Guys I am unhappy

[brugluiz]

What I can say is: "take it easy. Few people on this world are truly happy. You're not alone."

I don't consider myself overly happy, but I had worst days where I didn't talk to anyone. Feeling my emotions helped me a lot, because I can feel the contrast of life. Anyway, I still feel the horizon is far away.

Edit: why being unhappy is so bad?

Edited September 5, 2019 by brugluiz
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[non_nothing]

On 9/5/2019 at 5:28 AM, brugluiz said:

What I can say is: "take it easy. Few people on this world are truly happy. You're not alone."

I don't consider myself overly happy, but I had worst days where I didn't talk to anyone. Feeling my emotions helped me a lot, because I can feel the contrast of life. Anyway, I still feel the horizon is far away.

Edit: why being unhappy is so bad?

I now consider happyness is yet another delusion of ego. What is happiness really? I think that is a shadow casted by ego. To make one feel that happiness is somewhere out there. Then you seek for it. Which is this key point right here. You start to seek for it. Now it all begins at this key point.

I have thought it a lot and i concluded that if I feel this unhappiness feeling within, thus everyone has that. My "imaginary" happy people out there have this too. Nobody can escape this feeling. I don't think so. Nor enlightenment or enlightened people. Whoever say the opposite, they are delusional.

[non_nothing]

Now after this, I feel a bit relieved. I didn't strive forward for nihilistic after that conclusion. Just relieved and that's all.

[amirali gharib parsa]

On 8/18/2019 at 11:27 PM, non_nothing said:

I cannot solve this for quite a long time. Cannot find a way out of this. Years and years I am unsatisfied and unhappy. Every other act turns out not working towards good. I have no desire to pursue anything. I am perfectly fine with death. I don't seem to find anything that I want from this life. Everything looks like delusion and illusion. Every person looks delusional to me.

my heart goes out to you

 

[CuteCornDog]

On 8/18/2019 at 2:57 PM, non_nothing said:

I cannot solve this for quite a long time. Cannot find a way out of this. Years and years I am unsatisfied and unhappy. Every other act turns out not working towards good. I have no desire to pursue anything. I am perfectly fine with death. I don't seem to find anything that I want from this life. Everything looks like delusion and illusion. Every person looks delusional to me.

This forum isn't going to help you.

[Commodent]

Sometimes when I'm suffering badly I give into the suffering until it gets really intense, until I'm reaching a breaking point. And then I just let it break. I think sends a really powerful message to the subconscious and can elicit some very deep change.

Like, oftentimes there is a certain urge to think or act in ways you know will probably make you feel really bad. But we never really go there fully because we're afraid to test the depths of its waters. But I think this is preventing us from really seeing it and becoming fully conscious of it. For example, thinking neurotically about how much your life sucks, and instead of resisting you choose to do it even MORE intensely. Or feeling really stressed and then you just fuel it even more to the point where you become SUPER stressed. If you feed it enough energy the structure will inevitably collapse, and you will become aware of its fleeting nature.