I miss myself

[enchanted]

22 hours ago, ladelle said:

I miss the person I was before I took the spiritual path. I didn’t even chose to take this path, it just happened to me. I want my old self back, I want her back, I miss her, where is she? Am I the only one to feel this way?

Yes that's an uncomfortable feeling I've also had. It's funny because one has to be careful what they wish for. We go into spirituality to change our lives but then the change is actually scary, not pleasant. 

Furthermore we can't always get what we want. If everyone on China and India wanted (and got) a car the world would end. Not enough resources or room. 

Edited 3 hours ago by enchanted

[Mellowmarsh]

It’s nothing to do with changing your life, or not getting what you want.

It’s about being aware of your nonexistence. It’s about innately and intuitively knowing you don’t exist the way you thought you did.

It's about knowing you know nothing.