Do you want to die?

[Inliytened1]

1 hour ago, Miguel1 said:

I am actually looking very much forward to death, but the time is not yet here.

That being said, if I had to face death tomorrow, I would be excited to face it head on.

This makes me very courageous in life.

That's the spirit. 

[Emotionalmosquito]

If this is true then yes, I want death more than anything. The social game here is abysmal, aside from the few genuinely good friendships I have as well as the occasional cool people you’ll meet. Also the financial system is awful. The only bits of enjoyment I get here are nicotine, video games, shit posting, and some healthy things like picking up litter, dipping in cold springs, going to beaches, and having some money in my wallet. The “Be yourself” meme doesn’t work for everyone due to reasons already discussed many times. 

Other than that the world is miserable. 
@LordFall Said, “God is offering you the infinite physical universe, I would be careful with assuming that's a lesser prize.” 

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It’s a lesser prize because physical life is ridiculously hard. Millions of people in the U.S. alone are one paycheck away from eviction. It’s $3-4 a gallon to fuel your car in the cheaper areas. The affordable foods use ingredients that turn people into what looks like lab rat experiments. The job market is a joke. I’ve filled out dozens and dozens of applications and followed up, no luck. Life would be great if you could just travel around by foot. But things are several thousands of miles apart. The sun would burn your flesh off and dehydrate you to death even faster without copious amounts of water. You would turn into a skeleton from all the calorie expenditure if you’re not replacing it all with nonstop food supply. (The food thing is a problem regardless, I can’t stand eating and the requirement for it.)

Life sucks massive donkey dick and I’ve been trying so hard to make it not.

[Yimpa]

Realizing that you were never born is the real shocker. How can something that was never born die?

The past, present, and future, that goes bye bye during an awakening. To a human, since those are real, having that “disappear” is death.

I am not claiming to be in that God conscious state in this very moment. But I have certainly experienced it many times. What was seen cannot be unseen. No longer in control of anything, completely selfless, and identified as everything,  It boggles my mind and my human brain cannot compute it.

[Inliytened1]

45 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Realizing that you were never born is the real shocker. How can something that was never born die?

The past, present, and future, that goes bye bye during an awakening. To a human, since those are real, having that “disappear” is death.

I am not claiming to be in that God conscious state in this very moment. But I have certainly experienced it many times. What was seen cannot be unseen. No longer in control of anything, completely selfless, and identified as everything,  It boggles my mind and my human brain cannot compute it.

Look at @Yimpa just throwing it down. Bring it baby. 

[Willy Phallicus]

I gave up psychedelic peak experiences for two reasons.  One, I was "told" to stop chasing those particular peak experiences and just integrate them and two, they always tried to kill me.  In that state there's definitely a part of me that's okay with letting go and actually works toward that end but then as I start to go I realize Im already where I want to be, everything is already perfect and even if I physically died I would just end up going back to that moment like it never happened to "finish" the Willy experience anyway.

When you're blissed out, laying perfectly still in bed with your eyes closed in the silent darkness, that is death.  Awareness with no form, staring off into the black void pondering what's possible to do and experience next.

18 hours ago, Emotionalmosquito said:

Life sucks massive donkey dick and I’ve been trying so hard to make it not.

Life isnt about avoiding or even ending suffering, its how to make the suffering productive.  We have whole universes inside us, none of us can extinguish or exhaust the potential within but you definitely want to connect with that potential before you exit the electro monkey suit ride.  You dont want to enter infinity with a bitch victim mindset.  For many, suffering is the catalyst that drives us to overcome all the bullshit.  Cherish it.

I know its hard to come to grips with but "at the end of the day" you really have nothing to worry about.  Worrying about stuff is what you do for fun because that doesn't exist in your natural state.  Break your mind and come to jesus my friend.