Thirsting for the water of death

[BipolarGrowth]

Every motion needed for existence
Is a torment on my soul.
Each moment is a burden.
Each menial task is the next nail in my coffin.
I wish to return to that space where I existed in nonexistence before life in this world. 
I wish to return to the state of nonbeing,
And I know that each moment brings me closer to this

Solace.

[traveler]

What you are longing for is the death of being aware of existence. Being aware of existence is a dream in an utter silent void. This is just a picture to you though, you have no idea what that means. 

[Aaron p]

@BipolarGrowth ...you depressed homes?

[JosephKnecht]

26 minutes ago, BipolarGrowth said:

Every motion needed for existence
Is a torment on my soul.
Each moment is a burden.
Each menial task is the next nail in my coffin.
I wish to return to that space where I existed in nonexistence before life in this world. 
I wish to return to the state of nonbeing,
And I know that each moment brings me closer to this

Solace.

Every motion is needed for Existence, 

Every motion is a joy to the Spirit.

Each moment a gift from the One,

Each task is necessary to complete the Perfection,

I have no wishes to go to the past since I AM only complete in the Present. 

I AM the PRESENT.

Each moment is a Present from the ONE PERFECT SPIRIT OF EXISTENCE.

 

Perfection. 

[Seraphim]

I have felt the same in the past, many of us have. You can feel good and be a happy human! Don't give up.

If you or anyone who sees this ever think about giving up, and you have tried everything but nothing works, contact me, I may be able to help in a way that you do not expect,  miracles are possible in my opinion.

Edited August 3, 2020 by Seraphim

[BipolarGrowth]

1 hour ago, Aaron p said:

@BipolarGrowth ...you depressed homes?

Sure am lol. I thought someone here might appreciate a poem written from the bottom. I know better experiences are to come, but right now I’m making what I can out of this depression. 

[Aaron p]

13 hours ago, BipolarGrowth said:

Sure am lol. I thought someone here might appreciate a poem written from the bottom. I know better experiences are to come, but right now I’m making what I can out of this depression. 

@BipolarGrowth ..just do loads of consciousness stuff. 5meo, yoga, inquiry, contemplation ♥️

[blankisomeone]

On 03/08/2020 at 5:03 PM, JosephKnecht said:

Every motion is needed for Existence, 

Every motion is a joy to the Spirit.

Each moment a gift from the One,

Each task is necessary to complete the Perfection,

I have no wishes to go to the past since I AM only complete in the Present. 

I AM the PRESENT.

Each moment is a Present from the ONE PERFECT SPIRIT OF EXISTENCE.

 

Perfection. 

❤️