LSD Trip report - What is love

[ROOBIO]

I tripped 300 mics blindfolded, and I've got to say that tripping blindfolded on LSD is completely different.

It's so different in exploring universal consciousness, in exploring the depths of the suffering of the whole of fucking humankind, and reaching into infinite love.

It was completely turned inward, and I felt like I had no reference point for where I was. It was so easy for me to lose myself into the beingness of experience. 

And it's just like, I was tripping on the specific desire of finding out what love is. For the past three or four days, I kept focusing:

What is love?

What does it mean for existence to be love?

Why is love such an important part of reality?

What is it?

I was just doing this in my meditation. I was focusing: What is love? In this trip, I completely got the answer to what love is. The thing is that love, I would say, is the whole universe wanting to experience this moment exactly as it is, and it is not to be any other way. That is what love is. 

It felt like I was communicating with the Universal Consciousness. There was a part of me which was also Universal Consciousness, which was communicating with the Mother Universal Consciousness, and it was asking these questions: "What does it mean to love? What is love?" It was showing me all the areas in my life where I wasn't loving enough and where I was being egotistical. And it was telling me to love all of it.

It was telling me to love all the shit I did wrong: all the fucking misery and suffering I've caused other people, all of the suffering that has occurred from what I thought people were doing wrong to me. It was asking me to go through all of this shit and fucking love it, and love it, and love it, and I couldn't love it. But then it showed me the beauty of all of this. It was like, "How can you not love this? This is our creation. How could you not fucking love it? All the pain, all the heartbreaks, all of the shit you've got in your life. How can you not love it? It's all fucking me. It was all you. It was all fucking me doing it to myself. You fucking idiot.".I was loving it more and more, and then it was like I've always loved you for being who you are, exactly as you are, forever. 

I was like a total being, bathing in this universal fucking love, this love that is being poured upon me by the universe for being exactly as I am. And then I couldn't stop crying. It was an unbelievable amount of crying. I would call this universal crying, crying where there is nowhere for the crying to go. It felt like it was flowing back into me, into the universe, and it was complete. The crying became complete. 

Edited 1 hour ago by ROOBIO

[Davino]

Good