Do you want to die?

[Inliytened1]

1 hour ago, Miguel1 said:

I am actually looking very much forward to death, but the time is not yet here.

That being said, if I had to face death tomorrow, I would be excited to face it head on.

This makes me very courageous in life.

That's the spirit. 

[Emotionalmosquito]

If this is true then yes, I want death more than anything. The social game here is abysmal, aside from the few genuinely good friendships I have as well as the occasional cool people you’ll meet. Also the financial system is awful. The only bits of enjoyment I get here are nicotine, video games, shit posting, and some healthy things like picking up litter, dipping in cold springs, going to beaches, and having some money in my wallet. The “Be yourself” meme doesn’t work for everyone due to reasons already discussed many times. 

Other than that the world is miserable. 
@LordFall Said, “God is offering you the infinite physical universe, I would be careful with assuming that's a lesser prize.” 

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It’s a lesser prize because physical life is ridiculously hard. Millions of people in the U.S. alone are one paycheck away from eviction. It’s $3-4 a gallon to fuel your car in the cheaper areas. The affordable foods use ingredients that turn people into what looks like lab rat experiments. The job market is a joke. I’ve filled out dozens and dozens of applications and followed up, no luck. Life would be great if you could just travel around by foot. But things are several thousands of miles apart. The sun would burn your flesh off and dehydrate you to death even faster without copious amounts of water. You would turn into a skeleton from all the calorie expenditure if you’re not replacing it all with nonstop food supply. (The food thing is a problem regardless, I can’t stand eating and the requirement for it.)

Life sucks massive donkey dick and I’ve been trying so hard to make it not.

[Yimpa]

Realizing that you were never born is the real shocker. How can something that was never born die?

The past, present, and future, that goes bye bye during an awakening. To a human, since those are real, having that “disappear” is death.

I am not claiming to be in that God conscious state in this very moment. But I have certainly experienced it many times. What was seen cannot be unseen. No longer in control of anything, completely selfless, and identified as everything,  It boggles my mind and my human brain cannot compute it.

[Inliytened1]

45 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Realizing that you were never born is the real shocker. How can something that was never born die?

The past, present, and future, that goes bye bye during an awakening. To a human, since those are real, having that “disappear” is death.

I am not claiming to be in that God conscious state in this very moment. But I have certainly experienced it many times. What was seen cannot be unseen. No longer in control of anything, completely selfless, and identified as everything,  It boggles my mind and my human brain cannot compute it.

Look at @Yimpa just throwing it down. Bring it baby.