I probably have ADHD - Worried about my life quality

[Magnanimous]

I was making new friends this year when a lot of them mentioned from my very energetic and fidgety behaviour I probably have ADHD. Looking at the signs, even though I haven't had a prescription yet, I probably do.

I'm worried about how this will affect my quality of life. Will it stop me from actualizing my Life Purpose? Will it stop me from reaching Liberation? God-Realization? Will it stop me from doing all the things I want to do? I genuinely can discipline myself, but probably having a mental disorder is distressing.

I would take meds but I'm worried about my health and also the energy from ADHD assists in giving me - as a person with 18 years of life experience - top 1% charisma. 

[Basman]

It's good to be on top of it early if you do have it. Just being self-aware of how ADHD makes you behave can help you manage the worst of it. And ADHD can be debilitating in certain aspects, like a propensity for being a workaholic and neglecting your personal life. Or impulse control. Or needing accomodation like extra time during exams (which you can request if you have diagnosis).