Posted December 25, 2019 My direct conscious realization of God is Absolute. But leaving that aside for now... I realized something today. I want to spend the rest of my life taking mushrooms. Literally. I dont want to just live a normal life. I don't just want to realize God's existence and say that's it. No, I want to experience it all. To grow, to experience magic right in front of my eyes, see the impossible manifest right in front of me. Darkness, Death and Life, Goodness, Love, Truth, God itself. I want to experience all this and beyond. I want to see Truth in it's eye and live by it. I want to look my death in the eye and fuckings die, surrender fully to it. No matter the cost. Indeed, today is my very last day on this forum. Thus, thanks for everything and good bye. Magic is waiting for me now... Magic. Merry Christmas ? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 6 minutes ago, Highest said: today is my very last day on this forum. I think you said that the other day? Maybe post to your journal, instead of starting several new threads? Anyways, Merry Christmas ? “You don’t have problems; you are the problem.” – Swami Chinmayananda Namaste ? ? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 3 minutes ago, Anna1 said: I think you said that the other day? Maybe post to your journal, instead of starting several new threads? Anyways, Merry Christmas ? Yeah, well this time it's for real. ? I just wanted to start this thread here so more beings could see it. Hopefully, realize that a normal mundane life is not what to go for. Let the psycadelics show the way. Surrender, die to it. Live by it. It's a gift.... It's a gift to be recieved fully. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 (edited) I remember when I took magic truffles in Amsterdam, 57g. How I in the peak of it saw all as One. One fuckings thing. But it wasn't enough. It wasn't enough. Well, this time I'm taking 120 g. That should be enough to kill me ? Edited December 25, 2019 by Highest Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 4 minutes ago, Highest said: Well, this time I'm taking 120 g. That should be enough to kill me ? I don't do them, but sounds like an irresponsible dosage. @Leo Gura @Serotoninluv what do you think? “You don’t have problems; you are the problem.” – Swami Chinmayananda Namaste ? ? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 4 minutes ago, Anna1 said: I don't do them, but sounds like an irresponsible dosage. @Leo Gura @Serotoninluv what do you think? 15 minutes ago, Highest said: It's just magic truffles. You have to take as much psilocybin out of them. Anything less than 100g is child's play, in my sincere opinion. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 If you’re wanting to live in a psychedelic state without having to take psychedelics Id recommend taking the long road and learn how to meditate. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 @Consilience Meditation is child's play. ? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted December 25, 2019 2 hours ago, Highest said: Well, this time I'm taking 120 g. That should be enough to kill me ? You’ve been previously warned not to post about irresponsible, attention-grabbing usage of psychedelics. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
