1-5% of humans have engaged in beastiality

[Basman]

Never ask a white women why she owns multiple big dogs.

 

[Basman]

On 08/08/2026 at 5:23 AM, Natasha Tori Maru said:

Farmers. Big portion.

I SEEN some chit man. 

Veterinarian friend.

People do some fucked up sexual shit to animals that vets see. 

Horse girls 🐎

[LordFall]

1 minute ago, Basman said:

Never ask a white women why she owns multiple big dogs.

 

Sometimes life is wilder than fiction 

If her dog is bigger than you, it's over don't even try. Only trust women with purse dogs. 

Edited Saturday at 06:30 PM by LordFall

[Natasha Tori Maru]

6 hours ago, Basman said:

Horse girls 🐎

Rofl my god.

I used to spend every summer on a farm until 16. 

Horse cock up close is no joke. I reckon that would perforate me 😅

[Jordan of the Shire]

3 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

Rofl my god.

I used to spend every summer on a farm until 16. 

Horse cock up close is no joke. I reckon that would perforate me 😅

I worked at a horse breeding barn when I was 16 doing some framing. First time I saw two mustangs go at it, I was in awe. Core memory

[Basman]

You can tell which one's his favorite.

 

[Natasha Tori Maru]

29 minutes ago, Jordan of the Shire said:

I worked at a horse breeding barn when I was 16 doing some framing. First time I saw two mustangs go at it, I was in awe. Core memory

Majestic creatures ⚡

I've done equine therapy twice. 

There's an amazing connection horses have to humans. I feel tethered to them in an unusual way. Similar to dogs.

[LordFall]

30 minutes ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

Majestic creatures ⚡

I've done equine therapy twice. 

There's an amazing connection horses have to humans. I feel tethered to them in an unusual way. Similar to dogs.

Riding this guy is considered therapy? It's over boys 

Leave some for the rest of us bro

 

Edited 23 hours ago by LordFall

[Natasha Tori Maru]

@LordFall Fucken DAPPER 

[Olaf]

so that is what my dog sitter has been doing with my dog all the time hehe

[Jordan of the Shire]

13 hours ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

Majestic creatures ⚡

I've done equine therapy twice. 

There's an amazing connection horses have to humans. I feel tethered to them in an unusual way. Similar to dogs.

Yea they are majestic

I can see why equine therapy works. Cool that you have a unique connection to them. I'm sure that feels really nice.

[LordFall]

Actually surprised people were willing to answer that question on camera

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dcegcv4S7AF/

Alcohol is a powerful weapon of truth! 

[Jordan of the Shire]

@Natasha Tori Maru What was your equine therapy experience like? What about your connection to horses + dogs is unusual? 

Edited 1 hour ago by Jordan of the Shire

[Natasha Tori Maru]

43 minutes ago, Jordan of the Shire said:

@Natasha Tori Maru What was your equine therapy experience like? What about your connection to horses + dogs is unusual? 

The equine therapy was quite remarkable.

I have a history of extreme trauma - a larger load and narrative than one would consider usual (I require no compassion or sympathy, we all have our tale of woe. I add this because it is relevant to the therapy experience). For many years I felt I got through the early childhood difficulty relatively well. There were some lingering strange oddities about me; I had a lot of flat affect. Emotional numbing. Blunted internal interpersonal value system. 

I decided to drive into this, as I could recall a time when as a child when I was much more expressive, headstrong and emotive.

I did talk therapy (which wasn't so effective). My therapist suggested equine therapy as I had all the cognitive tools and knowledge to address my own issues (and striking intellectual interoception and analysis ability), but wasn't showing a lot of improvement. It isn't like I was broken or non-functioning - more I was aware I was somehow blocked internally.

You basically interact with horses as part of a structured therapeutic and psychological process. Approaching them, standing near them. Noticing your own reactions. Grooming and caring for the horse for trust and connection. Leading them and observing my own body language/attention and how I affected the horses response. Some groundworking also - verbal commands asking the horse the move around obstacles, stop, follow - the therapist used these exercises to explore/observe boundaries, communication and emotional regulation.

After you reflect on what happened verbally.

It isn't some magical healing sort of juju that horses do - but they are remarkable creatures. I did 8 sessions (I wish I could do more, but it was not cheap). I started off scanning myself (my internal state) each session, thinking I was calm, relaxed and neutral - but the horse I worked with, initially, wouldn't come near me. Like, almost RAN away skittishly. It turns out horses are remarkable at detecting fear. Their proposed therapeutic value comes partly from horses being large, sensitive and social animals. They respond strongly to human behaviour and body language. They pick up on things even another human is cannot detect in your voice, tone, body language etc. If you are fearing - they won't come near you. They are social animals - if they sense fear in you they read it as "this animal senses danger" and won't come close in case there is danger near. You ride the horses in the sessions also (backwards too!). 

By the end I could enter the field and have the horses come running to me! Following. Taking lead from me so easily. It was remarkable because intellectually and analytically I couldn't get through the 'block'. I needed feedback from the horse to see how I had improved and worked through my internal resistances. The more emotion I allowed, the quicker the states passed. So even if something did come up (talking to the therapist at the same time occasionally) and the horse resisted my attempts to connect, I could let the emotion go quicker and the horse would respond. My therapist observed a lot of tension in my legs and pelvis a lot. How I moved. I got a lot better at bodyscanning for emotions and identifying them. Naming them and learning the nuanced distinctions in my emotions was essential also. The horses gradually responded more positively to me. I still remember the 5th session so well - I entered the main gate to see the mares and one came straight up to me, almost demanding affection! That was a big breakthrough.

I discovered I was, essentially, for around 15 years - blocking out emotions, suppressing or resisting. Creating elaborate coping mechanisms to avoid feelings and emotions. I was excellent at intellectualising and explaining everything away mechanistically - which actually caused some secondary issues with over-attachment to frames, ideas, thoughts. This lead to a lot of defensiveness of my own intellect!). The horse therapy helped me get through it. Haha! Traditional therapy didn't work so much 

Dogs also (and other animals) approach me a lot more now. 

Animals have higher sensitivity to tone, eye movement, body language, tension, sound etc due to a lack of language to verbally communicate. If they do not have any pathologies of their own (and yes, I have seen animals that have pathological coping mechanisms due to mistreatment, just like humans), they can act as a great feedback mechanism. 

I am also now way more drawn to animals as a result.

I wouldn't say I am healed - oh no! - but I am able to find the source of the problem quicker now. And most times, the feeling, emotion or state itself, isn't even a problem. But I needed to let myself feel the hot pan properly, so I could drop it. It is that zen saying isn't it? How do you drop a hot pan? Let go. But to let go I had to identify and feel the heat. Not fight it. Pretend it wasn't hot.

Thanks for asking!

 

Edited 1 hour ago by Natasha Tori Maru

[Carl-Richard]

1 hour ago, Natasha Tori Maru said:

The equine therapy was quite remarkable.

I randomly watched this video yesterday (don't ask why) where the girl describes being recommended sitting with an animal when trying to connect to her emotions, and she started balling immediately.

(She starts telling the story at 1:00, but feel free to listen to the sort-of-relevant manic pigeon documentary context):

Why did I watch the video? Idk, I have a thing for bipolar women (?). I subscribed for her artistic content (?) ("But she looks like barely a woman". Ok, let's steer the discussion towards pedo/ephebo instead of beastophilia. Anyone? No? Yes? Ok? Bye?).

Edited 3 minutes ago by Carl-Richard

[Carl-Richard]

@Natasha Tori Maru By the way, I "unlocked" my emotions by just walking at night lol and doing something I coined "crying meditation" (either while sitting or while walking at night). No animals were disturbed in the making of this therapeutic effect, except the wild animals that were watching.

Edited 4 minutes ago by Carl-Richard

[Natasha Tori Maru]

2 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

@Natasha Tori Maru By the way, I "unlocked" my emotions by just walking at night lol and doing something I coined "crying meditation" (either while sitting or while walking at night). 

I did some of that too >.<

2 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

No animals were disturbed in the making of this therapeutic effect, except the wild animals that were watching.

Any humans disturbed? Humans so good at expressing disgust at emotional displays.

I had to say to someone at work yesterday "Can you stop trying to get me to be calm? I am just in my emotions, let me have them. You don't need to go near them!"

Apparently I am emotionally "violent" when I hang up the phone and say in a heated way "My GOD, the lights are on and no one is home!" in anger. 

People are so averse to emotions in professional environments, any sort of healthy expression is perceived as bad!