Forgetting is as radical as awakening

[Loveeee]

Deep awakening blows my mind, but the forgetting that comes after too

How the hell can I forget being literally God, to the point of doubting it ever happened, that maybe I was crazy or wanted to believe it to much, etc. Time and time again

I bring back tons of traces and clues and stuff, I write on my phone everyday even the faintest memory or insight, hundreds of little snippets by now, but still

As Leo would say it's a feature not a bug, the fact you can awaken so radically means you are equally radically asleep

[VeganAwake]

That's not awakening though.

That's a symptom of spiritual ego/self illusion.

It mascharades as numerous identities like the body, self, higher self, no self, god........ It's truly a shape shifter.

[Joseph Maynor]

I see it as more of a "Zen correction" where you step away from the theory for awhile, but this does not mean you lose anything.  You will gain from doing this.