of awakening where they feel extremely guilty and embarrassed to have carried and believed a lie for so long out of selfishness.

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Second thought 

This  was about aesthetic 

That I need an aesthetic as a complementary support for my structure or system or sequence. 

So this will be two fold. Having two parts. 

One is the structure. A conceptual structure. And the items gathered for the structure,for example a chart or a timer. And the second is the aesthetic to go along with the structure. 

? Concept / structure 

? Items

?  Aesthetic

 

Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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I'm feeling liberated. 

Everything happens for a good reason. 

 

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Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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I will be creating a personalized or customized aesthetic set for which I need some ideas.. 

I thought about the moon aesthetic but that's not very useful. 

Right now I have two thoughts in my mind that I will write in the next post. 

The set of aesthetics 7 things 

1 initiation ceremony - this will be like Grounding. It can be a bonfire. Starter kit. I can also do the Centering exercise 

2 keeping a timer. Solid timer. 

3 Chain Colored Lights method (draw and write, scribble) each light is goals, Completions, Bounty, 2 earthen pots method 

4 forest aesthetic...in the background. 

5 bonfire exercise 

6 doctor technique

7 Fireplace aesthetic 

8... More ideas 

 

Edited September 24, 2020 by Preety_India

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I just love steamed rice 

 

 

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Doomscrolling

 

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In the loving embrace of 

 

Last night I had a series of dreams. 

Unusual. But Still peaceful. 

Things can finally go smoothly. 

There are energies that are inspiring me.. 

I wrote a short poem this morning... 

Rest still, enjoy and take it slow. 

Each day is gone, as you grow 

One day it'll be over as you know 

Till then find peace in its flow 

 

 

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Timer of seconds 

 

 

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Planet Caravan inspires me so much. 

 

In the loving embrace of 

 

Edited September 25, 2020 by Preety_India

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Freedom is a source of unusual power.