What do you even call this?

[Vynce]

When I'm just sitting there on my balcony watching the sky, music in ears, contemplating and all of the suddon insights, connections and wider perspectives come up. Sometimes it reaches mystical dimensions. Sober or not. What is that? I heard the terms "Buddha nature, christ consciousness ect" been thrown around. 

But, when someone asks me what my hobbies are, I don't feel like saying anything like "Philosophy, contemplation, meditation.." because it sounds so lame and not remotely hitting the point.

Am I cooked?